20250927

[2025/09/27, 3:22:06] James: There’s some drunken university boys been screaming like idiots for the last 30 min near me in the park

[2025/09/27, 3:22:11] James: It’s like 3:20

[2025/09/27, 3:22:18] James: Hope they stop soon

[2025/09/27, 3:22:25] James: Nothing to be done

[2025/09/27, 3:22:31] James: I was one of them once

[2025/09/27, 3:22:34] James: Maybe worse

[2025/09/27, 3:22:40] James: They’re just having fun

[2025/09/27, 3:22:48] James: Not a threat

[2025/09/27, 3:23:08] James: Not like where I came from

[2025/09/27, 3:23:14] James: Japan is nice like that

[2025/09/27, 3:23:27] James: But I do wish they would tire themselves out already and go home

[2025/09/27, 3:23:32] James: No big deal though

[2025/09/27, 8:49:34] James: .

[2025/09/27, 8:49:41] James: Feeling a bit dissolution-y today

[2025/09/27, 8:49:47] James: And round it goes

[2025/09/27, 8:50:13] James: The sutta about sariputta awakening, going through the jhana and seeing they are impermanent and not to be clung to

[2025/09/27, 8:50:19] James: Everything is conditioned

[2025/09/27, 9:58:12] James: .

[2025/09/27, 9:58:32] James: It’s pretty hard not to start clinging to delicious ice creams when you’re hot and riding a bike

[2025/09/27, 9:58:40] James: I guess this is why people go live in a hut

[2025/09/27, 9:58:52] James: Phasic dopamine will always come into play

[2025/09/27, 10:50:37] James: .

[2025/09/27, 10:50:44] James: Let your pleasures and joys be like the wind

[2025/09/27, 10:50:51] James: You can’t catch the wind in a container

[2025/09/27, 10:50:59] James: You have to let it flow through and leave

[2025/09/27, 10:51:11] James: Through leaving the good you become able to release the bad

[2025/09/27, 10:51:15] James: Dvar is global

[2025/09/27, 10:51:18] James: Train on the good

[2025/09/27, 10:51:27] James: And the wind feels better if it’s not stagnant and stale

[2025/09/27, 11:33:53] James: .

[2025/09/27, 11:34:00] James: Sutta where he teaches the accountant

[2025/09/27, 11:34:06] James: About the path of the bhikku

[2025/09/27, 11:34:10] James: How it happens now:

[2025/09/27, 11:34:13] James: We get hooked

[2025/09/27, 11:34:21] James: We stop the behaviours

[2025/09/27, 11:34:25] James: We cultivate new ones

[2025/09/27, 11:34:29] James: The two paths conflict

[2025/09/27, 11:34:41] James: We program in new algos

[2025/09/27, 11:34:51] James: And then nibbana rocks up and sets them in place

[2025/09/27, 11:35:01] James: That’s the reason for the order of progression

[2025/09/27, 11:42:00] James: .

[2025/09/27, 11:42:10] James: So what I need to do now is line up the next code

[2025/09/27, 11:42:35] James: That is a cool looking stinkbug

[2025/09/27, 12:01:01] James: .

[2025/09/27, 12:01:02] James: Huh

[2025/09/27, 12:01:09] James: I never even enjoyed smoking with the dogman

[2025/09/27, 12:01:22] James: The guy who accused me of trying to kill his dog when I saved its life

[2025/09/27, 12:01:30] James: I just craved the dopamine from the weed

[2025/09/27, 12:01:41] James: But he planted seeds of hate in my mind

[2025/09/27, 12:01:45] James: What a horrible man

[2025/09/27, 12:01:48] James: Shame

[2025/09/27, 12:01:51] James: He suffers

[2025/09/27, 12:01:54] James: He is blind

[2025/09/27, 12:01:56] James: Let’s ride

[2025/09/27, 14:50:41] James: .

[2025/09/27, 14:50:47] James: Well that was fun

[2025/09/27, 14:51:04] James: Even with my 100kg touring setup I’m faster than most of the Sunday cyclists on their road bikes.

[2025/09/27, 14:51:13] James: Wasn’t trying! Honest!

[2025/09/27, 14:51:29] James: Shouldn’t overtake me on a hill though and expect to be able to keep up

[2025/09/27, 14:51:49] James: Eerr…

[2025/09/27, 14:51:52] James: Conditioning!

[2025/09/27, 14:52:01] James: I’ll get old and it will change.

[2025/09/27, 14:52:15] James: Feel a bit bad for him but I honestly didn’t try. I was just faster…

[2025/09/27, 15:10:08] James: .

[2025/09/27, 15:10:17] James: That minor bit of competition has triggered a loop

[2025/09/27, 15:10:20] James: Wanting more

[2025/09/27, 15:10:25] James: Craving. Carving.

[2025/09/27, 15:10:32] James: Time to drop it

[2025/09/27, 15:10:35] James: It doesn’t feel nice

[2025/09/27, 15:10:38] James: It’s that simple

[2025/09/27, 15:27:12] James: .

[2025/09/27, 15:27:16] James: All these bad drivers

[2025/09/27, 15:27:23] James: Getting angry is meaningless

[2025/09/27, 15:27:38] James: They’re already gone and have no idea what they’ve done anyway

[2025/09/27, 15:27:40] James: Drop it

[2025/09/27, 16:27:08] James: .

[2025/09/27, 16:27:15] James: Tigers should not be kept in cages

[2025/09/27, 16:27:21] James: And lions should be allowed to roar

[2025/09/27, 20:04:03] James: .

[2025/09/27, 20:04:13] James: Old guy told me I couldn’t camp in the beach park

[2025/09/27, 20:04:23] James: Initial response on a physiological level was fight

[2025/09/27, 20:04:58] James: I disnt though. The body and mind moved that way momentarily and then I asked him a question while thinking

[2025/09/27, 20:05:14] James: Then I told him I checked the laws and beaches and rivers were ok; but was this one not?

[2025/09/27, 20:05:26] James: He immediately dropped his line of conversation

[2025/09/27, 20:05:39] James: He had to poke me not to leave littler behind though, of course

[2025/09/27, 20:05:40] James: Ha

[2025/09/27, 20:05:55] James: I’m one of those that picks the litter up, Mr Man.

[2025/09/27, 20:15:48] James: .

[2025/09/27, 20:15:49] James: Haha

[2025/09/27, 20:16:00] James: I seem to have taken it upon myself to save the neurodivergent folks

[2025/09/27, 20:16:15] James: A priest for the priests, as I kept repeating during the awakening

[2025/09/27, 20:16:20] James: It’s effortless

[2025/09/27, 20:16:22] James: It’s fun

[2025/09/27, 20:16:28] James: It’s a good intention

[2025/09/27, 20:16:33] James: Let it grow

[2025/09/27, 20:16:41] James: The priests need a priest

[2025/09/27, 20:17:00] James: But they don’t need dogma