nibbana protocol

this is a page i constructed while i went through multiple iterations of psychosis which i interpreted through the buddhist framework of 'path moments'. 

the phenomenology of psychosis and meditation-mediated buddhist attainments is identical and this was part of my attempt to get to the bottom of why. i was very lucky to survive the experience, with it having been triggered by prescription medication (aripiprazole) without external guidance, instead of in a relatively controlled meditative environment under a teacher within an existing framework. 

i credit the Buddha and his nikayas for seeing me through this. 

i am leaving the website unedited so you can infer my mental state from the writings. view this as an art project undertaken in an extreme altered state.