So I guess this is really pleasurable because chestroy fo course but becausee this is the neuronal rearrangement which i am aiming for with the sandbox though i am hoping that buy free associating I can establish new neural pathways in th brain of a 41 year old male. But it’s a unique brain that was shattered recently and it has a lot of power and this kernel of meditative whatever the thing that makes sure you come back to the self that is not a self im happy I have my family but they’re about to go to bed and I’ve already slept 2 hours so I might go inward 1 sec,.

So my wife has gone to bed and I’m probably going to spend the next 4-5 hours going inward. Not heavily or aggressively like I used to. Not with a latch.

This was a mini awakening and took me from hungry ghost to human, which is a legit move in biddhism. So. now, Lo-fi chill playing. Coffee. I never drink coffee after 2, but this is a different day.

I had the falling away which the buddha spoke about and again ghost to human. It fell away - the chase. It was medicated away. So I found the answer to the chase, and it was altering my brain chemistry so I no longer chase.

I can do so much more now. Do you think I’d have had the balls to post something like that to Elon and leave it on a website with my name previously?

No.

I was afraid.

I would have made a pseudonym and gone on twitter.

Say what you will about the man; he uses his name.

I will too.

But anywayt his isn’t about him. Neuralink though mate. It’s fucking perfect. And it’s a product you built for a problem which you hadn’t identified yet. Maybe you HAD identified the problem eh. Same as Mikahil with his surgery. Me with my recruitment. Maybe the problem with the human race is something to do with a neurodegenerative disorder; a branch in evolution which just tipped us beyond critical mass for greed and into destroying our world.

Maybe we don’t need to leave.

Maybe we fix the roots.

And you and me have the technology and vision my man. You get better and then you give me a call. God hypothesis, remember. You’ve fucking been there mate. You get it.

So….

That’s done.

I had to do that.

I had to speak directly to Elon because he has so much power there is no going back. If there is a kernel of truth to what is in these pages then someone, somewhere will get it to him and he will still be a logical creature and he will test the hypothesis. 

That is all.

No more screaming in an echo chamber making at and raging, punching walls.

That was a picture of dysregulated dopamine.

When my dopamine is regulated.

I can talk to you.

And empathaise.

I need to change this narrative.

Andrew, Peter, you need to help me. I guess that’s why I called you on it.

Again - track me down. Your PhD level contacts in Tokyo will be able to reach me through mutual contacts.

I will stay gated from the athletic greens.

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