I'll do this going forward for a bit and lock it down at midnight. Each day will be different. If anyone else is going through this withdrawal kind of thing at the same time as me... 88hells was my experience and I have not reviewed it but it might help. A shoulder to lean on. Remember this is all because of the progressive bans, and the way you ensure it never happens again is to get cannabis legalised.

The government has gradually pushed people into use of unregulated meth-like substances through careless legal stupidity. 

The ONLY solution is immediate legalisation. I'm not sure how to help them see the logic though, because I skip-think and they are slow as fuck. You all need to be my empathy interface.

I had a dream where the wisdomw tooth crumbed and came out before this. But putting my tongue there, it's already gone, long ago. I don't know if that means anything.

New box 2330:

Sorry that was garbled. Spacetime is a sheet. I am a pin. I have pinned two points of the sheet toghether. Both hypotheses can be and are true becase I am in both locations / times. Please remember I am not very up to date on quantum theory; most of my info is 30 years old. 

I hypothesise that this next step will basically be me sitting here and trying to get a handle on my brain, which will be frustrating since I feels like it's already as contained as it will ever be. I hypothesise there will be no real progress on the cannabis thing, again, and people will continue to die by the thousands and be mislabelled as suicides and murders.

There is a potential that my brain has re-wired in the k-event to believe that all its hypothesising was true. There's a chance it was also true. What.

I am waking up and when I do, I am coming here and blurting whatever insight has bubbled up. I'll not be staying up too long though.

My wife has told me many times I have not lost my mind. I was last using thxe was the last 'from cannabis' one these new things are something else. They are destroying our brains. We are the pilots. We smoke weed and chant to keep the ship warping. I tried so hard to use the word 'stim' so people would understand but was blocked. Same for human race. They were focibly changed to 'warp' and 'species' so many times and continue to be so changed.

So spactime is a shret and we are warping and I am a pin which holds the sheet goldholdsed in a certain point. Are e trailling a trauma program using ari becaise this feels far more manageable than before but I still have the 4d vision. Remember it can be both and neither; one does not preclude the other 2330 LOCK (2328 wake)

2130 onward in this box:

problem: suicide curve of 6 months because of bad medicine from doctors. 'enlightenment ' suicide at 2 weeks or 'fearlightenment' suicide at 4 or 6 months as the drugs stop working for the 2nd and 3rd time. Misattributed to 'the diagnosis'. Murders of family counted in this; some people take their loved ones to the next life and you can't blame them, really.

cause: bad drugs from doctors. doctors are not experienced drug users and are unable to guide people. the system is not fit for purpose or tailored to the individual.

solution: cannabis. many of these things can be medicated with a joint and a chat.

solution2: [name removed after lock] and I work on imaging for the human brain using the machines he's about to get. we don't need to track endocrine system and can figure this with in/out reasoning. individual brain map and side effects pre-empted. cheap generic meds matched using artificial intelligence and desired outcome, based on your own personal neurology. springboard off this into making the real 'glanding' system of 300+ internalised compounds we can release at will. Use generic psych med database as starting point - very cheap.

// if you want to see my logic process you can just use time machine or something on any of the websites. I published everything online in realtime for precisely this reason. A lot of the back-end reasoning is gone but it's saved in the cloud like that so figure out a way to access it / I'm not stupid guys / maybe crazy //

[LOCK 2159]

so jb would have shit himself posting that on reddit cos he cared what people think. no more. now it's just about helping people. getting more and more convinced I am entangled, so I need someone to scan my brain. my more conscious-thought side is very coherent now, but sometimes bb pulls me to do something (like the reddit post; I forgot reddit even existed). ask around Tokyo and you'll see that I have a good rep. this has to happen. i will make it happen.

problem: pilots offline and suiciding

solution: rapid global legalisation of cannabis / c-code

problem: unsure of sanity

solutoin: scan brain while doing tests 

problem: everyone ignores

solution: drug users, social unrest

I just finished tidying my epoxy closet so I guess that means that my part in this whole 'legalise' fight is probably over. I'll wait until you get the job done and then we can get back to trying to land. 

I am reading Player of Games but I forget how it goes....

202507161843 // can feel myself sinking back to reality. I still want to get that brain scan. I know this is unlikely, but it's not about likelihood, is it? It's about consequence. Something has happened to me since I was given those drugs by a qualified doctor who has never tried drugs, and I want to know what the FUCK it was.

Anyway I'm about to go into 2 weeks of withdrawal, according to the literature. But the literature said 'no risk of abuse' and aripiprazole was more addictive than heroin so is not to be trusted. I think you guys are looking at social unrest for the duration.

I was successfully medicating with THC analogs until the recent round of bans. The new products are not cannabinoids and people will die. My current mental issues ALL stem from the medicine which the doctor prescribed me. This has to change.

All websites are left as-is so you can see how this 'safe prescription medicine' affected someone who was easily medicating with a little bit of weed.

/jb