Holy fuck man I nearly killed this dopamine thread but it’s gold. If I’d done any research I would never have gotten here.
So the buttered feeling in the joints. That’s th same silky dopamine sand feeling. I can feel it in my brain too. This is probably actually ari, but I could always feel the fishooks so maybe not.
I was going to go to bed but this is too fun and exciting. Have I just got a seed on how to measure dopamine in a live subject? The impossible?
This is fucking cool.
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the dash means I went away to do something. I am on about a D3 S3 N0 right now with a Dvar of 0.4 and CM of 0.3. It means I feel pretty light and stable and happy.
This is a functional system for what I need at the moment.
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So yeah there’s an actual chance that I’m feeling genuine dopamine.
Sorry - ari. But I have felt this before, in the tension in my face. What I had never felt before was the release of the sand.
I would hazard a guess that the ari is ever so slightly larger a molecule than dopamine, so I can feel it scraping the sides. I think it might literally ‘clean’ the synapse of broken dopamine fragments on its way out or something. My niece died of battens disease and … wow maybe this could have saved her. Anyway that gh isn’t useful so drop.
But I actually think that this ari might be repairing the synapse, which is why some people say they take it for 3 months and just stop and that’s it.
Maybe this is the dopamine detox people need.
Do not try the med.
I can feel it coalesce though.
So in the joints it’s nice. It’s like those sponge balls inside bean bags, 1mm tiny ones, all sliding around. I’m sliding my legs around rn and my hips feel so nice.
With thoughts though… orgasmic. Absolutely orgasmic when you get a really, really challenging thought that grabs multiple parts of your brain and then they all line up and it’s just like a marble run for all these trillions of beanbag balls as they float and slide and drain effortlessly down into your body.
This sounds like an actual, valid movement route for dopamine. Someone else can check. So it flows. Lovely.
I think we are nearing stead state and can start the science. I’ll sleep later.
The obvious extension would be to radioactively mark the ari so that you can track its motion within the brain, then put me in the most powerful scanner around and have me play celeste…? No. Too simple. Have me skip think. Do anything.
Dopamine is literally thought, so if you could mark ari and track it, you could LITERALLY track a thought through someone’s brain and into their body.
Is this an entirely new field of researh?
This is so fucking cool.
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