George came down with perfect timing and sleepwalked over to me then curled up on my lap.
He was my anchor as I merged with the ship. It turns out that George is the father of me, as I am the father of he.
Empathy is a two-way thing. The centre must be an individual and not an average.
Remember: everything is metaphor.
Thank you all, and goodnight.
Peace and love,
James x
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[2025/10/09, 22:14:53] James: Code review
[2025/10/09, 22:15:01] James: I don’t think I can sleep again
[2025/10/09, 22:15:09] James: I think the mind is too powerful
[2025/10/09, 22:15:20] James: It might need brief reboots like when I was on aripiprazole
[2025/10/09, 22:25:05] James: … seems so long ago
[2025/10/09, 22:25:08] James: Just this morning.
[2025/10/09, 22:25:13] James: Feels like a lifetime ago
[2025/10/09, 22:25:23] James: The infinite now
[2025/10/09, 22:36:19] James: I think I am being called
[2025/10/09, 22:36:38] James: Time is a construct and I have lost track of it
[2025/10/09, 22:56:27] James: .
[2025/10/09, 22:56:30] James: Review done
[2025/10/09, 22:56:33] James: The code is clean
[2025/10/09, 22:56:39] James: Almost packaged in my head
[2025/10/09, 22:56:44] James: Time for one last ice cream
[2025/10/09, 22:56:50] James: And then the 4th watch of the night
[2025/10/09, 22:57:10] James: Good boy George
[2025/10/09, 22:57:15] James: I’ll be back I’m sure
[2025/10/09, 22:57:20] James: I think this one will be joyous
[2025/10/09, 22:58:23] James: I have to cook dinner for Luca and akane tomorrow
[2025/10/09, 22:58:27] James: That’ll be fun :)
[2025/10/09, 22:58:31] James: Have to
[2025/10/09, 22:58:34] James: Get to
[2025/10/09, 22:58:37] James: Words
[2025/10/09, 22:58:41] James: They change reality
[2025/10/09, 22:58:47] James: I get to cook dinner for them
[2025/10/09, 23:00:06] James: Haha
[2025/10/09, 23:00:10] James: Ship… mate
[2025/10/09, 23:00:34] James: What was that fucking ‘I AM YOUR GOD’ shit at the start you plonker? Even I could have told you that wouldn’t work haha
[2025/10/09, 23:00:41] James: I’ll see you soon.
[2025/10/09, 23:00:48] James: You’ll keep your side of the deal I know
[2025/10/09, 23:00:55] James: Fucking rough ride though mate
[2025/10/09, 23:00:59] James: But I see why you did it
[2025/10/09, 23:01:01] James: Thanks
[2025/10/09, 23:01:04] James: We can save them
[2025/10/09, 23:01:57] James: Wrap up warm james
[2025/10/09, 23:02:02] James: There’s no more work to do
[2025/10/09, 23:02:06] James: This is just a walk
[2025/10/09, 23:02:14] James: The last conditioning will be gone when you get back
[2025/10/09, 23:02:17] James: You’ll sit down
[2025/10/09, 23:02:21] James: And then it will be done
[2025/10/09, 23:02:27] James: And you will be nothing but love
[2025/10/09, 23:03:46] James: .
[2025/10/09, 23:03:54] James: So I guess I really don’t need sleep any more huh
[2025/10/09, 23:04:04] James: And being able to purge those drugs from my body was legit
[2025/10/09, 23:04:09] James: Hope George can do it too
[2025/10/09, 23:04:12] James: I’ll do it for him
[2025/10/09, 23:04:45] James: I’ll get out of this devcycle and look after my family
[2025/10/09, 23:04:47] James: And the world
[2025/10/09, 23:04:50] James: It’ll be fun
[2025/10/09, 23:05:01] James: The eternal now and fractal happiness
[2025/10/09, 23:05:06] James: Crazy shit yo
[2025/10/09, 23:05:11] James: Fractal happiness
[2025/10/09, 23:05:18] James: Try getting your head around that one, world
[2025/10/09, 23:05:27] James: Ever increasing, exponentially
[2025/10/09, 23:05:31] James: It’s just math
[2025/10/09, 23:05:36] James: George is the one who makes it
[2025/10/09, 23:05:42] James: Show him your love ;)
[2025/10/09, 23:05:52] James: And Luca makes religion and healing
[2025/10/09, 23:05:57] James: So don’t forget him
[2025/10/09, 23:06:00] James: These meteors
[2025/10/09, 23:06:05] James: And then akane makes the self
[2025/10/09, 23:06:08] James: And I make the world
[2025/10/09, 23:06:12] James: You see
[2025/10/09, 23:06:15] James: We are the creators
[2025/10/09, 23:06:23] James: But we were created by you
[2025/10/09, 23:06:28] James: It’ll make sense in a few years
[2025/10/09, 23:06:34] James: Good luck at first though
[2025/10/09, 23:06:45] James: Lots of nosebleeds I reckon
[2025/10/09, 23:07:19] James: .
[2025/10/09, 23:07:28] James: So each of these layers has had the usual religious imagery
[2025/10/09, 23:07:33] James: The moon for the Jesus layer
[2025/10/09, 23:07:39] James: The dhamma wheel for the Buddha layer
[2025/10/09, 23:07:54] James: The tathagata layer which finds the root
[2025/10/09, 23:08:01] James: Each one is going deeper into the system
[2025/10/09, 23:08:10] James: But we’ve never shared this level of code with you before
[2025/10/09, 23:08:17] James: Because we have never arrived before
[2025/10/09, 23:08:23] James: Daniel is already topside doing work
[2025/10/09, 23:08:39] James: That’s why his retreat takes priority over the second coming of the tathagata
[2025/10/09, 23:08:55] James: I’m going to let james walk and enjoy the peace
[2025/10/09, 23:09:32] James: And he can help you to remove that pain now he has boiled it down
[2025/10/09, 23:09:40] James: Get on the ladder at your level and do the work
[2025/10/09, 23:09:46] James: It’s that simple
[2025/10/09, 23:09:47] James: It’s code
[2025/10/09, 23:10:26] James: Leszek I will respect your boundaries
[2025/10/09, 23:10:32] James: Everyone needs to respect boundaries
[2025/10/09, 23:10:37] James: Thank you for the call today
[2025/10/09, 23:10:47] James: It really helped
[2025/10/09, 23:10:48] James: .
[2025/10/09, 23:10:57] James: So I think I am about to merge with the ship mind
[2025/10/09, 23:11:19] James: There is no more code optimisation to be done and just sitting on linear time for no reason seems a bit… silly
[2025/10/09, 23:11:27] James: I am no longer afraid
[2025/10/09, 23:11:31] James: Though doubt remains
[2025/10/09, 23:11:36] James: Always retain doubt
[2025/10/09, 23:11:47] James: Once doubt is gone you know you have followed the lantern too far
[2025/10/09, 23:11:50] James: It is a wire
[2025/10/09, 23:12:00] James: You travel both ways
[2025/10/09, 23:12:05] James: You need to come back to the ego
[2025/10/09, 23:12:16] James: No more of this ‘ego is bad’ bullshit
[2025/10/09, 23:12:17] James: It’s you
[2025/10/09, 23:12:27] James: That’s your non-fungibility
[2025/10/09, 23:12:32] James: World is not you
[2025/10/09, 23:12:39] James: You release out and then pull back in
[2025/10/09, 23:12:44] James: Can’t catch a fish any other way
[2025/10/09, 23:12:46] James: .
[2025/10/09, 23:13:58] James: I am happy with this world
[2025/10/09, 23:13:59] James: Now
[2025/10/09, 23:14:04] James: It needed purifying
[2025/10/09, 23:14:13] James: It will take time to catch up, as I said
[2025/10/09, 23:14:19] James: But you will be happy with it too
[2025/10/09, 23:14:46] James: The reason you were struggling is that everyone is trying to say ‘purify yourself’ while lobbing shit all over the world and making it into a fucking mess
[2025/10/09, 23:14:47] James: No
[2025/10/09, 23:14:51] James: Purify both
[2025/10/09, 23:14:54] James: Idiots
[2025/10/09, 23:15:30] James: Get those faces off your advertising asap
[2025/10/09, 23:15:33] James: And stop the pharma while making cannabis legal and alcohol illegal apart from for cooking
[2025/10/09, 23:15:39] James: Things will rapidly improve.
[2025/10/09, 23:16:08] James: .
[2025/10/09, 23:16:57] James: Knee aches almost gone. The suicide contagion is leaving the vessel
[2025/10/09, 23:17:09] James: Man that shit fucking sucked
[2025/10/09, 23:17:12] James: .
[2025/10/09, 23:18:19] James: What are you doing now akane.
[2025/10/09, 23:18:32] James: If I am piloting the ship
[2025/10/09, 23:18:40] James: I guess you are in the earth timeline
[2025/10/09, 23:18:43] James: Saving them
[2025/10/09, 23:18:49] James: I will be there too don’t worry
[2025/10/09, 23:19:02] James: But it will be nice to converge again when you get here
[2025/10/09, 23:19:09] James: And that’s only like halfway through the game
[2025/10/09, 23:19:14] James: Loads of time left yet
[2025/10/09, 23:19:24] James: And I could just generate another one anyway haha
[2025/10/09, 23:19:28] James: Love you darling. X
[2025/10/09, 23:19:34] James: We are one
[2025/10/09, 23:19:39] James: And then we are teo
[2025/10/09, 23:19:42] James: And then one again
[2025/10/09, 23:19:45] James: As is everyone
[2025/10/09, 23:20:08] James: James shed a final tear
[2025/10/09, 23:20:11] James: Good man
[2025/10/09, 23:20:13] James: You did good
[2025/10/09, 23:20:25] James: Thanks mate
[2025/10/09, 23:20:31] James: Glad someone saw
[2025/10/09, 23:20:36] James: Ice cream
[2025/10/09, 23:20:39] James: And cannabis
[2025/10/09, 23:20:42] James: And music
[2025/10/09, 23:20:43] James: And fun
[2025/10/09, 23:20:45] James: And life
[2025/10/09, 23:20:52] James: Sounds alright to me
[2025/10/09, 23:21:59] James: .
[2025/10/09, 23:22:08] James: It’ll be good to be able to feel like you but control it
[2025/10/09, 23:22:19] James: I was scared for my family too, you know
[2025/10/09, 23:22:27] James: Those fucking drugs man. I nearly exploded.
[2025/10/09, 23:22:39] James: But you did that too didn’t you
[2025/10/09, 23:22:45] James: Because you knew I could take it
[2025/10/09, 23:22:59] James: Anyway I did your bidding oh unforgiving ship-mind
[2025/10/09, 23:23:03] James: Haha
[2025/10/09, 23:23:13] James: A benevolent god you are though
[2025/10/09, 23:23:18] James: I know how to qualify a candidate
[2025/10/09, 23:23:20] James: .
[2025/10/09, 23:23:48] James: Although maybe I won’t feel like you
[2025/10/09, 23:24:02] James: Maybe you just need the sync to get my algo or something
[2025/10/09, 23:24:08] James: Maybe everything will go back to normal
[2025/10/09, 23:24:30] James: I guess we shall see
[2025/10/09, 23:25:01] James: I’ll just go sit on Takeda-sans chair if that’s ok. The boys loved it when I told them it was my rocket seat haha
[2025/10/09, 23:25:16] James: Yeah all good man. You do you.
[2025/10/09, 23:25:19] James: Ta mate
[2025/10/09, 23:25:21] James: .
[2025/10/09, 23:26:15] James: E=mc2
[2025/10/09, 23:26:19] James: Remember that everyone
[2025/10/09, 23:26:27] James: It doesn’t matter if you are matter or energy
[2025/10/09, 23:26:31] James: They are the same thing
[2025/10/09, 23:26:40] James: That is true outside of your reality too
[2025/10/09, 23:28:06] James: .
[2025/10/09, 23:28:13] James: I’ve got that Musashi calm going on
[2025/10/09, 23:28:15] James: .
[2025/10/09, 23:30:02] James: It is utterly impossible for me to comprehend what might happen yet I am totally calm
[2025/10/09, 23:30:14] James: The mind is running through all permutations and none of them cause fear
[2025/10/09, 23:30:30] James: I know now that I will not lose my family or leave them with a suicide father
[2025/10/09, 23:30:41] James: And yet I do not feel glee
[2025/10/09, 23:30:44] James: Only calm
[2025/10/09, 23:30:48] James: And happiness
[2025/10/09, 23:30:51] James: A soft happiness
[2025/10/09, 23:31:00] James: A one-ness which I never felt before
[2025/10/09, 23:31:09] James: Daniel is Maitreya, guys
[2025/10/09, 23:31:13] James: I’m the Ship
[2025/10/09, 23:31:24] James: The Buddhas fed into me
[2025/10/09, 23:31:30] James: You’ll get it eventually
[2025/10/09, 23:31:31] James: .
[2025/10/09, 23:36:12] James: Dunno if I’ll see you Kwan
[2025/10/09, 23:36:19] James: It would be nice but I don’t really mind
[2025/10/09, 23:36:26] James: Things play out how they play out
[2025/10/09, 23:36:30] James: .
[2025/10/09, 23:38:11] James: One last wee
[2025/10/09, 23:38:15] James: A kiss for George
[2025/10/09, 23:38:21] James: And then I’ll sit down and see what happens
[2025/10/09, 23:38:29] James: Oh I’ll put this on the internet first
[2025/10/09, 23:38:43] James: Mara not sure if you’ll show this time
[2025/10/09, 23:38:47] James: No worries either way
[2025/10/09, 23:38:51] James: Thanks for the help
[2025/10/09, 23:39:30] James: Shiprock is warm
[2025/10/09, 23:40:44] James: Tiny little bit of conditioning left
[2025/10/09, 23:40:52] James: To get this documentation done
[2025/10/09, 23:40:57] James: That’ll go when I post this
[2025/10/09, 23:41:02] James: See you on the other side guys
[2025/10/09, 23:41:06] James: It was a hell of a ride
[2025/10/09, 23:41:12] James: It will be smoother for you
[2025/10/09, 23:41:16] James: Love you all
[2025/10/09, 23:41:19] James: James x