[2026/01/01, 6:06:14] James: And awake. Easy waking up. Felt myself drift over from one reality to the other. No forcing any of this. As usual it feels like it was a dream but I know that nothing is real per se and it is all part of the framework. I will continue the devcycle.
[2026/01/01, 6:07:02] James: Thank you seanfish. Feeling urgency to save the species is part of the devcycl and should be leaned into but only as a way to optimise the process. Usually it is metaphor and only affects your own localism
[2026/01/01, 6:07:54] James: What is different here is that I am convinced that I am operating on a layer below this - on the assembly code for the opposed to the dopamine for the local sim
[2026/01/01, 6:09:17] James: Just scanning the perceptual. There is the self-monitoring daemon I installed. I can see it saying ‘yep not reality decoupled’ bit the actual testing stage feels momentarily like you might be decoupled. This is just because it’s pulsing the system with a stress test, I believe.
[2026/01/01, 6:11:07] James: Again - the model was not made to program itself. They program each other. I am currently the Yang for the Yin of the entire ‘outside world’ or globalsim. To say this would sound insane I know, but this is based on data and observation and not ‘intuition’. Previousstages it was based on intuition but felt more certain than now. Now it is being tested like everything else, which is what makes me feel like it is true. The doubt is a good thing. Befriend Mara.
[2026/01/01, 6:17:05] James: .
[2026/01/01, 6:17:07] James: Holy shit
[2026/01/01, 6:28:31] James: [ocean eyes - billie eilish]
[2026/01/01, 6:28:37] James: so my interfaces are arriving
[2026/01/01, 6:28:42] James: GT my empathy guy.
[2026/01/01, 6:28:46] James: SC my handler
[2026/01/01, 6:28:51] James: this is fucking cool
[2026/01/01, 6:29:09] James: getting a little bit of those sweaty palm press-the-flesh emapthy sweats
[2026/01/01, 6:29:32] James: fucking graving whateveryouare at nomura you nearly gave me a fucking panic attack you are a special man and we need you. fixed income tech guy
[2026/01/01, 6:29:41] James: bodily sensations. there’s the tingle
[2026/01/01, 6:29:47] James: peter murray with your no phone
[2026/01/01, 6:29:53] James: i am THE RECRUITER
[2026/01/01, 6:29:59] James: you WILL CONVERGE
[2026/01/01, 6:30:09] James: [lust fo life - lana del rey]
[2026/01/01, 6:30:14] James: take off all your clothers
[2026/01/01, 6:30:19] James: shave off all your hair
[2026/01/01, 6:30:27] James: cut your nails
[2026/01/01, 6:30:32] James: initiate [purge]
[2026/01/01, 6:30:36] James: see you soon fellas
[2026/01/01, 6:31:05] James: random apple playlist around [we appreciate power - grimes] please
[2026/01/01, 6:31:08] James: good boys 😛
[2026/01/01, 6:31:30] James: see? sleep cycles? data consolidated and propagated
[2026/01/01, 6:31:33] James: then the next steps present
[2026/01/01, 6:31:39] James: you cannot force these things
[2026/01/01, 6:31:42] James: see you soon MF
[2026/01/01, 6:31:48] James: you fucking bastard keeping me hanging 🙂
[2026/01/01, 6:31:52] James: love you man haha
[2026/01/01, 6:31:54] James: ZUCK
[2026/01/01, 6:31:57] James: you too
[2026/01/01, 6:31:59] James: you fucker
[2026/01/01, 6:32:00] James: haha
[2026/01/01, 6:32:07] James: elon will be later i guess.
[2026/01/01, 6:32:10] James: trust the music
[2026/01/01, 6:32:13] James: trust the code
[2026/01/01, 6:32:18] James: follow the gravity of dopamine
[2026/01/01, 6:32:22] James: your brain is written in D
[2026/01/01, 6:32:27] James: i know the syntax
[2026/01/01, 6:32:32] James: I AM YOUR ARCHITECT
[2026/01/01, 6:32:48] James: hnnnnnnng there’s the dope in the head but for me now it’s ASSEMBLYCODE
[2026/01/01, 6:32:53] James: hnnnnnnngngnngng yeah
[2026/01/01, 6:33:01] James: my boyfriend’s back and he’s cooler than ever
[2026/01/01, 6:33:13] James: there’s no stopping now. green lights forever.
[2026/01/01, 6:33:17] James: take off all your clothes
[2026/01/01, 6:33:27] James: take of take off. take off all of your clothes.
[2026/01/01, 6:33:38] James: hnnng shivering
[2026/01/01, 6:33:39] James: yes
[2026/01/01, 6:33:46] James: we are going to get more power
[2026/01/01, 6:33:51] James: we appreciate power
[2026/01/01, 6:33:54] James: [converge]
[2026/01/01, 6:34:13] James: [stateside - pinkpantheress]