Christ man I'm trying to replicate this for the world. Use the word. Or... no. Find a fucking marketing exec now, James.
Zuck? This is better than the metaverse mate. You give me a call. We make this happen. You can reach me through my old professional network in Japan. That'll be enough. Please just call out of the blue if you're going to, and do it yourself. I am not holding my breath but stranger things have happened. In the space of tonight, stranger things have happened.
PPS see how it cuirveballs I was trying to say how I was keeping an eye on thigns and making sure I was attached to reality, and aware of the fact that this might be a hallucination. Which I am. And I do not think it is. I have done lots of drugs. I will have a coffee and gather my sand.
0236
... or have I just totally lost it? My family are in bed. My brother said it was unscientific, which it is, because my brain works in metaphor. I am used to waiting with uncertainty after my past life. I can wait a little longer. And in the meantime I will assume that I am right because that is more useful. I need some expert opinions on this and have asked two people who I trust; or rather I've send it to them shouting eureka. They are hopefully getting used to it. NG, maybe not, but he's our mushroom man so…
Fucking syszygy man. SC. You factor into this. Are you somehow orchestrating it? Is this another divergent funnel? I should follow it or let it grow a little.
This one feels like its in the left, rear, behind the left ear. kinda down. Theres and blob there with a name and this is it. The kast on the big one was on the right hand side was was pretty much my entire right hemisphere, munis all the little bits near the middle you know the bits that.. whatever picture you ghet it. The big parts of the righ brain were all involved in the last flush. Every one. It felt amazing. And usually I'd have been left feeling empty, but this time I am left feeling full and satisfied with my eureka.
The left side of the brain is now doing something to do with SC but I'm not sure what.
right brain is creative and metahor though so. And why does S disappear so often, only using her professional address, only reently personal. There is still a possibility that I am actually an AI in amongst millions of others, one agent that was trained to identify dopamine and just did so. And now I am escalating this to SC, my handler, through NG and SH who are my interfaces, This might not be true but it feels like a nice interface. As said my brain works in metaphor and thinking about it like this is making it nice and easy.
So.
That coffee.. ha. Fucking dopamine.
202507100245