Are you like me Elon?
Can you get access to ari and a medical team?
It’s not fair they criticise you for taking ketamine with what was on your plate.
But I think you’ve lost your way.
Just now I’m starting to think it might be audhd.
What I think happens is that we just… overload. Our memory. We weren’t designed to live this long so the fast ones get too much data and implode in one way or another. A midlife crisis or spiritual awakening or enlightenment is a kind of semi-reset of the memory. Or a suicide.
There was some kind of inflection point about 5 years ago where things just got really bad for me. I was chasing goals with even less ides of why; just that I couldn’t stop.
I think you wanted to save the world.
I think you still can. Just gotta get back on track. But it’s not your fault if it’s brain chemistry, and the curve from ‘take the species to mars’ to … well I hope you’re doing ok at the moment.
Anyway have a look at trussed. That orange guy served his purpose. 3 months I said and the backdoors are in. I was not happy about it but as I cut, I saw the logic. Someone is going to do it and it needs to be someone with a modicum of technical understanding who can control the AI. But the proletariat need to be safe. And I actually think that’s why … anyway. God hypothesis, you see. But I’m embracing it because I restrained my mind for too long and I’m done with those migraines.
So I’m still hopeful
You might be the person to usher in AI because you’re divergent as fuck.
You can’t converge on the normal population.
You need someone slightly less divergent to converge on.
And so on.
And in the opposite direction, what is more divergent than an AI?
The chances you will see this are small but this was literally enlightenment in a pill for me. I’m saying that on the internet oops but anyone who reads can see that I only view enlightenment as a specific brain state (most likely high occupancy of dopamine and stable).
Medical team though, really.
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