[2025/12/31, 19:24:39] James: So
[2025/12/31, 19:24:45] James: Tidying the kids bedroom
[2025/12/31, 19:24:54] James: Such a mess but they’ve made loads of Pokémon
[2025/12/31, 19:24:57] James: A is in the bath
[2025/12/31, 19:25:06] James: Family time will come later
[2025/12/31, 19:25:09] James: Back to total normal
[2025/12/31, 19:25:23] James: I know that the skruffbag thing probably won’t work out based on past experience
[2025/12/31, 19:25:28] James: That’s the point
[2025/12/31, 19:25:35] James: You architect the maze but you don’t have a map
[2025/12/31, 19:25:46] James: The weave will always lead you to dead ends and give you puzzles
[2025/12/31, 19:25:52] James: It’d be fucking boring if it didnt
[2025/12/31, 19:25:54] James: Remember
[2025/12/31, 19:25:57] James: No boredom
[2025/12/31, 19:26:04] James: Fractal iterations of wellness
[2025/12/31, 19:26:07] James: Iterative
[2025/12/31, 19:26:14] James: I think this will calm down for me now
[2025/12/31, 19:26:24] James: Next year will be a good year
[2025/12/31, 19:26:29] James: Hopefully for lots of other people too
[2025/12/31, 19:26:34] James: But I don’t control that.
[2025/12/31, 19:28:41] James: [go! - public service broadcasting]
[2025/12/31, 19:43:39] James: .
[2025/12/31, 19:43:42] James: Tidy ish
[2025/12/31, 19:43:53] James: So basically when you die or awaken you start a new maze
[2025/12/31, 19:44:00] James: You built the maze in your previous life
[2025/12/31, 19:44:06] James: This is rebirth and karma
[2025/12/31, 19:44:14] James: So if you were a shit, you have a hellish maze
[2025/12/31, 19:44:20] James: If you were nice, you have a nice maze
[2025/12/31, 19:44:21] James: Simple
[2025/12/31, 19:44:26] James: You get what you give
[2025/12/31, 19:45:13] James: You don’t remember anything before birth because there was no ‘before’. You have been on an eternal loop, pretty much. I looked back as far or further than the Buddha and there’s no end. It just goes on and on and on and you will lose yourself if you go too far.
[2025/12/31, 19:45:34] James: So each wake cycle your world changes by an inch, based on your thoughts and actions (as a mirror)
[2025/12/31, 19:45:47] James: And then a death or awakening cycle is like it changes by a thousand miles
[2025/12/31, 19:46:36] James: G is crying because L tore one of his Pokémon. I will draw him a new one
[2025/12/31, 19:46:43] James: I’m not very good at drawing haha
[2025/12/31, 19:49:33] James: Mmmmm delicious Dr Pepper for consolidating the network
[2025/12/31, 19:56:01] James: Haha
[2025/12/31, 19:56:06] James: Yeah I’m shit at drawing.
[2025/12/31, 19:56:38] James: Give me a craft knife and no outline with natural wood any day.
[2025/12/31, 19:56:58] James: We all have our modalities
[2025/12/31, 19:57:10] James: Stick to what you naturally gravitate toward
[2025/12/31, 19:57:16] James: Mine seems to be recruitment. Haha
[2025/12/31, 20:02:57] James: .
[2025/12/31, 20:03:09] James: Oh did I say that I am totally lucid and calmer than I have maybe ever been?
[2025/12/31, 20:03:35] James: The code is still being stress tested though. It never ends. And that is ok. It is computation. The insight cycle on the NP website.
[2025/12/31, 20:04:12] James: That is life. Until you hit parinibbana or the endgame and then I think it’s just … well … I don’t know. We have to design and make it. We get to choose the rules.
[2025/12/31, 20:04:18] James: But we always have ;)
[2025/12/31, 20:04:25] James: We just fucking forgot
[2025/12/31, 20:04:26] James: Ha
[2025/12/31, 20:04:30] James: Dumbasses.
[2025/12/31, 20:04:40] James: (Myself included)
[2025/12/31, 20:06:47] James: anyway
[2025/12/31, 20:06:49] James: family time