analysis = audhd // preparation = 88 hells // dissolution = alteredstates // decompression = technospirituality
I have added a full protocol for neurodivergent meditation on the regulating dvar page. Check it out. It might save your life.
The scientific method is woefully inadequate when it comes to the mind.
The mind is a complete system which rules your entire internal and external world, as well as your drives and personality. The mind *is* your world. You cannot change things in a vacuum.
The thing which carried me through the 88 hells and alteredstates was a decades-long unorthodox meditation practice. This is what enabled me to survive; without it I would have died, I am sure.
Here I will try to provide my new understanding of the world; something inspired by the buddha (the b-man) but hopefully explainable in neuroscience and technology. I am never letting someone else control my brain chemistry directly again.
I did see ‘ship’ and I do still believe in the sim. Just like I could never believe before, I can’t unbelieve now. I saw it; I was it. My priority is the meditation practice and helping people ease their suffering without the need for hard pharmaceuticals.