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this is the plan that got me to my second cessation event
this is the plan that got me to my second cessation event
Plan your work and work your plan.
Targets: 1 - improved executive function and emotional regulation
2 - touching nibbana without drug-induced delusion
3 - creating an optimised approach to meditation for the neurodivergent mind
4 - translating the core teachings of the buddha into pseudo-scientific language that suits the times
Pre-season weekly structure
All workouts for the day decided based on morningcheck-in. If in doubt, leave it out.
Sit: 2x daily, duration 10-30 minutes. Stop while comfortable and easy vipassana focus on all 6 senses, with occasional 'drawing in' to a focal point. Include 2x weekly turbocharged sessions after Z2 work and 1x long weekend session if mood permits.
Move: daily walking or cycling // daily vocalisations // 2x aikidō per week // ad-hoc yoga
Learn: morning writing // daily reading and listening to the suttas (no interpretations) // regular translation of the buddha's teachings
Optimise: write (cmem↓) before morning sit (D↑dvar↓) = clearer mind
vocalisations (D↑↑dvar↓ ) in bath (S↑NE↓) before evening sit (D↑dvar↓) = easier samatha jhāna
turbocharge with Z2 exercise (D↑↑↑) before some sits (D↑dvar↓) = easier vipassana jhāna
tda = tonic dopamine // dvar = dopamine variability // cmem = churn memory // phys = physical readiness // d = dopamine // s = serotonin // n = norepinephrine
mss = meditation stress score (turbocharge sits score double). 60 points = 60 min *high-quality* meditation of any kind.
Week 1-6 post-race = acute recovery
No sitting meditation. Walking, making knives, enjoying life, coming off the drugs, quiet, peace, sleep, humming in the bath. Weeks 5-6 saw the natural reintroduction of cycling and sitting meditation, but nothing intense. I have been in the clouds somewhat, with grandiose ambitions to change the world. They are dying down a little now and I am realising where I should focus.