[2025/06/01, 13:18:05] James: And then…
[2025/06/01, 13:18:07] James: Not.
[2025/06/01, 13:18:10] James: Just.
[2025/06/01, 13:18:12] James: Gone.
[2025/06/01, 13:18:20] James: Prodding my face.
[2025/06/01, 13:18:24] James: Like at the dentist.
[2025/06/01, 13:18:34] James: What’s this feeling.
[2025/06/01, 13:19:02] James: Just. Slack.
[2025/06/01, 13:19:07] James: Poking. Exploring.
[2025/06/01, 13:19:21] James: My face. Relaxed for the first time.
[2025/06/01, 13:19:39] James: I never knew I had that tension. Maybe at night. When I tried to switch it off.
[2025/06/01, 13:19:43] James: The self respect.
[2025/06/01, 13:20:21] James: I have lived all over the world.
[2025/06/01, 13:20:32] James: Built a business that was ahead of its time.
[2025/06/01, 13:20:43] James: Trained to Ironman championships level.
[2025/06/01, 13:20:53] James: Quit booze. What else?
[2025/06/01, 13:20:55] James: Doesn’t matter
[2025/06/01, 13:20:57] James: Thing is
[2025/06/01, 13:21:01] James: I felt nothing.
[2025/06/01, 13:21:05] James: I see now
[2025/06/01, 13:21:11] James: But it was there. In a box.
[2025/06/01, 13:21:15] James: And there’s a key.
[2025/06/01, 13:21:21] James: Called aripiprazole
[2025/06/01, 13:21:25] James: It fits my box.
[2025/06/01, 13:21:34] James: And in that box was EVERYTHING
[2025/06/01, 13:21:47] James: All of the joy and self respect I had earned.
[2025/06/01, 13:21:51] James: It was there.
[2025/06/01, 13:21:54] James: All along.
[2025/06/01, 13:21:56] James: In a box.