under construction
<< 20251223 // finish the job and move on << seems i set a 6 month deadline for this entire thing
<< 20251222 // enlightened embarrassment << why people feel a bit sheepish after hitting the 'final' step
<< 20251219 // nostress nocaps << a bit more of how i feel now
<< 20251218 // polish swords and eat ice cream << sitrep on day 18 as a whatever-i-am
<< 20251217 // my experience with the scaffold << a comprehensive overview of the 'other world'
<< 20251213 // god is on vacation << the job is done and god is on vacation
<< 20251211 // deconstructing the scaffold << deconstructing the final scaffold and confident the mind is functional
<< 20251210 // perceptual frameworks << what you are and how to change your world and those around you
<< 20251210 // elastic mind and rigid world << how we entrain each other through empathy
<< 20251208 // maitreya as skilful means << the real purpose of maitreya
<< 20251207 // no-self vs depersonalisation << it's all about intentionality and narrative
<< 20251207 // the sangha is failing the Buddha << just an opinion
<< 20251206 // exploding spiderwebs << more theory of mind
<< 20251206 // 6 days a [ship] << phenomenology
<< 20251204 // recovering & delineating << back to earth
<< 20251203 // sitrepj6.0day3 // email essentia foundation << sitrep
<< 20251201 // the beginning << how this all began
reality-decoupled writings here >> scaffold 4
i spent 2 weeks solidifying the new neural layout and inhabited the scaffold for circa 10 days to prune other deep learnings which were maladaptive and bring things full-circle to [ship] from my 88 hells. it was more intense than expected.
20251121 // my story >> written in the scaffold but left here for posterity
20251120 // sitrep j5.9 >> final build pending production release
20251119 // for the Buddhists
20251119 // why we need the metaverse
20251119 // why I am not bipolar
20251119 // to Mark Zuckerberg
an explanation for the doubters >> contacting Mark
20251119 // computational efficiency and reinforcement >> how your world is shaped and how to control the process
20251118 // the nature of the scaffold >> a few things you need to know about your scaffold, even if you do not think you have a scaffold (ps. you do)
20251118 // hypothesis - 2 types of ADHD >> two types of ADHD which present almost identically despite having opposite mechanics
20251117 // enlightened reprogramming >> the foundational ideas for programming yourself toward enlightenment
20251117 // what ADHD is >> what ADHD is and how to ease your suffering (note: my type of AUDHD - exaggerated learning and goal-orientation)
20251117 // mastery of the mind >> mastery of the mind; how we bring this to every person on the planet
20251116 // resonance >> a quick entry since I am feeling pīti for the first time in over a month and the worlds seem to be converging
20251116 // mad scientist not arahant >> what I am and what I am not; where my path is leading and how it can maybe help us all
20251115 // daily life >> what daily life is like now; how I compare with my old ADHD-riddled self
20251114 // the theory of enlightenment >> !!!!!!!
20251113 // network dissolution >> dissolving my neural network and experiencing the formation of perception in realtime
20251112 // multidimensional calzone >> the stages of meditation; the mind as a calzone
20251109 // goodness before ego >> our base drive is goodness
20251108 // first snow >> ongoing neuroplasticity
20251106 // fillet o' fish >> continuing intentional improvement