Plan your work and work your plan.
Targets: 1 - improved executive function and emotional regulation
2 - touching nibbana without drug-induced delusion
3 - creating an optimised approach to meditation for the neurodivergent mind
4 - translating the core teachings of the buddha into pseudo-scientific language that suits the times
Pre-season weekly structure
All workouts for the day decided based on morningcheck-in. If in doubt, leave it out.
Sit: 2x daily, duration 10-30 minutes. Stop while comfortable and easy vipassana focus on all 6 senses, with occasional 'drawing in' to a focal point. Include 2x weekly turbocharged sessions after Z2 work and 1x long weekend session if mood permits.
Move: daily walking or cycling // daily vocalisations // 2x aikidō per week // ad-hoc yoga
Learn: morning writing // daily reading and listening to the suttas (no interpretations) // regular translation of the buddha's teachings
Optimise: write (cmem↓) before morning sit (D↑dvar↓) = clearer mind
vocalisations (D↑↑dvar↓ ) in bath (S↑NE↓) before evening sit (D↑dvar↓) = easier samatha jhāna
turbocharge with Z2 exercise (D↑↑↑) before some sits (D↑dvar↓) = easier vipassana jhāna
tda = tonic dopamine // dvar = dopamine variability // cmem = churn memory // phys = physical readiness // d = dopamine // s = serotonin // n = norepinephrine
mss = meditation stress score (turbocharge sits score double). 60 points = 60 min *high-quality* meditation of any kind.
Week 1-6 post-race = acute recovery
No sitting meditation. Walking, making knives, enjoying life, coming off the drugs, quiet, peace, sleep, humming in the bath. Weeks 5-6 saw the natural reintroduction of cycling and sitting meditation, but nothing intense. I have been in the clouds somewhat, with grandiose ambitions to change the world. They are dying down a little now and I am realising where I should focus.