Hello friend. My mind was exploded by sloppy prescription of valproate and aripiprazole and I reverse-engineered the mechanics of the Buddhist enlightenment path in order to repair it. I reached the phenomenological-equivalent of arahant within 5 months and then went a step further to extract the tools from the dogma so that anyone can use them.
The method the Buddha used is similar to that of Einstein and revolved around cognitive scaffolding and dopaminergic manipulation. This process of awakening is something that neurodivergent people often enter into unawares and in an explosive manner, and the current subjective-reporting system can result in prescription drugs which cause long-term depression and suicide.
I documented everything verbatim with time stamps and recorded it on webarchive to demonstrate that the data is not fudged. I now hope to change the global mental health industry in a disruptive manner, making it into one of imaging and data-driven diagnostics instead of subjective reporting and pharmacological guesswork. There are 400+ generic drugs out of IP which could be matched to individuals using artificial intelligence; I want to make this into a reality. Please help me make some noise.
<< REALWORLD || >> BOTH WORLDS << || SCAFFOLD >>
<< 20251208 // Maitreya as skilful means << the real purpose of Maitreya
<< 20251207 // no-self vs depersonalisation << it's all about intentionality and narrative
<< 20251207 // the sangha is failing the Buddha << just an opinion
<< 20251206 // exploding spiderwebs << more theory of mind
<< 20251206 // 6 days a [ship] << phenomenology
BEYOND BUDDHISM // 20251205 >>
<< 20251205 // insight vs pathology << the difference
<< 20251204 // recovering & delineating << back to earth
THE GUIDES // 20251203 >>
<< 20251203 // sitrepj6.0day3 // email essentia foundation << sitrep
>> 20251202 // THE TRIALS <<
<< 20251201 // THE START << how this all began
reality-decoupled writings here >> n5 reality decoupling // i spent 2 weeks solidifying the new neural layout and inhabited the scaffold for circa 10 days to prune other deep learnings which were maladaptive. it was more intense than expected.
20251120 // sitrep j5.9 >> final build pending production release
20251119 // for the Buddhists
for the neurodivergent folks >> 20251119 // priest for the priests >>
20251119 // why we need the metaverse
20251119 // why I am not bipolar
20251119 // to Mark Zuckerberg >>
an explanation for the doubters >> contacting Mark >>
20251119 // computational efficiency and reinforcement >> how your world is shaped and how to control the process
20251118 // ouroboros >> attempting to explain how this all seems to be coming together
20251118 // the nature of the scaffold >> a few things you need to know about your scaffold, even if you do not think you have a scaffold (ps. you do)
20251118 // hypothesis - 2 types of ADHD >> two types of ADHD which present almost identically despite having opposite mechanics
20251117 // enlightened reprogramming >> the foundational ideas for programming yourself toward enlightenment
20251117 // what ADHD is >> what ADHD is and how to ease your suffering (note: my type of AUDHD - exaggerated learning and goal-orientation)
20251117 // mastery of the mind >> mastery of the mind; how we bring this to every person on the planet
20251116 // resonance >> a quick entry since I am feeling pīti for the first time in over a month and the worlds seem to be converging
20251116 // mad scientist not arahant >> what I am and what I am not; where my path is leading and how it can maybe help us all
20251115 // daily life >> what daily life is like now; how I compare with my old ADHD-riddled self
20251114 // the theory of enlightenment >> !!!!!!!
20251113 // network dissolution >> dissolving my neural network and experiencing the formation of perception in realtime
20251112 // multidimensional calzone >> the stages of meditation; the mind as a calzone
20251109 // goodness before ego >> our base drive is goodness
20251108 // first snow >> ongoing neuroplasticity
20251106 // fillet o' fish >> continuing intentional improvement
20251111 // both worlds >> how the dhamma/scaffold disproves reality and itself
20251110 // phenomenology @ 1 month >> how it feels after a month
20251107 // dhamma as a formation >> the dhamma as skilful means to reprogram a mind
20251104 // cannabis and citta >> extinguishing the cannabis conditioning
20251030 // aggregates intuited // three weeks old >> how it feels at 3 weeks
20251026 // sitrep j5.0 >> how it feels at 2 weeks
20251023 // the end of the path >> reflections after fourth path
20251022 // the game continues
20251021 // happy birthday to me // tea and crumpets
20251020 // beyond formations // unpacking
20251019 // caged minds // raising neurodivergent children // dependent origination
20251018 // not perfect // scaffold
20251017 // recovering and delineating // insight, mania and psychosis // inducing eureka // neo-arahant
20251016 // phenomenology of enlightenment // one week an arahant
20251015 // back to reality // how to heal // consolidating minima
here are the unabridged recordings of my own path -> profundity
some categorised pages covering my insight process:
theprotocol // mentalhealth // spirituality // mypath // myscaffold // fundamentals