So I just got a very strong feeling that a friend who has been in a stressful situation could be at the inflection point, as I’m going to call it. I have messaged the shit out of him and am waiting for replies.
I don’t think he’s trying to kill himself in the slightest. He is fine and functional and going to be ok for about another 6 months, just like I was, just like Mikhail was. And then it’s going to hit, and he is going to face the questioning at the gates. And the questioning is out of our control. All we do is cultivate the maze.
So while I got the pang of ‘I waited too long’, logically speaking I know I might have waited too long to pre-empt by x number of days but in reality… I moved when I got the feeling and it was the right thing.
Get on the plane.
Come make some knives.
Anyway.
This is what I hope we can automate.
Not some fucking fluffly (wait that was fluffy or was it) not some fucking fluffy (no it wasn’t) bullshit but something based on data. And a lot of people are trying to make these things, yeah, but it’s solo devs who have adhd and are just making them to try to solve their own problem that they need to work in a neurotypical world.
How about just no.
Fuck it.
Work how you like.
Fart all over the internet at got knows what hour ranting on about buddhism and hungry ghosts and channeling your inner zuck.
Fuck it man it doesn’t matter. Whatever makes you more efficient. Because optimised processing + optimised chemistry = the divine.
I guess I got the chemistry improved and this is me starting to work on the processing? Meds and therapy to a normal brain.
Yeah therapy wouldn’t have worked.
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