backwarddictation

Recommend you read from the bottom up and try to work your way through the dictation errors; it's totally unedited and I was in a state of extreme neuroplasticity and barely able to see, never mind write.

Akane happy birthday [I think I said that because I had figured out how to loop back around to earth and stay with my family...]

July 12th dictation // 

Okay, so I have a solution to audh in my head and it's coming out and nobody would believe me because I'm a servant and I don't use the scientific method so I'm going to have to just detail it here because otherwise it's going on fucking YouTube and that is going to destroy all credibility that I have so I am shaking with restraint right now and I can only do this because of this medication because I have found a solution for the problem that kills multiple of my friends and your friends and everybody's friends I have found us a fucking vaccine to their suicides.

Okay there we go settling into a routine now so I can kind of rock a little bit and just kind of settling into it and I'm just gonna talk to myself and close a little bit of rocking a little bit just to try and settle down because I feel a little bit I'm gonna go and get my meat I'm gonna go and get the big one from upstairs.

Okay, I'm holding a 1.5 kg meter right now which brings me a lot of comfort for somebody who's only been autistic for two months or actually been autistic in the whole life but anyway that's not the point.

Okay, I'm a little bit more collected now.

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Okay, so I have spent the last 50 days unboxing multiple simulations of my specific presentation of AuDHD.

I did this using my right brain which I can apparently segment into a simulation and run rather complicated physical simulations within I have no evidence for this. All of this is intuition.

The reason for this is I was born with brain which process is logic and emotion in the same location. This means that I don't write dragons in my dreams and I always wondered why.

I do however see God.

Or something.

It's not sentient. It's a weave it's a flow chart and a domino chain from the dawn of time to the end of time and we are just across segments of this and I do not believe in Fortune telling. I do not believe in religion and I kind of feel bad because I'm out of destroyed it for some people here but overall I think this will bring more. I think this will bring happiness to more people than it will take it away from

This will stop the people being taken away from us. By this disease. Because it's a dopamine it is gravity.

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I'm going to my own story at some point in the future, but this is not important right now. What's important right now? Is that you fucking move on this?

People are dying right now at this very instant I will deal with the Elon situation.

My visual audio HD is caused by a degradation of the degradation of the synapse which means that dopamine is less able to bind as I get older. This means that I require more opening for the same and this is a well documented phenomenon but for me and there's other people I think it's more intense because the degradation is faster.

We are the ones who faced the pearly gates. And most of us don't survive.

And we go down as a suicide statistic.

But actually, it was just over fucking motivation.

We need to stop this fucking irresponsible dopamine hacking right now because it is costing lives.

Fucking scientific method.

This was a product which was not ready for release.

You need to roll back your release boys. You know who you are. Take responsibility. Scientific method.

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I will compile all of the fucking evidence. You will do the research and you will fucking prove me wrong. That is how this works now you are costing lives. I

I have just spent 50 days in my room, wondering whether I'm going insane. If I had gone through the standard psychiatric care routine, I would've been put on stimulants and benzos and I would be dead right now.

Instead, I decided to do the whole fucking thing and become a witch doctor for for a while.

And it turns out that it was neuroplasticity

And the instruction manuals are right there and I can translate them so well I'll do that soon, okay?

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What happened last night was I went to bed and my states are compiled and I woke up and my brain told me it was 730 and I looked at the clock and it was 730. I'm like okay cool. I need to get up. Yeah that's good. I've got my sleep bang up get down here. Send messages out get in the shower wait it's only 430

So what's happened as well? I was in bed. My data is all compiled and I've been through the cycle about. God knows how many times right now so I'm confidence in it and it's not garden and it's not fat. I don't know. It might be fat. I'm not gonna rule it out yet so I'm really quite tired after all this.

It's not really surprising.

So I had to jump up and down in the shower going yawn, yawn, yawn, yawn andom om om om and chanting to get this to bedding.

Woke up all of my vision was like doubled I could see like everything was like kind of full dimensional it was four dimensional four dimensional. I got the messages out and then I jumped in the shower and put hot water on my head and literally physically shook my head around I could feel it slashing around so you can feel like the sign up is in your brain synopsis science. You can fill the synopsis in your brain facing a slightly different direction and they're not quite optimise yet they're not quite jiggly jiggled like sorting out a deck of cards you shuffle the deck of cards and a kind of right but they just need stacking so that's what I was doing with my head in the shower.

Which doctors and stuff I've done since forever and it's in our instincts it was my instinct told us told me to do that.

Have zero background in which doctor fucking voodoo or religion. I haven't looked at any techniques or anything. This is all self experimentation based on past experience.

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So it's gonna take me a few days to really get this sorted out because this is your city in action so my head is literally not sorted out. I can't cut my head is not straight so I can't get my head straight. It is physically impossible that is going to be the process over the next few days my head is going to get straight naturally. This is why we need to digest things because the synapses need to lineup and things need to start flowing properly and that just came out of my head and I don't know why that just came out of my head, but I know that it is right.

I have no evidence for this right now, but I know that it is true.

My brain probably functions differently to yours. Maybe not that differently actually and maybe this is why I think my brain can be used for artificial intelligence research but.

Right now we can't worry about the details. Right now people are dying. Like this very second.

I think the most powerful man in the world has this.

I think he's a good man and I think that this sickness is eating him like it was easing me.

And I think that if we can get this medicine to him that I have bill from the bottoms up.

Can get this medicine that I've built and he takes it and then brings it from the top down.

And then that takes route from the very very deep mind of the society and removes our fear.

This seems to me to be the cause of the vast majority of human suffering in our world right now.

I seem to have found a potential solution to the suffering.

Because my brain doesn't work the same way as yours I can't speak in the same language and I need to use emotive language mixed with logical language.

Some reason all of the really important information for a top down conversion thinker tends to come out rise at the very end of what I was trying to say.

I have reasons for all of this in my head. I need to find my marketing interfaces and I need to find people who can talk to me because I can't talk to you guys. It will destroy everything that I've made in my brain.

But it's real. I hope. And this is why I need you.

I am one of the most bottoms up thing as I know, apparently. I had no idea and wasted 60% of my processing power just trying to flip these conversations so that they are more digestible by the convergent scientific community.

I'm going to stop doing that now because I'm confident in my intelligence.

I'm confidence with my thought process. Look at the data.

Look at the data.

Now we're going to fundamentals, yeah okay.

I was one of the most successful people I knew. The only people more successful than me are dead by their own hand.

I have a reason for this.

You people need to help me translate this.

James Baird

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