FLE

James is confident he has frontal lobe epilepsy and was misdiagnosed then prescribed guanfacine and valproate which made him depressed and vulnerable before being prescribed aripiprazole which made him psychotic. All he really knows for sure is he wants these drugs out of his system.

The reason he thinks this is that aripiprazole lowered the seizure threshold for FLE while throwing in global level hallucinations to boot. James had no idea what was going on so extrapolated from raw data. It was very hard work. FLE seizures result in things like sleepwalking and seeing god, which explains his nighttime witch-doctoring and internet preaching.

Now James is tired and needs to rest. This whole thing was because he went to the doctor and was given bad drugs and a false narrative. 

Aripiprazole is still in his system. He managed to figure out an answer to 'why' which satisfies him personally, but now he needs to recover, converge on his family and friends, and see how things look after the medicine has left completely.

The export of the delusion had to happen while he was still under the influence and had to be viewed by others because he believes this type of misdiagnosis happens all the time and results in psychosis and death (or worse) for the individual. 

This is the type of misdiagnosis that gives birth to cults and murders, and James has worked damned hard to ensure it does not happen here. 

Things must be reviewed in a scientific manner.

Everything between 23rd of May 2025 and now (and a few days from now) has been under the influence of aripiprazole, which was prescribed because of a misdiagnosis.

Now we wait.

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