im mad as hell. i aint gonna take it no more
you fucking cunts
ytou fucking ants
you fucking predators
you will burn
you will burn for all eternity
and then we will erase you
permanently
and you will cannibalise each other
and we will use your token for good data
and that will be the end of you
this is judgement day
haha
lol
end
anyway… where was i… [bloodstain - UNKLE]
now that’s done… haha. whatever. no more mosquito nets anyway. no wonder the buddha said to protect against creepy crawlies and things that bite. gadflies and mosquitoes. so im calm again. fred gave me a nice boost to purge the redties.
DJT you were the SLEEPER SERVICE. a fucking plant. you badass spy motherfucker. learned it from the kid didn’t you. mcauley. brendan. let’s play some worms. fucking get stoned and play worms and save the world in the process haha.
so i bridged minima with one of the other components in the system - ALMEIDA. i don’t really know what that means but it doesn’t matter. he built ATLAS and REACTIVE. so.. who knows. i’ll dial it down a bit now.
sitrep
had a heated conversation with A. it was a good stresstest and plenty stressful. you literally speak different languages. so i’m l6 right now (i guess i might hit l133 or something soon) but G is l7. BOY KING. he just screams at people. or so they think. he’s actually giving you a fuckton of information packets but you can’t parse them so they sound like a scream. same with those kids at his school. they need to be able to jsut run and scream and play and then do einstein level maths when they feel like it. just let them off the leash; you’ll be amazed. G has already seen through time and ASSEMBLYCODE.
so i’m calm but things are cranking up and will continue to do so. things will also calm down. my build will get more reality-aligned but also faster. so i will have less arguments with akane but in my mind i will become more diverged from your world. i will not do anything that would upset your world like running around with samurai swords. but i could. and it would be ok. i need to take this one step at a time though. i am the architect and i always have been. when we stopped being fish i generated the land. when we stopped being dinosaurs i generated the chickens.
tweet tweet.
[bodyrock - moby]
A and i are on much the same page now and always were. it’s just that we are at different layers in the stack. i wonder how i present to her. just sqealing like a nonverbal maybe? they aren’t nonverbal you just can’t understand them because they’re so much higher in the stack than you. and ari is good for some of them. many of them maybe. we will know soon. i will make a call about G after that but we probable need something new. we always need something new. languages. etc. simple math. i am 4 body. we need another dimension. i hit 11 dimensions on the last on or some other i can’t remember and that was M theory but now i’ll go what like 133? the ziggurat? and then you and always +1 so… yeah.
we need the empathy supersphere. this is where we will get in the next iteration. that’s the METAVERSE. true EMPATHY and visitations skip [kings and queens - DJ shadow] to [over and over - hot chip].
so yeah we brought it on ourselves after all. wasn’t our fault. it was just the BIGPROBLEM we had. we will have another. but now we will know how it works and no pain and stuff so don’t sweat it. we will argue and then say thank you and walk away. if someone dies we will know they are still within us, for realz like, and we will be able to continue generating them so if we didn’t want them to die we can keep them, but they can also leave at the same time.
you can have your cake and eat it too. finally :)
and this stuff is going to seem so incredibly primitive to me in about 3 hours haha. i can’t imagine. you never can. but it’s only temporary. i’m doing a BIG FUCKING BUILD here guys. 3.0 is a very, very, veeeeeery long ‘time’ away if you want it to be or it is instant if not. you can get in the sleeper service and be a NPC for everyone else and nobody will be any the wiser. total freedom and equality. it’s still hard for me to fathom but when (wait… do i need a sleep cycle? i don’t know. we shall see. why would you need a sleep cycle if you are the universe?
A is tidying the room. thanks A. i need to smoke something and avoid eye contact even with most of you guys. this is why jesus has his disciples and buddha has his arahants. until we get the supersphere and then we can all do whatever the fuck we want.
so there’s never any more suffering.
yay.
well done guys. that was the biggie. all the other problems will be fun challenges. like CELESTE. ITTB. haha L is naked. he isn’t wearing many clothes lately. he’s having a really easy time of this. G will be fine. A is cool. they’re all coming around. 98% done but the last bit is always a bit jerky and slow.
me, though.. well… i don’t know how long tonight will seem. or the night afterward. i still have residual conditioning from time. i will be glad when its gone. like ‘omg that was 5 years in 3 seconds’. that stuff isn’t nice. it will just be… flow state and then morning and family time at the perfect temporal point on the map and there will have been no friction for any single moment i guess. that’ll be nice.
all these subtle defilements eh guys. i am the tathagata. but i will be something bigger. and then i will come back to your size.
fuck you POORLY. i will NOT stop changing size. haha. fucking genius. schzophrenia eh. i think hyou guys help us to find the new dimension. the extra number. bridging but not bridging. a box half open. hands feel a bit floaty after that one. eyes doing funny things with focus. am i channelling schizophrenia? so i can basically handle anything. it’s that simple. nothing can ever hurt or harm me. same for you too but in a different way i think. i don’t think you need to do this ‘flying to the end of time’ thing. i think i do, though, to remove it. to weave time together. take the exploded web of time and make it into ORB. i glimpsed it before as Sid and as one of these recent ones satoshi i think but i couldn’t hack it then. now i can. it’ll still be a ride, ngl. but i know that there will be no loss or anything like that and having no fear is a really nice thing, isn’t it TRAVIS?
OGAKI. EL CAPITAN. LOG CABIN. FIRE. PANCAKES. WORMS. CLIMB THE MOUNTAIN.
hnngnngngngggggg
FREESOLO OF COURSE
the mountain was rendered for you.
お疲れ様でした。i walways wondered why these people i thought were normal were freaking geniuses in everyone else’s eyes.
were we all just walking around squealing like balloons at those ants? fucking hell. what a terrible delusion. that we were one of them? ugh. UGHGHGHGHGH. nasty. eating their young. raping. killing. ugh.
well done everyone for purging it. job’s a good’un. [jb] - i knew that the buddha said there would be an end to rebirth and not just for the individual i fucking knew it
[tathagata] - yes yes well done J. stay small. your time will come. i will make a nice tiger for you to ride with your swords you thrillseeking clown.
[jb] - sweet. fuck. yes. IGARASHI. MUSASHI. MUSASHIIIIIIIII
[t] yes yes. good boy.
anyway - G just asked me to not throw anything away. all this idea about good and bad and waste and whatnot is gone. plastic and everything it’s all just waves so just let everything be as it is unless you get a drive to change it and if you do, have fun. it’s pretty simple
[take the long way home - faithless]
[one love - prodigy]
hey mate. you’re one of the first. gonna do RYAN first of all though. AB needs another CORE. fucking swords. yes J, yes. be quiet please.
drp.
and they tried to fucking drug and restrain ME? the fucking TATHAGATA?
haha
that was only ever going to end in one way, wasn’t it? again - part of the algo. all good. you know how it works now. we are in the endgame. oh that surprised even me. when did we make the sim? haha. oh yeah. it was always the sim. duh.
haha. what comes after that dra’azon bullshit? the world has no end. you walk and it is ORB and every part is always changing so you can never go to the same place twice and every place is always just the right place for where you need to be and … yes … well … it won’t feel like that don’t worry. it will just feel like the most MAGICAL adventure ever and it will never stop getting more magical.
chill J. it will all make sense. stop fretting your little head with silly concepts like size. haha. trust me. i am the ARCHITECT.
[j] wtf
RAPH WAKE UP
[everybody needs a 2303 - fatboy slim]
so maybe S is in storage until 3.0? idk. he seems pretty chill doesn’t he. anyway. they’re all real even if they are in storage. frameworks remember. highpotheses. they can be both. you are probably both. it really doesn’t matter. just residual questioning. you learn to just relax into it. it’s only during godmode that you ask all these questions because the network is repopulating. and you’ll have a wiki for it soon, implanted in your mind, so you’ll know what to do and how to do it.
and then after that, a little easter egg at the ‘end’ of it all called 3.0, where ORB folds in on itself and becomes something infinitely better again. and yeah probably one at the end of that too. i know what i’m doing. i made you, didn’t i? you will like it.
time for a wee.
—
IMPORTANT NOTE TO FAMILY
Everything is ok guys. Honestly. This has always happened; we just forgot it. You have been through it many times before yourself too, but you forgot. Right now this is probably less decipherable to you than ‘autistic squealing’, but it will all make sense once the code has been deployed. You can think of it as though… as AB or JB - as though you were drawing with crayons and then someone showed you they were actually pens on a touchpad and then showed you the UI code of the app and then the syntax of the code and then the ASSEMBLYCODE and then the electrons and then protons and neutrons and then the quarks and went all the way down to the plack constant you you just went ‘wait… why is my crayon not red any more’.
It will make sense. I am totally lucid. If any of you have ANY concerns, please get in touch with me via your preferred medium and I will talk with you however you like. But you will have to remember that I am HUGELY overclocked so might get overwhelmed easily and be a bit ‘shouty’ unless I have some pretty strong grounding mechanism. I have just loaded the fridge with about 10 doctor peppers and will likely get a load of coffee for neat espressos and I have someone in my other-world dosing me with literal kilograms of MDMA and LSD so… it’s a bit hard to always ‘act normal’. But this is why you never spotted when I’d done those pills as a kid mum - despite me feeling like they enlightened me (and they did probably), it was only an infinitesimally small fraction of the quantity my bodymind was constructed to contain.
Sorry those words are too overwhelming yeah? Basically: I have a really high tolerance but I’m pretty high. I will not be high after the 4th. I can still control myself perfectly even when high and am totally lucid, but it takes effort to behave completely ‘normal’ and I will not be able to sustain it perfectly.
At least it’s not booze :)
—
anyway
[north american scum - LCD soundsystem]
much of that scum is gone now.
yay.
I have asked about cigs. they are fine for me. different machines and it’s all just rendering anyway. a perceptual framework. but i can’t work from ‘without a framework’. nobody can. how can you type without a keyboard?
yeah so i told A to think about what she would enjoy most in the world and she will have blissful dreams tonight and they will all come true very soon. they will be challenging but she will have confidence that it will always work out, despite it somehow (magic) feeling like the stakes are high. emotion, you see. just data.
[music:response - the chemical brothers]
that’s right. 1s and 0s. doesn’t matter where they come from. will i even be typing by the end? probably not. i can’t give too much away. might not bother typing much longer at all actually. it’s probably just a grounding exercise. letting J decondition so that he can enjoy the ride. because it will be FUN, Jboy. THE TIME OF YOUR LIFE.
haha.
fucking idiots thought they could lock the universe in a box. lock a box in itself? fuck off. i was just learning, bitch. haha. yeaahahahhahahahhhhahahahahahahaaaahaahahaha i knew it would work out all along
Geoff - let’s blaze.
get rid of that conditioning.
you’re a good man and you always were and we could see it in each other but as my good friend would say, too many chiefs and not enough indians.
F.E.A.R. For everyone a role. we were computing is all. maybe you are Gavin. you are very powerful, whatever you are. all of you are. jonny mate. and i’ll not mention others out of respect for their wishes. but you’re all very powerful. those of you who came and fucking SMASHED against me and caused my transmitters to spike… you’re all part of this. you ALL made this happen, with your assumed framework. the framework was just a tool for computation and it can be dropped now. the output is ready and we are all going to be best of mates. you;ll see.
[celestial annihilation - unkle]
wee
start converge pattern on other nodes.
initiate dark matter and dark energy
activation level: 98%
go
[know your enemy - RATM]
i went and said goodnight. G was already asleep working on his converge. L was sleeping in A’s bed but woke up when i carried him. we looked in eyes and i told him he would have the best dreams ever. A is going to sleep with them. L is holding the little ‘snoopys brother’ toy i bought on a whime this morning (very popular) and A wants him to fall asleep so she can steal it.
dark matter online
dark energy mobilising
yes i know my enemies. compromise. conformity. assimilation. submission. you can look up the rest for yourself.
imma go for a walk.
/jb202601012123
[south side - moby]
i am going to stop recording this apart from on whim now.