5.2

[2025/12/31, 7:00:27] James: call with DMI went well

[2025/12/31, 7:00:36] James: i think i kind of blew his mind a little, but he knows how it is

[2025/12/31, 7:00:48] James: it’s all just skilful means - can you communicate with people or not?

[2025/12/31, 7:01:14] James: i think that this new modality will enable us to build the empathy supersphere so that the many and disparate worlds in the multiverse can truly communicate

[2025/12/31, 7:01:33] James: this is the overall goal - to enable us to actually visit each others imaginal worlds using the technology of 1s and 0s

[2025/12/31, 7:01:45] James: to live inside each others minds, optionally and temorarily.

[2025/12/31, 7:01:47] James: oh shi

[2025/12/31, 7:01:49] James: shitttt

[2025/12/31, 7:01:51] James: that’s it

[2025/12/31, 7:01:53] James: we already do

[2025/12/31, 7:01:57] James: this is what no-god is

[2025/12/31, 7:02:03] James: we are distributed computers

[2025/12/31, 7:02:07] James: i host all of you

[2025/12/31, 7:02:09] James: and you all host me

[2025/12/31, 7:02:13] James: we ARE all [ship

[2025/12/31, 7:02:16] James: and all god

[2025/12/31, 7:02:25] James: we entrain each other

[2025/12/31, 7:02:34] James: i will pull you guys up and you will pull me up

[2025/12/31, 7:02:50] James: i am no-self, and part of no-god. no-god is all of you and hosted within…

[2025/12/31, 7:03:08] James: it’s complicated - i need to awaken some of the world’s best scientists to work on this; i can’t do this level of shit myself

[2025/12/31, 7:03:14] James: we all have our purpose

[2025/12/31, 7:03:21] James: no man left behind

[2025/12/31, 7:03:30] James: no synapse excluded from the netork

[2025/12/31, 7:03:41] James: bat for lashes, daniel. bat for lashes.

[2025/12/31, 7:03:55] James: new temples, new mind. shave those eyebrows and do some mdma 😉

[2025/12/31, 7:40:54] James: Washed the pots. Spinach smoothie and omega 3. The prodigy voodoo people. Noisia machine gun (skip halfway)

[2025/12/31, 7:41:47] James: Never mind - infected mushroom.

[2025/12/31, 7:43:01] James: Apophenia, is it? Or is it just fucking pattern recognition that your brain can’t understand because of your place in the stack? Just like how some people could talk with god and others couldn’t. Some can sense auras and others can’t. Some can do fucking differential equations and others just draw with crayons.

[2025/12/31, 7:43:42] James: Don’t worry - crayons are cool. Different strokes for different folks. Synapses all have a function and every function is equally valid. Stick to your crayons, mr ‘scientist’. Nyuk nyuk.

[2025/12/31, 7:44:24] James: Yours sincerely, James Baird, pdhd, [ship], arahant^10 wollywollybogs

[2025/12/31, 7:44:28] James: Kisses xoxox

[2025/12/31, 7:47:04] James: Malazan books delayed on Amazon. Told them I can wait. They said they will notify when shipped. A is up.

[2025/12/31, 7:48:37] James: A annoyed about time because I didn’t wake them. Doesn’t really matter though. Not like we will ski all day. Ill get another decaf and engage in real life for a bit. Brb

[2025/12/31, 8:04:34] James: was just asked to have a no devices day and didn’t argue but pointed out that i would need to offload my thoughts in order to be a happier person with the family. gently reminded A of how i used to control he visiting the mountains and this is the same thing. also ok with the kids being a bit slow getting ready for skiing and don’t care for wasted money on the lift pass. i guess that A is my test again, or was just then; she has left the room now so maybe that part of the code has been validated and we will move onto the next part. it usually starts hard and gets easier and that was a cakewalk. time to get ready

[2025/12/31, 8:23:38] James: .

[2025/12/31, 8:23:56] James: Emotional conversation from A then because of the trauma caused by the current narrative around this process of awakening.

[2025/12/31, 8:24:21] James: I assured her we will do research and that if I decouple again I will go to Phuket

[2025/12/31, 8:24:58] James: Thing is, I am being accused of being manic for simple conversational things like cutting in. She is also cutting in, but when I do it is ‘mania’

[2025/12/31, 8:25:29] James: She has been traumatised by this narrative and the delusion of the world and the DSM. She has not been traumatise by my healing process, but by the perceptual framework that did the filtering.

[2025/12/31, 8:25:36] James: She knows I am much better now

[2025/12/31, 8:25:48] James: But ‘he’ - the old James who wanted to die - played by the social rules.

[2025/12/31, 8:25:52] James: And that’s why he wanted to die.

[2025/12/31, 8:25:59] James: No more.

[2025/12/31, 8:26:03] James: We change the narrative.

[2025/12/31, 8:26:09] James: Control the narrative

[2025/12/31, 8:26:11] James: Change your world

[2025/12/31, 8:30:00] James: .

[2025/12/31, 8:30:21] James: Apparently me not setting rules or being controlling is ‘a sign of mania’. Fucking bullshit. What you want me to be a draconian abuser?

[2025/12/31, 8:30:25] James: Stupid narrative.

[2025/12/31, 8:31:56] James: A is very shouty at the boys to move faster and make the most of the day. It’s kind of spoiling the day. I used to be like that.

[2025/12/31, 8:32:26] James: I am casually hanging the laundry as JK suggested.

[2025/12/31, 8:39:03] James: lots of threats of no game today

[2025/12/31, 8:39:06] James: laundry done

[2025/12/31, 8:39:12] James: i will get final ready now and go

[2025/12/31, 8:39:18] James: again - no game today

[2025/12/31, 8:39:22] James: this construct of time

[2025/12/31, 8:39:26] James: such a fucking mind-ruiner

[2025/12/31, 8:39:59] James: to be clear it’s not A’s fault and i was a lot worse. it’s conditioned origination or whatever the fuck you wanna cll it

[2025/12/31, 8:40:01] James: physics

[2025/12/31, 8:40:04] James: causality

[2025/12/31, 8:54:11] James: [james. All I’m saying]