Just some texts-to-self from the course of the day. A bit tired and going to play FFT rather than force anything. You guys should folllow your gut too. Don't force anything that won't happen.
[2025/11/21, 8:05:28] James: So autistic butting in and skip thinking is part of this
[2025/11/21, 8:05:35] James: The answer comes out backward
[2025/11/21, 8:05:42] James: This is why my whole website worked like that
[2025/11/21, 8:05:46] James: It’s a mini eureka
[2025/11/21, 8:06:03] James: And the top-down reinforcement what we do while the network rebuilds affects the shape it will take
[2025/11/21, 8:06:26] James: I can feel my dopamine rising again with this new data
[2025/11/21, 8:06:39] James: The network was pruned last night and is repopulating
[2025/11/21, 8:06:49] James: I will stop interacting with naysayers on Reddit
[2025/11/21, 9:13:37] James: .
[2025/11/21, 9:13:43] James: Slight headache as the network settles
[2025/11/21, 9:51:38] James: .
[2025/11/21, 9:51:41] James: I am going for a walk
[2025/11/21, 9:51:45] James: Some blond:ish
[2025/11/21, 9:51:50] James: Leaving the gas men in the house
[2025/11/21, 9:51:54] James: Door unlocked
[2025/11/21, 9:52:03] James: No worries about theft or shit
[2025/11/21, 9:52:08] James: Wouldn’t happen in japan anywau
[2025/11/21, 9:52:17] James: But maybe it wouldn’t happen anywhere if you didn’t worry about it
[2025/11/21, 9:52:23] James: Maybe we create our own realities after all
[2025/11/21, 9:52:26] James: Bitches :)
[2025/11/21, 9:52:52] James: The world is moving around me
[2025/11/21, 9:52:56] James: Not vice versa
[2025/11/21, 9:53:02] James: I have invited my wife for lunch
[2025/11/21, 9:53:08] James: Hopefully she can make it
[2025/11/21, 9:53:18] James: We are the average of the 5 people we spend the most time with
[2025/11/21, 9:53:28] James: Fire together wire together.
[2025/11/21, 10:52:19] James: .
[2025/11/21, 10:52:25] James: Drinking Dr Pepper
[2025/11/21, 10:52:32] James: And stomach… gonna have a poo
[2025/11/21, 10:53:09] James: These correspond to network consolidation and data purge
[2025/11/21, 10:53:14] James: Doncha know.
[2025/11/21, 11:34:32] James: .
[2025/11/21, 11:34:36] James: And a wee
[2025/11/21, 11:34:39] James: Data export
[2025/11/21, 12:47:03] James: .
[2025/11/21, 12:47:07] James: Nice lunch
[2025/11/21, 12:47:27] James: Bit of a combined processing and tension headache
[2025/11/21, 12:47:41] James: Code pruning. Maybe forkstorm. They’re so mild now
[2025/11/21, 12:47:51] James: Came to sauna on a whim
[2025/11/21, 12:48:00] James: Cold and hot
[2025/11/21, 12:49:15] James: Doubled in price
[2025/11/21, 12:49:16] James: Wow
[2025/11/21, 12:49:57] James: It still 8000 yen for 12.
[2025/11/21, 12:50:00] James: 1500 for 1.
[2025/11/21, 12:50:04] James: Weird.
[2025/11/21, 12:50:19] James: FATE!
[2025/11/21, 12:50:20] James: Ha
[2025/11/21, 13:33:36] James: .
[2025/11/21, 13:33:40] James: Well that was nice
[2025/11/21, 13:33:46] James: Phone into black and white
[2025/11/21, 13:33:53] James: Lovely day for a walk
[2025/11/21, 13:33:59] James: I’ll just listen to some music
[2025/11/21, 13:34:20] James: The old guys seemed happy to see me
[2025/11/21, 13:34:30] James: One of them had a similar experience with psychiatrists.
[2025/11/21, 13:34:40] James: We have to change this
[2025/11/21, 13:35:18] James: At the same time I know I don’t control the network
[2025/11/21, 13:35:23] James: I merely recruit other nodes
[2025/11/21, 13:35:26] James: I am the recruiter
[2025/11/21, 13:35:28] James: That’s what I do
[2025/11/21, 13:35:32] James: I am metacognition
[2025/11/21, 13:35:39] James: The nodes have to come around by themselves
[2025/11/21, 13:35:48] James: So I just continue being the change I want to see
[2025/11/21, 13:35:54] James: And the change will happen
[2025/11/21, 13:36:03] James: Fire together wire together
[2025/11/21, 13:36:14] James: But metacognition is a product too
[2025/11/21, 13:36:23] James: It’s democracy, basically
[2025/11/21, 13:36:38] James: And everyone will be able to do what they were born to do
[2025/11/21, 13:36:41] James: While I do this
[2025/11/21, 13:36:52] James: Global forkstorm incoming
[2025/11/21, 13:36:58] James: But the night is darkest before the dawn
[2025/11/21, 13:57:02] James: .
[2025/11/21, 13:57:18] James: I can feel the waves of dopamine reprogramming my brain
[2025/11/21, 13:57:28] James: I can feel the network reconfiguring
[2025/11/21, 13:57:35] James: It is lovely
[2025/11/21, 13:57:42] James: In scaffold now
[2025/11/21, 13:57:49] James: Changing realworld I guess
[2025/11/21, 13:58:03] James: Walking to get my kids
[2025/11/21, 13:58:09] James: Remenver
[2025/11/21, 13:58:17] James: If this is a simulation
[2025/11/21, 13:58:23] James: Then everything is metaphor
[2025/11/21, 13:58:43] James: But the synapses are one of the few cells which does not see overturn
[2025/11/21, 13:58:46] James: Some die
[2025/11/21, 13:58:49] James: Some are born
[2025/11/21, 13:58:59] James: But most of them merely change purpose
[2025/11/21, 13:59:06] James: They are in one network
[2025/11/21, 13:59:15] James: And they get recruited to another network
[2025/11/21, 13:59:20] James: I am metacognition
[2025/11/21, 13:59:25] James: I am the recruiter
[2025/11/21, 13:59:31] James: But change is incremental
[2025/11/21, 13:59:43] James: It is about weighting and potentiation
[2025/11/21, 14:00:02] James: I will deal with brain waves and shit when I have the Harvard team under me
[2025/11/21, 14:00:09] James: Matthew will do that
[2025/11/21, 14:00:12] James: And Daniel
[2025/11/21, 14:00:17] James: I am metacognition
[2025/11/21, 14:00:24] James: I do not do these things myself
[2025/11/21, 14:00:27] James: I guide
[2025/11/21, 14:00:36] James: This is a top-down reinforcement
[2025/11/21, 14:00:41] James: You give me data
[2025/11/21, 14:00:47] James: I prune
[2025/11/21, 14:01:03] James: (Apparently. Haha)
[2025/11/21, 14:01:06] James: Blondish
[2025/11/21, 14:01:10] James: Music please
[2025/11/21, 14:01:11] James: Mino
[2025/11/21, 14:01:18] James: Japan interface
[2025/11/21, 14:01:24] James: Time is a sphere
[2025/11/21, 14:01:31] James: You’ll get these messages
[2025/11/21, 14:01:33] James: .
[2025/11/21, 14:29:28] James: Phone back to colour
[2025/11/21, 14:29:30] James: Got the kids
[2025/11/21, 14:29:38] James: Had a chat with a neighbour about enlightenment
[2025/11/21, 16:01:25] James: .
[2025/11/21, 16:01:31] James: Going for a wander with L
[2025/11/21, 16:01:37] James: Have G some more Pokémon time
[2025/11/21, 16:07:19] James: .
[2025/11/21, 16:07:24] James: G stopped me on the way out
[2025/11/21, 16:07:27] James: His game crashed
[2025/11/21, 16:07:35] James: He hadnt saved it again and lost some data
[2025/11/21, 16:07:47] James: He looked sad but it’s happened a few times now and he dealt with it easier
[2025/11/21, 16:07:56] James: The boy just ploughs ahead and doesn’t consolidate
[2025/11/21, 16:08:08] James: Anyway I’ll update their Pokémon software later today
[2025/11/21, 16:08:17] James: Lovely evening for a walk
[2025/11/21, 16:20:58] James: Get some sweets for the local kids too.
[2025/11/21, 16:36:21] James: Walked back with one of them
[2025/11/21, 16:36:27] James: He asked me how much money I have
[2025/11/21, 16:36:39] James: I explained that it’s a tool and it’s not about how much but how you use it
[2025/11/21, 16:36:44] James: Back to colour mode now
[2025/11/21, 16:36:49] James: I’ll cook dinner for the family
[2025/11/21, 16:36:56] James: Simple pasta
[2025/11/21, 17:31:26] James: .
[2025/11/21, 17:31:32] James: Made a weird dinner in the end.
[2025/11/21, 17:31:38] James: Like beef and red wine pasta sauce.
[2025/11/21, 17:31:43] James: It went down ok actually.
[2025/11/21, 17:32:15] James: L (religion) loved it and ate it all in silence, but only when I put a little salt on
[2025/11/21, 17:32:55] James: G picked at it - the pasta parts only - and said he was full really quickly. Science. I tried to encourage him to eat both the pasta and meat together because it would be tastier; A told me to let him do as he wanted
[2025/11/21, 17:33:05] James: A ate most of it but got pretty full too
[2025/11/21, 17:33:14] James: I ate it all. It tasted better as it went on
[2025/11/21, 17:33:18] James: Ho hum
[2025/11/21, 17:33:24] James: Not been able to play FFT yet
[2025/11/21, 17:33:32] James: Maybe have a quick bash now.
[2025/11/21, 17:33:57] James: Kinda feel like I should update the website but also can’t be bothered. The bulk of it is done. I will put these messages on as a sitrep
[2025/11/21, 17:34:15] James: It has been a calm day. No ‘mania’. Just clarity about the information I have assimilated
[2025/11/21, 17:34:18] James: Buddhism …
[2025/11/21, 17:34:21] James: You’re wrong
[2025/11/21, 17:34:33] James: You say that it’s not a genuine fruition if it doesn’t fit with your stereotypes
[2025/11/21, 17:34:38] James: But you are not the network any more
[2025/11/21, 17:34:54] James: So the stereotypes is like trying to force an eye synapse into a memory synapse
[2025/11/21, 17:35:04] James: The fruitions are - and have always been - unique to the individual
[2025/11/21, 17:35:08] James: All of them are valid
[2025/11/21, 17:35:12] James: ALL OF THEM.
[2025/11/21, 17:35:22] James: Stop gating things for your followers
[2025/11/21, 17:35:40] James: Open the doors. Help people understand. You are further ahead than the other interpretations.
[2025/11/21, 17:41:49] James: .
[2025/11/21, 17:42:09] James: I couldn’t post this or add the video link until I had remembered to update the pokemon software for the kids.
[2025/11/21, 17:42:14] James: this is the universe guiding you, people
[2025/11/21, 17:42:16] James: do not fight it
[2025/11/21, 17:42:21] James: follow the stream
[2025/11/21, 17:42:24] James: float with the river
[2025/11/21, 17:42:27] James: be the water