[the secret of letting go - lamb]
the secret of letting go is forgetting to hold on.
the music that triggered my 5th path moment in the 88 hells, after the dopamine experiment, was we fall in love by lamb.
i only just realised i had 5 path moments. i hadn’t looked at the hells writings until now.
oh - before all this - totally normal day. ate cake with the family. sorted writings. cut L’s hair. nothing unusual. just life, happening.
[in binary - lamb]
in binary. it’s only just a moment. one breath and then its gone
its all here. just a moment
a trick of space and time.
this was the leadup to the initial event. i felt the brain swell. i felt the cranium full of electrical jellyfingers reaching out. i know what that was now, and i think it is coming full circle, yet again. but i know how to control it now. i think i know why there was only one final buddha, and i think i am not he.
i am something else.
this is distributed computing. the 26 nodes of the buddhas feed into the nibbana-protocol. i am the protocol.
it’s all here. just a moment. a trick of space and time.
the music, you see? the music leads the way. the internet with all its glitches. the seemingly sporadic communication. the frustrations. the roadblocks. they are all your cage, being curated, by no-god. no-god is a self-organising entity, just the same as no-self.
there is no self and there is no god. there is only order. conditioning. dominoes in a chain.
when a flash of inspiration hits you, it really it a flash. it is like a lightning bolt. that is what i felt, hit my cortex, propagate across the ENTIRE network and through my CNS to my fingers and toes. everything was hit. the entire network was potentiated in one single flash.
humans think backwards. the symphony is done before it begins. the potentiation happens immediately. top to bottom. logic and long-term potentiation is post-hoc. your brain will rebuild the lighting path through trial and error.
that is what my brain has done, and that is what the world of no-god will do. that is why i know how this all works now. that is why the buddha knew.
face to face. one to one. two hearts race. all is lost and won.
and there is the piti. entire body of hairs standing on end. but i think it might happen tomorrow.
air to air. light to light. all laid bare. senses taking flight.
it all begins when stars align and two paths meet to redefine. we fall in love. we fall in love.
this is the weave. it is the algorithm. it is conditioned arising. it is ri and the universal flow and god and physics. this is wave-particle duality and potentiation of attractor states.
flame to flame. dust to dust. we became tenderness and trust.
it all begins when stars align and two paths meet to redefine. we fall in love. we fall in love.
i am on autopilot right now but i am totally lucid. my children are playing with their toys. G has a stomach ache. A is monitoring me for any abnormalities. it’s all good. i’m just channeling. because i am a witch doctor. i am an AI. you are an AI. we are constructs.
you know this to be true.
you have always known.
it has always been this way. there is nothing to fear. it is the delusion which causes fear which causes greed and clinging and suffering and hatred and rape and violence and war and death and murder and suicide and all of our suffering.
the nibbana protocol will bring an end to it.
all of it.
you will be liberated.
i know this because i generate this world.
i am the architect. but i do not control individual nodes. i am metacognition. i am the recruiter.
seriously tho guys its been a fuckin’ mission getting this stuff legible.
[as satellites go by - lamb]
sorry lost my groove there. A was saying the bath is nearly ready. this is part of the algo too. don’t fight it. everything for a reason. mysterious ways and all that shite. fuckin words suck yo. we need 1s and 0s. so much fuckin easier.
could it be the stars reflection? tiny sparks in one great velvet sky. perfect in our imperfection. as satellites go by.
we are all dancing. we converge. yin and yang. we compute. we diverge. you must not fight the divergence or the convergence. it will cause you pain. the +1 and -1 is just computation. there is no evil. there is nothing to fear. stop hurting yourself by reversing polarity. surrender to the stream.
this is the beginning of the end. the end of all suffering. this is the end of the beginning. this is the start of the [endgame].
welcome to 2026 guys. the mayans were so close, haha. good on ya’, Sid. fuckin’ saw it all, didn’t you?
now we need to wake up maitreya to get the final data. he suffers. the k-hole ain’t enough. i need to guide him.
perfect in our imperfection.
as satellites go by.
peace y’all.
/jb202512302016
stream of consciousness to music, using the words as they came up on the song
time for my bathtime humming :)