spirituality

20251113 // network dissolution >> dissolving my neural network and experiencing the formation of perception in realtime

20251112 // multidimensional calzone >> the stages of meditation; the mind as a calzone

20251111 // both worlds >> how the dhamma/scaffold disproves reality and itself

20251110 // phenomenology @ 1 month >> how it feels after a month

20251109 // goodness before ego >> our base drive is goodness

dhamma as a formation // the dhamma as the final fetter to fall

one week an arahant // I've decided to stop using the a-word because it's so incredibly formation-laden

back to reality // re-entry after surrendering to my scaffold and repairing the mind

thegrandalgorithm // revisiting the ship hypothesis with an understanding of wave theory

wavetheory // a universal theory of everything / 'that beyond all formations', of which the Buddha spoke

donotseekenlightenment // why you should not seek enlightenment

themap // the jb map of insight

fixingyourcode // how to fix the code of your mind

neurodivergentbuddha // the Buddha as a neurodivergent individual

jhana:toolsforajob // how the jhāna differ according to genetic makeup

sensepleasures // how indulgence makes you suffer

theconstructofself // what the self is

findinggod // how to find god

jhānaholic // the jhānas as a tool

thetraumaofself // why the self is suffering

stringtheory // one way I experience meditation

thoughtandbody // thoughts and body when meditating

nibbanamechanism // nibbana as neural network optimisation

whywesuffer // modern life and suffering

religionasregulation // the practical tools of religion

conditioned // how the self is formed

tiger/cage // how free will works

theriver // your mind as a river

ethics/faith // why ethics and faith are essential

whatnibbanais // early intuitive understanding of nibbana

nutriments // you are what you eat

alsomeditation // other activities which are meditation