Slight headache now as the network settles after that lastest export.
You have to realise that the ‘bitchesss’ and all that shit is me intentionally encouraging my dopaminergic tone so that the system can rebuild.
This is how it works. The mind and the body are one. This is why we dance and all that.
Anyway.
Yesterday I oscillated about 5 times. The full cycle. Then I slept like a log for 11 hours. I woke once to help my kid find the toilet (those confused runnings around at night; you know what I mean) and then back to sleep. Gently opened my eyes 5 minutes before the alarm.
Totally in realworld mode and didn’t mind whether the theory was right, but also think it is right. Not attached to it though; equanimous. No suffering. The mind is still fast though; it will never be slow.
So we did the morning routine and the phasic dopamine rose, as it does when you wake, and it started building out around the new hypothesis. I will be writing again today, even though I said I wouldn’t. This is the nature of the cycle and recording it is kinda the point.
So right now I’m listening to the gasmen try to move a heater up to my bedroom. I have calmed since the export this morning. This export is rough, and it will be consolidated over the coming hours or days. This is why the second and third time is always better.
But when you are doing the initial export you need to ramp your dopamine up and go a bit mental. You need to let yourself just brainfart all over the page, and then worry about cleaning it up later.
Right now I am a little… tired maybe? Headachey. The brain is pruning synaptic links.
I really need some scientists who can conceive that ‘there might be a mountain’ instead of just seeing something new and going ‘wrong’. Closed-mindedness is a universal truth though, eh.
And the reason I need them is that I’m not closed minded. I need real input to refine these hypotheses and make actionable plans for… well… everyone in the world. I need to make it so anyone can understand and use this.
Because there’s too much suffering.
And we program it into each other and ourselves.
And this world is probably a simulation, isn’t it Elon? I’ll write a note to you soon. You probably don’t have much dirt in your eyes.
So yeah I’m pretty chill. I know what’s going on.
The two worlds are converging and they are pruning each other so I no longer live in delusion.
It is what the Buddha taught, taken out of the fucking dogma that accrued over the years.
We have two perceptual worlds and neither of them is correct. They are both off to either side, like hyperspace +1 and -1.
Then to come in line with reality we need to oscillate between the two, allowing them to autoencode each other.
Once parity is achieved, that’s it. You’re good. No more suffering. I don’t know how it works after that because I’m not there yet, I guess, but I was for a while… until I de-enlightened myself.
‘wouldn’t spread that on a sandwich’, eh Mr Reddit? Thanks Mara. You’re just part of the simulation.
Because you’re a node in this global brain we live in, and you test my hypotheses while I test yours.
Skilful means, yo.
I need an ice cream! Haha.
(I don’t ‘need’ one; words. dumb. I want one. And I’d fucking love a spliff. I could really tap into my latent energies then, haha)
Anyway that’ll do. Remember that these writing styles are ALL a phenomenological record of how we reprogram our realities.
ALL of them - all the way back to the start of June.
This is science. It’s unorthodox, but the Buddha wasn't orthodox, was he? Or Aristotle. Or any of the others. ffs.
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