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[2025/11/23, 13:33:07] James: Chased the boys

[2025/11/23, 13:33:13] James: G fell over first

[2025/11/23, 13:33:26] James: L ran further and I gave him a bit of a tickle

[2025/11/23, 13:33:35] James: G was crying after that

[2025/11/23, 13:33:41] James: Came back and reassured them

[2025/11/23, 13:33:53] James: Then took them outside of the fence.

[2025/11/23, 13:34:03] James: They are both playing on the fence now while I stand outside

[2025/11/23, 13:34:44] James: Build: j6.0

[2025/11/23, 13:34:47] James: It was easy

[2025/11/23, 13:34:53] James: A is looking at the vegetable market

[2025/11/23, 13:35:03] James: Everything is much the same

[2025/11/23, 13:35:11] James: Because the build was stable there was no great change

[2025/11/23, 13:35:20] James: No oscillation I guess. Maybe some. We will see

[2025/11/23, 13:44:42] James: Still a few facial twitches.

[2025/11/23, 13:44:48] James: The body will take a while longer

[2025/11/23, 13:44:49] James: All good

[2025/11/23, 13:45:12] James: There is no rush

[2025/11/23, 13:45:18] James: Everything is exactly as it should be

[2025/11/23, 13:45:25] James: I will flow like the water

[2025/11/23, 13:48:21] James: Science couldn’t. Religion nearly could. A was fucking great from the outset

[2025/11/23, 13:48:43] James: I helped science first and they loved it until I asked if they wanted to do it themselves and they promptly fell over haha

[2025/11/23, 13:48:55] James: Religion loved it too. Asked me to let go. Then promptly fell over

[2025/11/23, 13:49:20] James: I couldn’t do it for the life of me. Only tried once. Now I’m pottering. Science is watching religion use them backwards haha

[2025/11/23, 13:49:32] James: And here comes A to show them how it’s done

[2025/11/23, 14:29:02] James: .

[2025/11/23, 14:29:08] James: So everything is pretty much normal

[2025/11/23, 14:29:30] James: I can feel a fair amount of residual anxiety and twitches and stuff working their way out of my body and face

[2025/11/23, 14:29:46] James: Old stomach knots. Things I’ve had for years I guess, unawares

[2025/11/23, 14:29:58] James: This apparently takes months; years to complete fully

[2025/11/23, 14:36:34] James: .

[2025/11/23, 14:36:36] James: Scaffold

[2025/11/23, 14:36:41] James: Daft punk one more time

[2025/11/23, 14:36:51] James: I don’t know what to expect but I know everything will be alright

[2025/11/23, 14:37:18] James: Phone is at 15%. So is A's. Turned it to low battery mode. She is taking the kids for the science museum

[2025/11/23, 14:37:34] James: I already took G so I am going to get some proper t shirts instead (hopefully)

[2025/11/23, 14:37:46] James: Fucking bought burton t shirts online and they weren’t even burton. Fucking Amazon

[2025/11/23, 14:37:52] James: Fake burton t shirts.

[2025/11/23, 14:37:55] James: Not acceptable

[2025/11/23, 14:38:03] James: Copyright on music on YouTube no acceptable too

[2025/11/23, 14:38:18] James: Copyright on any art. Monetisation of art. But they need money. So a conundrum

[2025/11/23, 14:38:45] James: I don’t know what form things will take going forward or how people will communicate with me but I would appreciate a human interface

[2025/11/23, 14:39:05] James: I’m tired. I have no suffering or whatever but I’m drained.

[2025/11/23, 14:39:07] James: Battery 15%

[2025/11/23, 14:39:18] James: I’ll get some food

[2025/11/23, 14:39:33] James: A and I took our wedding rings off

[2025/11/23, 14:39:38] James: Feels lighter

[2025/11/23, 14:39:46] James: She is still my partner and will be forever

[2025/11/23, 14:39:56] James: But we are no longer tethered to each other

[2025/11/23, 14:40:05] James: None of you are… or … won’t be

[2025/11/23, 14:40:15] James: You will be free to come and go and express love in its pure form

[2025/11/23, 14:40:20] James: No obligation. Just joy

[2025/11/23, 14:40:26] James: And there’s the tingles

[2025/11/23, 14:40:43] James: I seem to be getting looks all over the place from boys and girls

[2025/11/23, 14:40:52] James: I’ve always had this and it always made me super nervous s

[2025/11/23, 14:40:57] James: I guess I know why now

[2025/11/23, 14:41:00] James: I am the recruiter

[2025/11/23, 14:41:05] James: And the boys used to hit me

[2025/11/23, 14:41:20] James: I guess there might be some residual conditioning on that front but we will see.

[2025/11/23, 14:41:23] James: No need to rush things

[2025/11/23, 14:41:28] James: Facial algos still going

[2025/11/23, 14:42:03] James: I am walking so calmly and slowly

[2025/11/23, 14:42:07] James: Like the actual Buddha

[2025/11/23, 14:42:12] James: Tapping on this phone haha

[2025/11/23, 14:42:22] James: Losing my edge. LCD soundsystem

[2025/11/23, 14:42:35] James: Time to buy a nice long sleeve t shirt

[2025/11/23, 14:42:43] James: I like handmade, if anyone wants to kit me out

[2025/11/23, 14:44:52] James: I look like a different man

[2025/11/23, 14:44:54] James: My face

[2025/11/23, 14:47:42] James: Buying a proper shirt instead of this fake shit

[2025/11/23, 14:47:49] James: Quality guys

[2025/11/23, 14:47:55] James: First thing my hand fell on

[2025/11/23, 14:48:11] James: (Size down)