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[2025/08/31, 15:56:23] James: So these turbocharged meditation sessions after cycling seem to be effective

[2025/08/31, 15:56:36] James: I can’t really say ‘how’

[2025/08/31, 15:56:43] James: It’s like sometimes they give me a real buzz

[2025/08/31, 15:56:50] James: The a&p thing

[2025/08/31, 15:56:58] James: And I can feel really great

[2025/08/31, 15:57:09] James: But then I’ll need a nap and I’ll wake up with heightened anxiety

[2025/08/31, 15:57:14] James: And wondering if it was all real

[2025/08/31, 15:57:21] James: But that’s part of the process

[2025/08/31, 15:57:24] James: And that passes

[2025/08/31, 15:57:35] James: And I just… go for a walk

[2025/08/31, 15:57:45] James: There is nothing I love more than going for a slow walk right now

[2025/08/31, 15:57:51] James: Feeling the air on my skin

[2025/08/31, 15:58:08] James: Everything looks 4k

[2025/08/31, 15:58:11] James: 60FPS

[2025/08/31, 15:58:38] James: The feeling of the grass on my fingertips

[2025/08/31, 15:58:46] James: Like those ladies on the prairie

[2025/08/31, 15:59:08] James: And then I know something truly deep has changed

[2025/08/31, 15:59:28] James: But I still doubt it at times

[2025/08/31, 15:59:35] James: I think it’s basically trauma therapy

[2025/08/31, 15:59:40] James: On another level

[2025/08/31, 16:00:12] James: The fractal nature of our simulation

[2025/08/31, 16:00:21] James: It’s truly beautiful

[2025/08/31, 16:00:29] James: Everything grows according to its own algorithm

[2025/08/31, 16:00:44] James: Splitting and dividing at set intervals

[2025/08/31, 16:00:53] James: And on a timer to degradation

[2025/08/31, 16:01:03] James: Including ourselves

[2025/08/31, 16:01:30] James: The bark on a tree

[2025/08/31, 16:01:40] James: Splitting randomly

[2025/08/31, 16:01:51] James: Not randomly

[2025/08/31, 16:02:03] James: According to the amount of sun and wind and cold it is exposed to

[2025/08/31, 16:02:14] James: A physical limit programmed into each stretched fibre

[2025/08/31, 16:02:29] James: Until it just pops, like dominoes, and resets the limit for neighbours

[2025/08/31, 16:02:50] James: The particles of the air brushing over my skin

[2025/08/31, 16:03:04] James: Hitting each hair and sending vibrations into the body

[2025/08/31, 19:04:50] James: .

[2025/08/31, 19:05:05] James: Yeah so seems I get processing headaches after the turbocharged meditation sessions

[2025/08/31, 19:05:15] James: Where I z2 it before the sit

[2025/08/31, 19:05:18] James: This makes sense

[2025/08/31, 19:05:27] James: There’s a lot more stuff to be processed

[2025/08/31, 19:05:31] James: But today was a nice day

[2025/08/31, 19:05:35] James: And I’m on the path

[2025/08/31, 19:05:40] James: So time for my evening routine