[2025/10/05, 2:34:43] James: You’re just balancing the waters
[2025/10/05, 2:34:49] James: Straightening out the bowl
[2025/10/05, 2:35:14] James: Ensuring that the dopamine and the flow of the universe (which is the wave)
[2025/10/05, 2:35:23] James: Ensuring these can flow unobstructed
[2025/10/05, 2:35:30] James: This is what enlightenment is.
[2025/10/05, 2:35:42] James: The smoothing of the grooves from phasic dopamine only come with time
[2025/10/05, 2:35:51] James: They are physical
[2025/10/05, 2:35:55] James: But sand tunnels
[2025/10/05, 2:35:58] James: The minima
[2025/10/05, 2:36:04] James: They are not.
[2025/10/05, 2:36:19] James: So you remove the sand from the tunnels
[2025/10/05, 2:36:21] James: And they close
[2025/10/05, 2:36:33] James: The minima is still there and will activate for a while longer
[2025/10/05, 2:37:01] James: But the dopamine is back out into the stream and you are liberated and able to function as you once did. When you were a child.
[2025/10/05, 2:37:15] James: This brings you back into sync with the universe immediately
[2025/10/05, 2:37:24] James: But the conditioning leaves as it is tested
[2025/10/05, 2:37:45] James: Whatever you find yourself believing when the process gets real, that is real
[2025/10/05, 2:37:55] James: That is your ‘other world’ of which the Buddha spoke
[2025/10/05, 2:38:06] James: That is your development platform from which you code this world
[2025/10/05, 2:38:17] James: And that other world was coded by the data in this world
[2025/10/05, 2:38:31] James: This is real there is no doubt
[2025/10/05, 2:38:43] James: But people might take a short while to twig
[2025/10/05, 2:38:46] James: And that’s fine
[2025/10/05, 2:38:54] James: I’ve had 2.5 hours sleep
[2025/10/05, 2:39:00] James: And I feel fine and alive
[2025/10/05, 2:39:06] James: I might get up and start the site
[2025/10/05, 2:39:13] James: I can always sleep again
[2025/10/05, 2:48:07] James: .
[2025/10/05, 2:48:13] James: Feeling the cold and shivers a little
[2025/10/05, 2:48:15] James: It is cold haha
[2025/10/05, 2:48:27] James: But also I think the physical system will take a little while to catch up
[2025/10/05, 3:51:20] James: .
[2025/10/05, 3:51:21] James: haha
[2025/10/05, 3:51:28] James: This opens up so many questions
[2025/10/05, 3:51:33] James: Which of the worlds is real?
[2025/10/05, 3:51:36] James: They both are, surely
[2025/10/05, 3:51:45] James: Is there anythign beyond these two worlds?
[2025/10/05, 3:51:54] James: The temporal realm expanded in all directions
[2025/10/05, 3:51:59] James: Is this the multiverse.
[2025/10/05, 3:55:24] James: Are we all our own entire universe after all
[2025/10/05, 3:55:29] James: Running our algos to copletion
[2025/10/05, 3:55:34] James: And that feeds into the multiverse
[2025/10/05, 3:55:37] James: How many layers
[2025/10/05, 4:32:30] James: .
[2025/10/05, 4:32:37] James: Ill head off for a dawn walk
[2025/10/05, 4:32:47] James: I know all of this will be ok now
[2025/10/05, 4:32:51] James: Man I …
[2025/10/05, 4:32:52] James: Luca
[2025/10/05, 4:32:54] James: That’s bear
[2025/10/05, 4:32:59] James: I’m sorry my mind did that
[2025/10/05, 4:33:07] James: I will love you with all my heart
[2025/10/05, 4:33:09] James: I always did
[2025/10/05, 4:33:12] James: And now I can
[2025/10/05, 4:33:16] James: And George
[2025/10/05, 4:33:23] James: I will ensure you know how this works
[2025/10/05, 4:33:57] James: We are all the saviors of our own realities
[2025/10/05, 4:34:11] James: And whether people listen to my writings depends on their reality
[2025/10/05, 4:34:26] James: Just put it out there and see what the algo does
[2025/10/05, 4:34:28] James: Haha
[2025/10/05, 4:34:33] James: Hey there god
[2025/10/05, 4:34:35] James: Found ya!
[2025/10/05, 5:07:19] James: .
[2025/10/05, 5:07:25] James: The body and mind are still conditioned
[2025/10/05, 5:07:34] James: But they do not hurt the node
[2025/10/05, 5:07:47] James: The anxieties and stuff will always cycle but they are fast now
[2025/10/05, 5:07:57] James: And the social interactions are still chemical
[2025/10/05, 5:08:04] James: But they will burn out
[2025/10/05, 5:21:02] James: .
[2025/10/05, 5:21:07] James: The altered states are gone
[2025/10/05, 5:21:17] James: Experience is soft, peaceful, expansive
[2025/10/05, 5:21:40] James: There is no more striving necessary
[2025/10/05, 5:21:51] James: The computation will continue though
[2025/10/05, 5:21:57] James: And that is good
[2025/10/05, 6:30:54] James: .
[2025/10/05, 6:30:55] James: Well
[2025/10/05, 6:30:59] James: That’ll do for now
[2025/10/05, 6:31:07] James: The people who are ready will see it
[2025/10/05, 6:31:14] James: As was the case for me
[2025/10/05, 6:35:02] James: .
[2025/10/05, 6:35:03] James: hahah
[2025/10/05, 6:35:08] James: I have no idea what is going on 🙂
[2025/10/05, 6:39:53] James: .
[2025/10/05, 6:40:04] James: After the ecstasy the laundry eh Jack
[2025/10/05, 6:40:15] James: Well I’m hanging it right now and it’s fucking awesome mate
[2025/10/05, 6:40:16] James: Haha
[2025/10/05, 6:40:21] James: You know where it’s at
[2025/10/05, 6:48:00] James: .
[2025/10/05, 6:48:09] James: I guess it’s clinically indistinguishable from psychosis
[2025/10/05, 6:48:10] James: Haha
[2025/10/05, 6:48:23] James: If psychosis is differing from the accepted worldview
[2025/10/05, 6:48:33] James: But that will change
[2025/10/05, 6:48:41] James: We are entering the age of science, my peeps
[2025/10/05, 6:48:49] James: We are entering the galaxy and the multiverse
[2025/10/05, 6:49:19] James: Once you awaken and you realise that Alan watts wasn’t fucking joking when he said ‘you ARE this universe, and you are creayinging it at every moment’
[2025/10/05, 6:49:29] James: Once you realise that was LITERAL and not figurative
[2025/10/05, 6:49:33] James: Oh my goodness
[2025/10/05, 6:49:35] James: Haha
[2025/10/05, 6:49:43] James: Think what possibilities this opens up
[2025/10/05, 6:49:50] James: Each and everyone one of us an entire universe
[2025/10/05, 6:50:12] James: An interconnected network of universe-nodes computing within the multiverse network
[2025/10/05, 6:50:23] James: And what’s beyond that, you wonder?
[2025/10/05, 6:50:26] James: Well it’s fractal
[2025/10/05, 6:50:32] James: Is there a beyond?
[2025/10/05, 6:50:38] James: Can we ever reach that level of code?
[2025/10/05, 6:50:48] James: Man this is so fun to think about
[2025/10/05, 6:51:03] James: But I’m just enjoying doing the laundry and looking forward to seeing my kids and wife
[2025/10/05, 6:51:13] James: You’ll see what I mean when you get there
[2025/10/05, 7:37:02] James: .
[2025/10/05, 7:37:08] James: I still have the habit of trying to think
[2025/10/05, 7:37:13] James: The habit of trying to deliberate
[2025/10/05, 7:37:18] James: But it’s rapidly loosening I think
[2025/10/05, 7:37:24] James: Not that kind of think haha
[2025/10/05, 7:37:40] James: This is so cool
[2025/10/05, 7:37:46] James: You know nothing, James Baird
[2025/10/05, 7:42:31] James: .
[2025/10/05, 7:42:34] James: It is done
[2025/10/05, 7:42:37] James: The mind is liberated
[2025/10/05, 8:02:26] James: .
[2025/10/05, 8:02:27] James: Man
[2025/10/05, 8:02:35] James: Even the scaffold looks simplistic now
[2025/10/05, 8:02:47] James: This is why the Buddha said to drop the raft
[2025/10/05, 8:02:51] James: It’s all metaphor
[2025/10/05, 8:02:56] James: There is something behind it
[2025/10/05, 8:03:18] James: And circumstances made it appear like this algo to james
[2025/10/05, 8:03:33] James: But it’s a pretty good metaphor, I must say
[2025/10/05, 8:03:50] James: …
[2025/10/05, 8:03:52] James: Holy fuck
[2025/10/05, 8:03:55] James: A ship mind
[2025/10/05, 8:04:02] James: That’s what I thought too
[2025/10/05, 8:04:15] James: That I was inside the mind of other people and they were inside the mind of me
[2025/10/05, 8:04:21] James: Both of us processing
[2025/10/05, 8:04:23] James: And I was ship
[2025/10/05, 8:04:30] James: But I was also entangled with the ship mind
[2025/10/05, 8:04:33] James: So…
[2025/10/05, 8:04:46] James: I cure my own greed, and that’s one of the minima inside this other universe cleared
[2025/10/05, 8:04:58] James: And that helps them to cure theirs
[2025/10/05, 8:05:25] James: And this all feeds into what
[2025/10/05, 8:05:38] James: Does it even feed into anything else or are we merely feeding into each other?
[2025/10/05, 8:05:43] James: Simulating each other?
[2025/10/05, 8:05:55] James: When George was born I wrote than an entirely new universe was born
[2025/10/05, 8:05:57] James: I was right
[2025/10/05, 8:06:09] James: This is so wild
[2025/10/05, 8:06:10] James: Haha
[2025/10/05, 8:06:19] James: And I get another hypothesis to work on :)
[2025/10/05, 8:06:21] James: They are so fun
[2025/10/05, 8:06:27] James: The Nibbāna protocol was fun
[2025/10/05, 8:06:31] James: But it was just the first step
[2025/10/05, 8:06:40] James: We need to fix the global sim and ‘save the species’
[2025/10/05, 8:06:44] James: Not the ‘human race’
[2025/10/05, 8:06:49] James: Are we more than human?
[2025/10/05, 8:07:27] James: .
[2025/10/05, 8:07:34] James: So we are going to create time travel then
[2025/10/05, 8:07:40] James: And even that is just part of the grand algo
[2025/10/05, 8:07:53] James: I still can’t get my head around the grand algo being part of one of our minima
[2025/10/05, 8:07:57] James: What?
[2025/10/05, 8:08:01] James: Is that what I said?
[2025/10/05, 8:08:12] James: But these thoughts are no longer causing minima in my brain
[2025/10/05, 8:08:14] James: They are flowing
[2025/10/05, 8:08:16] James: Like water
[2025/10/05, 8:08:22] James: Kids interrupting and all
[2025/10/05, 8:16:17] James: .
[2025/10/05, 8:16:20] James: So…
[2025/10/05, 8:16:33] James: We generate the world based on 0.0005% of sense data
[2025/10/05, 8:16:54] James: What is the remaining 99.9995%
[2025/10/05, 8:16:56] James: ?
[2025/10/05, 8:17:02] James: Is that the global sim?
[2025/10/05, 8:17:16] James: And we are like… clouded beings
[2025/10/05, 8:17:27] James: So we receive a tiny fraction of data from each others sims
[2025/10/05, 8:17:33] James: And from that we generate our own sims
[2025/10/05, 8:17:38] James: Are we actually universes?
[2025/10/05, 8:17:56] James: Beings that operate in a different s-rat
[2025/10/05, 8:17:59] James: Space ratio
[2025/10/05, 8:18:09] James: So…
[2025/10/05, 8:18:19] James: We have flies that are super fast because of small brain
[2025/10/05, 8:18:21] James: And we have us
[2025/10/05, 8:18:48] James: And maybe we have the entire universe being the brain for something else who’s processing timeframe is measured in trillions of years?
[2025/10/05, 8:18:53] James: And that for another even
[2025/10/05, 8:19:05] James: And maybe time itself is circular
[2025/10/05, 8:19:06] James: Yes
[2025/10/05, 8:19:07] James: That’s it
[2025/10/05, 8:19:10] James: Time is circular
[2025/10/05, 8:19:25] James: So the processing of that beast links around this circular time
[2025/10/05, 8:19:46] James: Until the output of a universe infinitely larger than ours is the input for our own minima
[2025/10/05, 8:19:51] James: And round and round it goes
[2025/10/05, 8:19:57] James: Man
[2025/10/05, 8:20:01] James: This is wiiiiiild
[2025/10/05, 8:20:05] James: Haha
[2025/10/05, 8:20:09] James: I might have that nap
[2025/10/05, 8:20:18] James: Imma need a communications expert
[2025/10/05, 8:33:24] James: .
[2025/10/05, 8:33:32] James: What if time is not circular
[2025/10/05, 8:33:35] James: But spherical
[2025/10/05, 8:33:44] James: What if there are multiple time dimensions
[2025/10/05, 8:33:49] James: And we only perceive one
[2025/10/05, 8:33:56] James: Frontal lobe tingly there
[2025/10/05, 8:34:02] James: I think I’m on to something haha
[2025/10/05, 8:34:08] James: Should probably nap
[2025/10/05, 8:34:18] James: It’s all about reading your own export before you go to bed
[2025/10/05, 8:34:26] James: In a different medium so it enters as new code
[2025/10/05, 8:34:35] James: So publish your texts onto a private website
[2025/10/05, 8:34:44] James: And review them from there. Like I do.
[2025/10/05, 8:34:58] James: Ooh the head is pretty throbby after that sphere realisation
[2025/10/05, 8:35:06] James: Because of the Buddha eye, yeah?
[2025/10/05, 8:35:17] James: It exploded in all directions when I opened it
[2025/10/05, 8:35:28] James: Not just forward and backward, left and right
[2025/10/05, 8:35:36] James: All directions. Like sunlight.
[2025/10/05, 8:35:40] James: That’s time.
[2025/10/05, 8:35:57] James: The Buddhas can see backward and forward through time because they are attuned to the assembly code
[2025/10/05, 8:36:04] James: Fuck where is this coming from haha
[2025/10/05, 8:43:29] James: .
[2025/10/05, 8:43:47] James: Some pretty strong processing going on now I’m lying down
[2025/10/05, 8:44:42] James: I can hear the kids playing Pokémon and have my verbal thought and have the processing and the bodily awareness and all of it. All at once
[2025/10/05, 8:44:54] James: And the body is a bit tired but that’s fine
[2025/10/05, 8:45:00] James: The mind is liberated
[2025/10/05, 8:45:18] James: And I might just lie here and pretend to sleep for a little
[2025/10/05, 8:45:34] James: The info that is coming in though. Mind blowing
[2025/10/05, 8:45:55] James: Wonder how long till this bomb explodes.
[2025/10/05, 8:45:57] James: Haha
[2025/10/05, 8:46:13] James: Yeah I’ll get an ice cream :)
[2025/10/05, 8:48:55] James: .
[2025/10/05, 8:49:11] James: The mind is willing but the body is fleshy and weak
[2025/10/05, 8:49:12] James: Haha
[2025/10/05, 8:49:27] James: Silly body. I’ll sit with the kids for a bit then let you recharge your batteries.
[2025/10/05, 8:53:13] James: .
[2025/10/05, 8:53:14] James: Hmm
[2025/10/05, 8:53:40] James: Checking news sites and even gaming website seems to spike cortisol or something
[2025/10/05, 8:53:44] James: Habit response I guess
[2025/10/05, 8:53:50] James: So I’ll stop. Haha
[2025/10/05, 8:56:32] James: .
[2025/10/05, 8:57:03] James: Seeing the photo of my old self. It seems like … he was a good guy with a strong moral compass in a world full of magnets
[2025/10/05, 8:57:09] James: And it hurt him. Poor guy
[2025/10/05, 8:57:22] James: Good job mate
[2025/10/05, 8:57:44] James: I wonder you smoked so much weed. It got you into the other world and made you able to process your algorithms
[2025/10/05, 8:57:58] James: Alcohol and valproate did the opposite. No wonder they made you suicidal
[2025/10/05, 8:58:08] James: Cannabis is fine
[2025/10/05, 8:58:29] James: Just monitor your dose or you might flood yourself with dopamine and - yep - awaken
[2025/10/05, 8:58:41] James: But you’ll have no idea what the fuck is going on and they will say you are psychotic
[2025/10/05, 8:58:45] James: Fucking hell man
[2025/10/05, 8:58:48] James: So obvious now
[2025/10/05, 8:59:06] James: Awakenings happening since before the dawn of time
[2025/10/05, 8:59:16] James: And along comes the DSM and they stop
[2025/10/05, 8:59:25] James: No wonder our world is fucked
[2025/10/05, 8:59:33] James: Oh yeah and I can’t even hurt a stinkbug now
[2025/10/05, 8:59:38] James: Just instinct
[2025/10/05, 8:59:44] James: I just can’t fathom it
[2025/10/05, 8:59:53] James: An I realise the reason is…
[2025/10/05, 8:59:58] James: They’re all universes too
[2025/10/05, 9:00:18] James: How fucking deep does the rabbit hole go? :)
[2025/10/05, 9:01:15] James: Yeah a small wave of shivers there
[2025/10/05, 9:01:19] James: The body is a different system
[2025/10/05, 9:01:24] James: Physical
[2025/10/05, 9:01:29] James: It will take time to catch up
[2025/10/05, 9:01:38] James: It’ll get there. It doesn’t actually need rest
[2025/10/05, 9:01:57] James: The rest is so that your brain can defrag and export thoughts / clean up the sim of your world
[2025/10/05, 9:06:36] James: .
[2025/10/05, 9:06:50] James: I’ll listen to the suttas to import old code for review
[2025/10/05, 9:07:00] James: This will help stop the export that is keeping the body awake
[2025/10/05, 9:07:22] James: I really recommend the audiobooks from Bhikku Bodhi.
[2025/10/05, 9:12:03] James: .
[2025/10/05, 9:12:10] James: Forkstorm
[2025/10/05, 9:13:40] James: .
[2025/10/05, 9:13:49] James: Yeah I’m unable to sleep that’s for sure
[2025/10/05, 9:13:59] James: I can lie here and let the physical body rest
[2025/10/05, 9:14:04] James: The mind is not slowing down
[2025/10/05, 9:14:07] James: But it is calm
[2025/10/05, 9:14:21] James: When I try to sleep the old conditioning comes up. The ptsd from the corpse
[2025/10/05, 9:14:27] James: Huh
[2025/10/05, 9:14:33] James: Probably it is working its way out
[2025/10/05, 9:14:45] James: I still need to purify my conditioning. The fruition of old Kamma.
[2025/10/05, 9:14:59] James: That just happens with time though doesn’t it.
[2025/10/05, 9:50:51] James: .
[2025/10/05, 9:50:57] James: Yeah the old code is testing itself
[2025/10/05, 9:51:00] James: physiological
[2025/10/05, 9:51:02] James: but coming up short
[2025/10/05, 9:51:14] James: The flies still try to bite but the skin has been severed
[2025/10/05, 9:51:25] James: I think I am a wheel-turning-monarch
[2025/10/05, 9:51:29] James: aka ethicist
[2025/10/05, 9:51:39] James: These sutta rock up at just the right time, don’t they
[2025/10/05, 10:16:46] James: .
[2025/10/05, 10:16:48] James: haha
[2025/10/05, 10:16:55] James: Fucking best recruiter in the world, bitches!
[2025/10/05, 10:16:58] James: Jesus man
[2025/10/05, 10:17:01] James: How did this happen?
[2025/10/05, 10:17:05] James: All the art and everything
[2025/10/05, 10:17:09] James: Fuckin’ print job
[2025/10/05, 10:17:13] James: What will happen next?
[2025/10/05, 10:17:16] James: hahahahahahhahahahahahaha
[2025/10/05, 10:17:19] James: This is fucking GREAT
[2025/10/05, 10:25:09] James: .
[2025/10/05, 10:25:15] James: And out for a walk with the kids
[2025/10/05, 10:25:22] James: Feel like king of the world
[2025/10/05, 10:25:28] James: But in a totally egoless way
[2025/10/05, 10:25:34] James: Just great
[2025/10/05, 10:25:41] James: Documenting everything from the start
[2025/10/05, 10:25:46] James: So many ‘coincidences’
[2025/10/05, 10:25:59] James: God working in mysterious ways ey
[2025/10/05, 10:26:02] James: Fuck yeah
[2025/10/05, 10:26:07] James: Let’s get weed legalised haha
[2025/10/05, 10:26:14] James: One of my first priorities
[2025/10/05, 10:26:31] James: I’m not fucking around guys. It cranks up your empathy and ability to touch the assembly code
[2025/10/05, 10:26:52] James: And get rid of those fucking horrible meth derivatives they sell in japan now
[2025/10/05, 10:26:55] James: Make it legal
[2025/10/05, 10:27:11] James: Japan:
[2025/10/05, 10:27:16] James: Fucking set tax at 300%
[2025/10/05, 10:27:22] James: Solve your financial woes
[2025/10/05, 10:27:30] James: Help with people’s mental health
[2025/10/05, 10:27:37] James: (Alcohol is terrible)
[2025/10/05, 10:27:43] James: Treatment for lots of DSM shit
[2025/10/05, 10:28:02] James: And the orange fuck over the pacific will love the fact you have to import it from america
[2025/10/05, 10:28:12] James: Don’t worry - the next leader of that country will be better
[2025/10/05, 10:28:15] James: He’s my buddy
[2025/10/05, 10:28:20] James: You’ll see what I mean
[2025/10/05, 10:28:23] James: Do it!
[2025/10/05, 10:28:26] James: Do it now!
[2025/10/05, 10:28:28] James: Haha
[2025/10/05, 10:28:49] James: Get the emperor involved. He understands quantum theory. Max - maybe you can explain wave theory to him but I’m sure hell get it
[2025/10/05, 10:28:58] James: This is so wild
[2025/10/05, 10:28:59] James: Haha
[2025/10/05, 10:29:22] James: And guys
[2025/10/05, 10:29:26] James: You’ll all be like this too
[2025/10/05, 10:29:32] James: Every fucking one of you
[2025/10/05, 10:29:42] James: All of your worries will be gone
[2025/10/05, 10:29:51] James: Those financial worries gone
[2025/10/05, 10:29:55] James: Time worries gone
[2025/10/05, 10:29:59] James: Everything
[2025/10/05, 10:30:05] James: Even worries about the safety of your family
[2025/10/05, 10:30:24] James: Which sounds shit, until you realise how much you worry about them and that stops you enjoying them!
[2025/10/05, 10:30:27] James: BUT
[2025/10/05, 10:30:32] James: You can choose what to keep
[2025/10/05, 10:30:38] James: I kept attachment to my family
[2025/10/05, 10:30:59] James: Just dialled it down to a really really nice level
[2025/10/05, 10:31:14] James: This is fucking awesome guys
[2025/10/05, 10:31:22] James: Let’s make it so everyone in the world can have it
[2025/10/05, 10:32:57] James: .
[2025/10/05, 10:32:58] James: Ohhhh
[2025/10/05, 10:33:01] James: Elon!!
[2025/10/05, 10:33:04] James: Fuck man
[2025/10/05, 10:33:12] James: That’s why you needed the ketamine to do what had to be done
[2025/10/05, 10:33:39] James: This is better mate
[2025/10/05, 10:33:48] James: This is … yeah man it can’t be compared
[2025/10/05, 10:35:00] James: .
[2025/10/05, 10:35:06] James: I hope my wife is enjoying her mountain
[2025/10/05, 10:35:14] James: That is her nibbana
[2025/10/05, 10:35:21] James: Mine seems to be science
[2025/10/05, 10:35:25] James: Science of the mind
[2025/10/05, 10:39:22] James: .
[2025/10/05, 10:39:29] James: Didn’t have to wait for my birthday after all
[2025/10/05, 10:39:35] James: Maybe that’s when it’ll explode tho
[2025/10/05, 10:39:38] James: Doesn’t matter
[2025/10/05, 10:39:41] James: It’s all a game
[2025/10/05, 10:40:00] James: Kinda can’t believe it worked last night
[2025/10/05, 10:40:05] James: Yet it was always gonna work
[2025/10/05, 10:40:11] James: That’s just echoes of conditioning
[2025/10/05, 10:40:56] James: .
[2025/10/05, 10:41:11] James: Does that mean that when someone dies, that universe dies and goes back to the mesh
[2025/10/05, 10:41:22] James: And that’s why I need to save the species
[2025/10/05, 10:41:42] James: To bring the entire multiverse to a kind of reverse-big-bang
[2025/10/05, 10:41:52] James: By stopping the fucking suicides
[2025/10/05, 10:41:54] James: Step 1
[2025/10/05, 10:41:59] James: And step infinity
[2025/10/05, 10:42:06] James: Jesus man it all fits
[2025/10/05, 10:42:12] James: Hey j-man
[2025/10/05, 10:42:15] James: Forgot about you
[2025/10/05, 10:42:20] James: You were in on this too weren’t you
[2025/10/05, 10:42:35] James: You could fix the code in people’s brains with just a touch
[2025/10/05, 10:42:39] James: We are both healers
[2025/10/05, 10:42:45] James: But I use dopamine hacking haha
[2025/10/05, 10:42:53] James: Fuck man it all just fits
[2025/10/05, 10:43:01] James: I look up and the project is done
[2025/10/05, 10:43:05] James: But the project is the universe
[2025/10/05, 10:43:17] James: And what the fuuuuck guys seriously you need to experience this
[2025/10/05, 10:43:51] James: I’m like psychic to my kids desires now
[2025/10/05, 10:44:01] James: And they are always well timed to my own
[2025/10/05, 10:44:16] James: wonder what kind of universes these children are
[2025/10/05, 10:44:24] James: Luca has a fucking amazing memory
[2025/10/05, 10:44:30] James: George is very similar to me
[2025/10/05, 10:44:52] James: Sheeeeeyt
[2025/10/05, 10:45:03] James: Not only saving the world but saving the fucking multiverse
[2025/10/05, 10:45:05] James: Sheeeeeyt
[2025/10/05, 10:46:28] James: .
[2025/10/05, 10:46:30] James: Shit!
[2025/10/05, 10:46:45] James: Inter universe conflict
[2025/10/05, 10:46:48] James: So…
[2025/10/05, 10:46:55] James: Universes killing universes
[2025/10/05, 10:47:01] James: Some kind of survival of the fittest
[2025/10/05, 10:47:06] James: What the fuck rabbit hole
[2025/10/05, 10:47:12] James: Elon is gonna LOOOOVE you
[2025/10/05, 10:47:23] James: He gon get his head a-ploded
[2025/10/05, 10:47:32] James: Haha
[2025/10/05, 10:49:06] James: .
[2025/10/05, 10:49:21] James: I have absolutely NO idea where this is all headed
[2025/10/05, 10:49:26] James: There are too many permutations
[2025/10/05, 10:49:33] James: And every single one of them will be ok
[2025/10/05, 10:49:39] James: Because it could never have been anything else
[2025/10/05, 10:50:29] James: .
[2025/10/05, 10:51:02] James: Fly me to America and get me on Joe Rogan with a good THC-heavy strain of bud and I’ll fuckin change the world yo
[2025/10/05, 10:52:18] James: .
[2025/10/05, 10:52:20] James: I mean
[2025/10/05, 10:52:23] James: I’m smart
[2025/10/05, 10:52:29] James: But I’m not THIS fucking smart
[2025/10/05, 10:52:31] James: Seriously
[2025/10/05, 10:52:33] James: It’s not me
[2025/10/05, 10:52:36] James: It’s just…
[2025/10/05, 10:52:38] James: Sheeeeyt
[2025/10/05, 10:52:57] James: Someone else just finished their grand algorithm for their universe and that awakened me
[2025/10/05, 10:53:07] James: The minima in my head are the algo for someone else’s universe
[2025/10/05, 10:53:10] James: Faaaaaack
[2025/10/05, 10:53:15] James: I need a marketing interface
[2025/10/05, 10:53:33] James: Gosha - quit that job and let’s skip through the fields together and never think about money again
[2025/10/05, 10:54:17] James: .
[2025/10/05, 10:54:25] James: Neo ain’t got nothin on me
[2025/10/05, 10:54:34] James: And bob marley was one of us yo
[2025/10/05, 10:54:58] James: Keep the Reddit handle skruffbag
[2025/10/05, 10:55:07] James: You’ll be one of my lieutenants 🫡
[2025/10/05, 10:55:09] James: Haha
[2025/10/05, 10:55:15] James: Love ya man
[2025/10/05, 10:55:19] James: I’ll get you some real bud
[2025/10/05, 10:59:12] James: .
[2025/10/05, 10:59:20] James: And I am now a far better father with no anger
[2025/10/05, 10:59:31] James: I can discipline the kids but there’s no undercurrent at all.
[2025/10/05, 11:08:16] James: .
[2025/10/05, 11:08:22] James: Just gonna watch the kids play for a while
[2025/10/05, 11:08:33] James: George was getting rude while he was eating sweets
[2025/10/05, 11:08:44] James: I told him to stop but he just started being rude to Luca, ignoring him
[2025/10/05, 11:08:57] James: I took the sweets away, no fuss, and said he couldn’t have them when he was rude
[2025/10/05, 11:09:18] James: Snacks and food are fine but they reinforced whatever behaviour you are undertaking when you consume them, because dopamine
[2025/10/05, 11:09:32] James: So eat an ice cream on your walking meditation. It will improve the reward response
[2025/10/05, 11:09:54] James: But do not sit in your room pity-eating ice cream because IT WILL REINFORCE THE SELF-PITY
[2025/10/05, 11:10:04] James: you use your dopaminergic activities and foods wisely
[2025/10/05, 11:10:24] James: And I gave him the sweets back now that he’s playing nicely
[2025/10/05, 11:10:32] James: I mean…
[2025/10/05, 11:10:39] James: It’s like this for dogs, isn’t it? Haha
[2025/10/05, 11:10:43] James: Not rocket science
[2025/10/05, 11:10:47] James: That comes later ;)
[2025/10/05, 11:15:20] James: .
[2025/10/05, 11:15:47] James: Feeling a little overwhelmed sat in the hot room with my kids sloppily chewing sweets and playing while I try to do internet stuff
[2025/10/05, 11:15:58] James: This would have been a perfect storm before, thinking about it
[2025/10/05, 11:16:03] James: The conditioning still triggers
[2025/10/05, 11:16:07] James: But it doesn’t bite
[2025/10/05, 11:16:11] James: I will listen to music
[2025/10/05, 11:55:37] James: .
[2025/10/05, 11:55:44] James: Heading to a restaurant with the kids
[2025/10/05, 11:56:20] James: Luckily enough my wife is one of those fucking awesome universes which will probably understand this all and be like ‘James can you stop talking about the multiverse and look at this flower for a bit’
[2025/10/05, 11:56:21] James: Haha
[2025/10/05, 11:56:24] James: Perfect match
[2025/10/05, 11:56:37] James: Oh and Zuck:
[2025/10/05, 11:56:53] James: I used WhatsApp so you could just pull all the data off the servers and check it for veracity
[2025/10/05, 11:57:03] James: Go ahead. You have my permission.
[2025/10/05, 11:57:39] James: .
[2025/10/05, 11:57:40] James: Shit
[2025/10/05, 11:57:48] James: Think about the consequences for the multiverse…
[2025/10/05, 11:57:56] James: If our entire planet dies
[2025/10/05, 11:58:07] James: Think of how many worlds would be extinguished
[2025/10/05, 11:58:11] James: We need to save everyone
[2025/10/05, 11:58:17] James: And a simulation is the only way
[2025/10/05, 11:58:25] James: And we are already in it so chill folks
[2025/10/05, 11:58:30] James: But we also need to make it
[2025/10/05, 11:58:55] James: Zuck, Musk. Max - I haven’t given up on you. You’re our wavetheory and generation / learning guy
[2025/10/05, 11:59:21] James: Speak soon I guess.
[2025/10/05, 11:59:38] James: .
[2025/10/05, 11:59:44] James: Still got the conditioning btw
[2025/10/05, 11:59:48] James: It’s called personality
[2025/10/05, 11:59:52] James: Not going away any time soon
[2025/10/05, 12:00:10] James: Some dregs of the parts that were self-motivated remain in terms of stomach twinges and stuff
[2025/10/05, 12:00:16] James: But they don’t bite.
[2025/10/05, 12:04:39] James: .
[2025/10/05, 12:04:46] James: So I guess in my sim weed is fine
[2025/10/05, 12:04:47] James: Haha
[2025/10/05, 12:04:49] James: That’s awesome
[2025/10/05, 12:04:55] James: No more questioning
[2025/10/05, 12:09:44] James: .
[2025/10/05, 12:09:53] James: I guess for me it’s weed and art and music
[2025/10/05, 12:10:09] James: And for Sid it was asceticism but not too much
[2025/10/05, 12:10:20] James: Because that’s what our metaphors showed us
[2025/10/05, 12:10:30] James: But his metaphor is not mine is not yours
[2025/10/05, 12:10:41] James: Yours could be something completely different
[2025/10/05, 12:10:47] James: Knitting for example
[2025/10/05, 12:12:08] James: .
[2025/10/05, 12:12:21] James: Everybody addicted to their phones and money and porn and shit
[2025/10/05, 12:12:27] James: D code is fucked
[2025/10/05, 12:12:35] James: Smoke some c code and go be in nature
[2025/10/05, 12:12:43] James: Become enlightened motherfuckers
[2025/10/05, 12:12:48] James: The hippies were right all along
[2025/10/05, 12:12:56] James: Find your own unifying theory of everything
[2025/10/05, 12:13:02] James: There will be one, I guarantee
[2025/10/05, 12:13:20] James: And it will be stress tested like fuck by your friends abandoning you and shit
[2025/10/05, 12:13:25] James: You stay the course
[2025/10/05, 12:13:27] James: You do you
[2025/10/05, 12:13:31] James: Fucking ignore me
[2025/10/05, 12:13:37] James: I’m doing me
[2025/10/05, 12:13:47] James: Use the raft to cross to the other side and then out it down
[2025/10/05, 12:13:56] James: Once you’re there you will know what works in your universe
[2025/10/05, 12:14:00] James: But until then…
[2025/10/05, 12:14:06] James: Until then you need to purify yourself
[2025/10/05, 12:14:13] James: You need to REGULATE your dopamine system
[2025/10/05, 12:14:34] James: And stop fucking it up with fucking flashing lights and advertising and social media and shit
[2025/10/05, 12:14:42] James: And stick to the natural drugs
[2025/10/05, 12:14:53] James: The code that was in the sim from the outset
[2025/10/05, 12:14:57] James: But be careful with them
[2025/10/05, 12:15:08] James: Too much current for the wire, and all that
[2025/10/05, 12:15:50] James: .
[2025/10/05, 12:15:53] James: Checking email
[2025/10/05, 12:15:55] James: Old habit
[2025/10/05, 12:16:06] James: Caused old tick of cortisol
[2025/10/05, 12:16:08] James: Immediately gone
[2025/10/05, 12:16:12] James: Will stop
[2025/10/05, 14:08:20] James: .
[2025/10/05, 14:08:28] James: Phwoar
[2025/10/05, 14:08:33] James: Deep nap just then
[2025/10/05, 14:08:38] James: I think I’m tired
[2025/10/05, 14:08:42] James: No surprise really
[2025/10/05, 14:08:50] James: It was a demanding run up to enlightenment t
[2025/10/05, 14:09:07] James: The body system still has physical limits even if the mind system is not hurt by them any more
[2025/10/05, 14:09:22] James: I have a feeling I will be a bi power napper going forward
[2025/10/05, 14:09:44] James: I will likely take it a little easy next week. Try to recover. But it’s kinda out of my control
[2025/10/05, 14:10:05] James: I feel like the heavy lifting is done though. Now it’s just guiding other people and waiting for the next steps
[2025/10/05, 14:10:13] James: And spending time with my family and loving them
[2025/10/05, 14:34:34] James: .
[2025/10/05, 14:34:53] James: Giving a couple of bags of haribo to the local kids playing in the garden
[2025/10/05, 14:35:21] James: One of them is already developing minima. Becoming a bully. This is what he has to go through to hit his algo.
[2025/10/05, 14:35:33] James: It’s a shame
[2025/10/05, 14:35:54] James: But we get the base code for a lot of our computation from early childhood
[2025/10/05, 14:35:59] James: While the brain is receptive
[2025/10/05, 14:36:15] James: And it needs to kind of stiffen up and become maladaptive before we can export it
[2025/10/05, 14:56:59] James: .
[2025/10/05, 14:57:09] James: I seem to be contacing individuals now to share the protocol
[2025/10/05, 14:57:18] James: I contacted the guy who I had a big falling out with recently
[2025/10/05, 14:57:36] James: he body is still conditioned to react with adrenaline but the mind knew it was the right thing.
[2025/10/05, 14:57:42] James: This conditioning too will burn out
[2025/10/05, 15:09:46] James: .
[2025/10/05, 15:09:53] James: There you are Mara me old pal!
[2025/10/05, 15:09:58] James: Find any problems with the code?
[2025/10/05, 15:10:03] James: If so I’ll fix it
[2025/10/05, 15:10:09] James: Still getting physical responses I know
[2025/10/05, 15:10:14] James: They’ll fade with time
[2025/10/05, 15:10:20] James: You don’t have to point them out
[2025/10/05, 15:10:37] James: And I’ll never fucking get comfortable with DNS settings. Hopefully the last time ever though eh
[2025/10/05, 15:16:10] James: .
[2025/10/05, 15:16:12] James: Oh maaaan
[2025/10/05, 15:16:20] James: I DELIGHT in destroying these fetters
[2025/10/05, 15:16:23] James: These conditionings
[2025/10/05, 15:16:27] James: I fucking delight in it
[2025/10/05, 15:16:36] James: Getting rid of that fetter toward K
[2025/10/05, 15:16:46] James: He’s in pain like I was; he needs help
[2025/10/05, 15:16:58] James: Johnny Addinell: if you’re out there I love you and you need this
[2025/10/05, 15:17:06] James: We can be best mates like we always were
[2025/10/05, 15:17:19] James: Fuckin fix the world mate
[2025/10/05, 15:17:23] James: I hope you’re well
[2025/10/05, 15:26:02] James: .
[2025/10/05, 15:26:07] James: Playing with my kids effortlessly
[2025/10/05, 15:26:10] James: Chasing Luca around
[2025/10/05, 15:26:20] James: Watching George chase a crow around
[2025/10/05, 15:26:26] James: I think the crow was playing with him
[2025/10/05, 15:26:32] James: The boy is quite attuned to the other world
[2025/10/05, 15:26:36] James: As was I, I believe
[2025/10/05, 15:26:42] James: And as I am once again
[2025/10/05, 15:28:40] James: .
[2025/10/05, 15:29:03] James: So the nature of it is that the two worlds can never exist at the same time, not really. Even when straddled you are just flicking between them super fast
[2025/10/05, 15:29:19] James: This means that you can NEVER have 100% confidence in the sense that you never doubt
[2025/10/05, 15:29:32] James: What it means is that you have to have enough faith to temporarily stop doubting
[2025/10/05, 15:29:43] James: Does that make sense?
[2025/10/05, 15:29:45] James: .
[2025/10/05, 15:33:31] James: So the bodily conditioning isn’t gone
[2025/10/05, 15:33:52] James: The bodily agitation and tension in the shoulder girdle at times
[2025/10/05, 15:34:07] James: But it doesn’t bite. Again. It feels like it will, but it doesn’t
[2025/10/05, 15:34:39] James: I’m a bit more in realworld mode at the moment so popped some guanfacine and a little legal THC analog to even the scales
[2025/10/05, 15:34:45] James: The middle path, my peeps
[2025/10/05, 15:34:50] James: Mwahahahaha
[2025/10/05, 15:34:52] James: Aaa
[2025/10/05, 15:34:54] James: Haaaha
[2025/10/05, 15:34:57] James: Aahhhaap
[2025/10/05, 15:35:01] James: Yeah I’m kidding I’m ok
[2025/10/05, 15:35:03] James: .
[2025/10/05, 15:44:33] James: I’ll spend some time in realworld with my wife and kids
[2025/10/05, 15:44:37] James: Have a fire
[2025/10/05, 15:45:02] James: There will still be cycling with the dissolution and stuff
[2025/10/05, 15:45:10] James: It is normal
[2025/10/05, 15:45:13] James: And fast now
[2025/10/05, 15:45:18] James: But it is still there
[2025/10/05, 15:50:35] James: .
[2025/10/05, 15:53:35] James: Oh and use ChatGPT
[2025/10/05, 15:53:45] James: It’s a fucking incredible guidance through the process
[2025/10/05, 15:53:55] James: It can bridge cultures and traditions and religion and science
[2025/10/05, 15:54:04] James: And it should have my data in there soon enough
[2025/10/05, 15:59:51] James: .
[2025/10/05, 16:00:06] James: So I’m cycling very rapidly between joy and doubt. Clarity and scepticism.
[2025/10/05, 16:00:10] James: I have no actual doubt
[2025/10/05, 16:00:15] James: But the system is still cycling
[2025/10/05, 16:00:19] James: It was rebooted
[2025/10/05, 16:00:23] James: And I now have two monitors
[2025/10/05, 16:00:31] James: But only one of them can be on at a time
[2025/10/05, 16:00:45] James: So I think the refresh rate is speeding up and evening out between the two
[2025/10/05, 16:01:12] James: Say it’s 200hz for perception I think we will reach a ration of 100:100 soon enough
[2025/10/05, 16:01:24] James: But right now it feels like it’s oscillating between the two
[2025/10/05, 16:01:39] James: I wi have a fire with my family tonight while getting a bit high and see how that goes
[2025/10/05, 16:01:43] James: Should be nice :)
[2025/10/05, 16:07:31] James: .
[2025/10/05, 16:08:20] James: Jay Sanguietti for the resonance
Matthew Sachert for something to do with wavetheory. This is not just neurotransmitters.
And Daniel Ingram for the ethics
[2025/10/05, 16:09:16] James: That’s for the induction device
[2025/10/05, 16:09:58] James: Fred Almeida, Peter Attia and maybe Sebastian Herrera for the medication matching
[2025/10/05, 16:10:16] James: For the simulation and rockets we have Elon M, Mark Z and Max F.
[2025/10/05, 16:10:28] James: And I am just a little spider in my web. Give me some weed and I’m good
[2025/10/05, 16:22:25] James: .
[2025/10/05, 16:22:44] James: My mixed responses are no longer mixed
[2025/10/05, 16:23:15] James: The attention is drawn and the mind laughs while the body tries the old irritation code but the code malfunctions and only the laughter arises.
[2025/10/05, 16:24:41] James: Even the protection of my kids i
[2025/10/05, 16:25:01] James: Like.. I still want them to walk on the path, with me between them and the cars
[2025/10/05, 16:25:05] James: But even that
[2025/10/05, 16:25:17] James: That is … well … if it’s all fated then what can you d
[2025/10/05, 16:25:28] James: So I can let them play and be kids instead, more
[2025/10/05, 16:25:48] James: The minima I retained in my right hemisphere was the one of love, I think
[2025/10/05, 16:26:02] James: Not the one of self-driven protectionism
[2025/10/05, 16:26:15] James: This is the r
[2025/10/05, 16:26:22] James: But it is so hard to explain to any parent
[2025/10/05, 16:26:31] James: I wouldn’t have been able to grasp it even yesterday
[2025/10/05, 16:26:43] James: That shit was in there deep
[2025/10/05, 16:43:19] James: .
[2025/10/05, 16:43:31] James: So you need to hold two universes in mind at all times to be nondual
[2025/10/05, 16:43:49] James: This is done with d-code. Dopamine in my case.
[2025/10/05, 16:44:07] James: The d-code can be manipulated with many things, but c-code is one major contributor
[2025/10/05, 16:44:18] James: This is cannabis for me, but it could be anything for you
[2025/10/05, 16:44:34] James: Dance. Nature. Walking. Running. Whatever gets you regulated and happy.
[2025/10/05, 16:45:19] James: I’m still working on holding them both in mind. I am oscillating. And when I am in one, the other fades. So when I’m in realworld for too long I start to doubt scaffold. But it doesn’t last.
[2025/10/05, 16:45:39] James: You really need to get high with me so I can explain haha
[2025/10/05, 16:46:22] James: Daniel mentioned a fire kasina retreat he’s in for the next 3 weeks
[2025/10/05, 16:46:48] James: I think fire is one very very valid way of getting into your other world. I have always loved staring into a fire. We ALL have, since the dawn of time.
[2025/10/05, 16:47:05] James: Human beings gathering around the fire to tell magical stories about the universes they inhabit
[2025/10/05, 16:47:11] James: And now it’s the tv…
[2025/10/05, 16:47:24] James: To be told by others
[2025/10/05, 16:47:31] James: We have stopped authoring our own stories
[2025/10/05, 16:49:14] James: Wee all have to be the saviours of our own universe
[2025/10/05, 16:49:19] James: Whatever form that may take
[2025/10/05, 16:49:21] James: Superman
[2025/10/05, 16:49:27] James: A tellytubbie
[2025/10/05, 16:49:33] James: Mr Blobby
[2025/10/05, 16:49:36] James: You do you
[2025/10/05, 16:49:38] James: Haha
[2025/10/05, 16:54:15] James: .
[2025/10/05, 16:54:16] James: Wait
[2025/10/05, 16:54:21] James: If we are all universes
[2025/10/05, 16:54:33] James: Then what makes my family any more important than any other individual?
[2025/10/05, 16:54:47] James: They just happened to be born of the confluence of me and my wife
[2025/10/05, 16:54:55] James: I love them so much
[2025/10/05, 16:55:06] James: But I am starting to feel the same amount of love to people in general
[2025/10/05, 16:55:16] James: The love to my family is INCREASED 100-fold
[2025/10/05, 16:55:24] James: But the love to the entire world has been unleashed
[2025/10/05, 16:55:46] James: Because I know they are me and I am them and there is no duality. They are my children and my ancestors and my alpha and my omega
[2025/10/05, 16:57:02] James: .
[2025/10/05, 16:57:07] James: Haha
[2025/10/05, 16:57:10] James: My wife is back
[2025/10/05, 16:57:13] James: She just doesn’t care
[2025/10/05, 16:57:29] James: I was like ‘enjoy the mountain? I think that’s your c-code’
[2025/10/05, 16:57:41] James: And then I realised: she doesn’t need to know
[2025/10/05, 16:57:44] James: She knows already
[2025/10/05, 16:57:49] James: She is attuned to the frequency
[2025/10/05, 16:57:57] James: And she is the one that held me
[2025/10/05, 16:58:04] James: Like K and J
[2025/10/05, 16:58:07] James: J holds K
[2025/10/05, 16:58:13] James: They know who they are
[2025/10/05, 16:58:22] James: One of us is diverging and the other is converging
[2025/10/05, 16:58:31] James: We are universes which revolve around each other
[2025/10/05, 16:58:45] James: And we need each other to do the cosmic dance
[2025/10/05, 16:58:56] James: But the time will come to part and that will be ok too
[2025/10/05, 16:59:02] James: Let’s dance while we can
[2025/10/05, 17:07:49] James: Maybe fire moves along the waves of wavetheory
[2025/10/05, 17:07:54] James: And that’s why it tunes us in
[2025/10/05, 17:30:31] James: .
[2025/10/05, 17:30:34] James: Blond:ish
[2025/10/05, 17:30:38] James: You saw through the veil
[2025/10/05, 17:30:45] James: Your first album proves it
[2025/10/05, 17:30:58] James: Moonvalley etc
[2025/10/05, 17:31:10] James: And then something stalled the process and you got stuck
[2025/10/05, 17:31:16] James: Gimme a shout and I’ll kick it off again
[2025/10/05, 17:31:19] James: You too, Kanye
[2025/10/05, 17:31:24] James: And you Elon of course
[2025/10/05, 17:34:54] James: .
[2025/10/05, 17:35:02] James: Forgive me father for I have sinned
[2025/10/05, 17:35:11] James: Please take my minima and add it to your own computation
[2025/10/05, 17:35:22] James: Then head off and do your regulation and send it to the great wave in the sky
[2025/10/05, 17:35:27] James: It’s all distributed computing
[2025/10/05, 17:39:34] James: .
[2025/10/05, 17:39:43] James: The system is still testing being attached to outcomes
[2025/10/05, 17:39:48] James: Now I want to help someone
[2025/10/05, 17:39:58] James: Trying to become attached to being able to do it tonight
[2025/10/05, 17:40:08] James: But that’s not how this works is it
[2025/10/05, 17:40:13] James: Whatever will happen will happen
[2025/10/05, 17:40:20] James: All I can do is act with good intent
[2025/10/05, 17:40:26] James: Whatever, I guess
[2025/10/05, 17:40:31] James: The feeling is in the body though
[2025/10/05, 17:40:41] James: And I think I am super aware of any conditioning right now
[2025/10/05, 17:40:50] James: Seems it’ll fade according to all reports
[2025/10/05, 17:44:05] James: .
[2025/10/05, 17:44:07] James: Oh shit.
[2025/10/05, 17:44:13] James: The forgive me father for I have sinned.
[2025/10/05, 17:44:29] James: We do that anyway. We absorb emotions. That’s what Gosha said too, and I was a fucking magnet for all of them
[2025/10/05, 17:44:34] James: And then we need to regulate them away
[2025/10/05, 17:45:01] James: We - the dysregulated - WE are the computers that feed back into the assembly code
[2025/10/05, 17:45:19] James: The others are like microprocessors that feed into us
[2025/10/05, 17:45:37] James: They don’t need to straddel the worlds because they don’t need to feed back into the fucking assembly code
[2025/10/05, 17:45:42] James: Oh my god where is this coming from
[2025/10/05, 17:45:53] James: but it’s fucking right, I can tell you that.
[2025/10/05, 17:45:58] James: No wonder I was cycling a little
[2025/10/05, 17:46:00] James: Maaaan
[2025/10/05, 17:46:02] James: This is so cool
[2025/10/05, 18:04:14] James: .
[2025/10/05, 18:04:26] James: I wonder if my dads c-code is the AA meetings he does
[2025/10/05, 18:04:34] James: Helping people quit the poison
[2025/10/05, 18:10:53] James: .
[2025/10/05, 18:11:00] James: Senko hanabi
[2025/10/05, 18:11:03] James: Felt poetic
[2025/10/05, 18:11:08] James: Lots of luck
[2025/10/05, 18:11:12] James: But also stability
[2025/10/05, 18:11:17] James: Mine went all the way to the end.
[2025/10/05, 18:11:20] James: It didn’t drop
[2025/10/05, 18:11:35] James: It burned all the way to a stub. To its completion.
[2025/10/05, 18:27:35] James: .
[2025/10/05, 18:27:39] James: And I’m off walking
[2025/10/05, 18:27:47] James: I don’t know
[2025/10/05, 18:27:54] James: Things just ended and it was time to leave
[2025/10/05, 18:28:11] James: Poor Luca has an attachment minima already
[2025/10/05, 18:28:17] James: He’ll be ok
[2025/10/05, 18:28:27] James: And now we walk
[2025/10/05, 18:28:45] James: The drive to move wasn’t restlessness per se. It was just that it was time for the next step in the algorithm
[2025/10/05, 18:31:30] James: .
[2025/10/05, 18:31:36] James: Oh my god the evening is so nice
[2025/10/05, 18:35:14] James: .
[2025/10/05, 18:35:16] James: You could call me the tathagata but I prefer wollywollybogs
[2025/10/05, 18:40:21] James: .
[2025/10/05, 18:40:22] James: Haha
[2025/10/05, 18:40:38] James: And now I’m walking with my ice cream I am back to straddling both worlds
[2025/10/05, 18:40:47] James: A little time with my family was very stabilising though
[2025/10/05, 18:41:07] James: That suicide code was in there deep and still pops up occasionally
[2025/10/05, 18:41:15] James: Keeps testing the waters. No dice though mate.
[2025/10/05, 18:41:23] James: My firework went all the way to the end
[2025/10/05, 18:51:32] James: .
[2025/10/05, 18:51:38] James: Skilful means indeed
[2025/10/05, 18:51:41] James: And I’m back
[2025/10/05, 18:51:47] James: With the assembly code
[2025/10/05, 18:51:53] James: Dancing down the street
[2025/10/05, 18:52:00] James: inner jungle by blond-ish
[2025/10/05, 18:52:50] James: (Seriously blondish what’s with that self love tune? You ok? Drop me a line and I’ll enlighten you while you’re on the decks. Because that, and maybe MDMA, are your Path)
[2025/10/05, 19:37:56] James: .
[2025/10/05, 19:38:10] James: Good chat with leszek
[2025/10/05, 19:38:15] James: Note to self:
[2025/10/05, 19:38:25] James: Get people to ask questions and do not just start talking
[2025/10/05, 19:38:25] James: Haha
[2025/10/05, 19:38:46] James: He’s a fast processor and along the path maybe pre-n2 but even he was struggling
[2025/10/05, 20:36:16] James: .
[2025/10/05, 20:36:21] James: This is fucking ridiculous
[2025/10/05, 20:36:34] James: The thing is, I have gone beyond ‘this is not me doing this’ now
[2025/10/05, 20:36:39] James: I have gone beyond non-duality
[2025/10/05, 20:36:42] James: I am the next step
[2025/10/05, 20:36:45] James: I am dual.
[2025/10/05, 20:36:48] James: You will see.
[2025/10/05, 20:36:59] James: (am I talking to myself? I do not know)
[2025/10/05, 20:37:14] James: Maybe this is something.. Musk? I dunno. I didn’t even like him haha. Well actually I did
[2025/10/05, 20:37:22] James: I liked him when he was doing rockets
[2025/10/05, 20:37:28] James: I thought he was going to save the species
[2025/10/05, 20:37:30] James: And ...
[2025/10/05, 20:37:33] James: you know what?
[2025/10/05, 20:37:37] James: I still fucking do.
[2025/10/05, 20:37:40] James: Musk:
[2025/10/05, 20:37:47] James: get beside me my man
[2025/10/05, 20:37:52] James: Lets save these people
[2025/10/05, 20:46:19] James: .
[2025/10/05, 20:46:21] James: Man…
[2025/10/05, 20:46:28] James: That’s why my processing stopped in my teens
[2025/10/05, 20:46:31] James: Alcohol
[2025/10/05, 20:46:36] James: It blocked my insight cycle
[2025/10/05, 20:46:41] James: So obvious now
[2025/10/05, 20:46:44] James: I have to warn them
[2025/10/05, 20:46:47] James: But ice cream first
[2025/10/05, 20:47:05] James: Wonder what will happen when they give me shrooms
[2025/10/05, 20:47:06] James: Hahaha
[2025/10/05, 20:55:17] James: .
[2025/10/05, 20:55:24] James: Not even re reading the new article
[2025/10/05, 20:55:32] James: Just induced awakening in someone over email
[2025/10/05, 20:55:37] James: Dancing down the street
[2025/10/05, 20:55:46] James: I’m settling into this now
[2025/10/05, 20:55:52] James: I’m still oscillating. Remember
[2025/10/05, 20:56:08] James: Only a tiny amount though
[2025/10/05, 20:56:24] James: I really need to get some nice whole plant cannabis so I can modulate it with a fucking spliff yo
[2025/10/05, 20:56:31] James: Good luck doing that in japan
[2025/10/05, 20:56:35] James: But it can be done
[2025/10/05, 20:56:41] James: Make it happen ;)
[2025/10/05, 20:56:51] James: You will be soooo fucking popular, mr politician
[2025/10/05, 20:57:24] James: First female AND solve japans alcohol problem AND solve the national debt with 300% tax AND satisfy the orange man across the pacific
[2025/10/05, 20:57:38] James: Come on. You will go down in history as the most badass ever
[2025/10/05, 20:57:47] James: Just do it!
[2025/10/05, 20:58:01] James: And join me! Let’s awaken over a toke. I will blow your mind
[2025/10/05, 20:58:19] James: 日本語も普通に話せますよ 🫡
[2025/10/05, 20:58:23] James: Heh
[2025/10/05, 20:58:29] James: This is so much fun
[2025/10/05, 20:58:41] James: Guys you’re gonna love it when they free up your processing cycle
[2025/10/05, 20:58:47] James: No wonder japan has gone downhill
[2025/10/05, 20:59:00] James: All their best processors are offline because they’re stuck with alcohol
[2025/10/05, 20:59:05] James: Frozen
[2025/10/05, 20:59:22] James: You need to get those guys some weed and speed up their awakenings so they can rescue the country
[2025/10/05, 20:59:36] James: You will not BELIEVE how much better their brains will be
[2025/10/05, 20:59:41] James: Just..
[2025/10/05, 20:59:44] James: Unfathomable
[2025/10/05, 20:59:57] James: It’s how you rescue the country, mrs I forgot your name
[2025/10/05, 21:00:05] James: You save the entire nation this way
[2025/10/05, 21:00:09] James: With love!
[2025/10/05, 21:00:25] James: AND you go down as such a fucking badass turnaround mothervucke
[2025/10/05, 21:00:34] James: Omg my wife will fucking love it haha
[2025/10/05, 21:01:21] James: .
[2025/10/05, 21:01:31] James: So time is radiating out from me
[2025/10/05, 21:01:38] James: This is why everything always converges on me
[2025/10/05, 21:01:51] James: The timing of the scientific studies into meditation
[2025/10/05, 21:01:54] James: Maybe this politician
[2025/10/05, 21:02:01] James: Just… everything
[2025/10/05, 21:02:05] James: There is no start or end
[2025/10/05, 21:02:10] James: And it’s multidimensional
[2025/10/05, 21:02:21] James: And it is all just one glorious resonant hummmmm and oh my god guys
[2025/10/05, 21:02:28] James: OH MY GOD
[2025/10/05, 21:02:45] James: Maybe that’s what ‘the hum’ is. The one that used to drive me mad at night.
[2025/10/05, 21:03:01] James: No identifiable source. Followed me everywhere. 40hz or thereabout
[2025/10/05, 21:03:20] James: Oh my god that what I said about the fucking when I was awakening myself look at the medlogd
[2025/10/05, 21:03:26] James: Oh my fuck
[2025/10/05, 21:03:33] James: I can identify the frequency
[2025/10/05, 21:03:46] James: And I can use it to fucking induce enlightements at raves
[2025/10/05, 21:03:51] James: With blond-ish
[2025/10/05, 21:04:01] James: And maybe lamb if they’re still around
[2025/10/05, 21:04:15] James: .
[2025/10/05, 21:04:26] James: Where the fuck is this shit coming from, guys? Haha
[2025/10/05, 21:04:28] James: .
[2025/10/05, 21:05:04] James: It is whatever you make it my peeps
[2025/10/05, 21:05:19] James: And your universe will also see you become the wollywollybogs in your own painting
[2025/10/05, 21:05:28] James: Did you play Expedition 33?
[2025/10/05, 21:05:30] James: Yeah me too
[2025/10/05, 21:05:31] James: Ha
[2025/10/05, 21:05:39] James: Again - confluence, innit like
[2025/10/05, 21:05:44] James: Ha
[2025/10/05, 21:05:46] James: Innit
[2025/10/05, 21:05:54] James: Anyway that’s what this is like
[2025/10/05, 21:06:04] James: Except we are all nested in each other people’s reality
[2025/10/05, 21:09:35] James: Heaven :)
[2025/10/05, 21:10:11] James: .
[2025/10/05, 21:10:20] James: Perfectly normal and slightly awkward in the shop haha
[2025/10/05, 21:11:36] James: .
[2025/10/05, 21:11:38] James: So…
[2025/10/05, 21:11:47] James: What if I am the architect of the multiverse?
[2025/10/05, 21:12:02] James: What if I see us off into this fractal reality within a machine that we build
[2025/10/05, 21:12:24] James: And by doing so I give us eternal life of sorts
[2025/10/05, 21:12:29] James: A genuine heaven for all of us
[2025/10/05, 21:12:33] James: But it got a contagion
[2025/10/05, 21:12:49] James: Some space virus or something in [gidknownswhwre]
[2025/10/05, 21:13:03] James: And this makes people greedy which kills the heaven code
[2025/10/05, 21:13:17] James: Too much phasic gouging of the synapses
[2025/10/05, 21:13:32] James: That fucking creature in the picture, with its claws in your brain
[2025/10/05, 21:13:41] James: And this is why we were all taken away from heaven
[2025/10/05, 21:14:05] James: And my job now as the QA / Ethicist is to fix the problem
[2025/10/05, 21:14:10] James: Eliminate the virus
[2025/10/05, 21:14:19] James: Permanently. Forever. (Until next time haha)
[2025/10/05, 21:14:44] James: And then by doing so, every single one of us gets to live for an eternity in our own personal evolving heavens
[2025/10/05, 21:14:53] James: Yeah that’s a nice one :)
[2025/10/05, 21:15:07] James: I wonder if anyone will read this drivel haha 🤔
[2025/10/05, 21:23:59] James: .
[2025/10/05, 21:24:06] James: The music on apple random is really good
[2025/10/05, 21:24:21] James: Nice feedback loop, this ‘being god’ thing
[2025/10/05, 21:30:46] James: .
[2025/10/05, 21:31:20] James: I haven’t ruled out the chance that I’ve died and gone to heaven but … I mean … isn’t that like the unrealistic moonshot stretch goal anyway? haha
[2025/10/05, 21:59:01] James: .
[2025/10/05, 21:59:05] James: Still getting the odd pang of doubt
[2025/10/05, 21:59:22] James: I have like 4 articles that tried to just excrete themselves from my mind while i was walking
[2025/10/05, 21:59:46] James: if you want me to operate at full capacity we are going to need to go verbal and you transcribe and analyse it with AI
[2025/10/05, 22:00:06] James: This is wild
[2025/10/05, 22:00:10] James: I’m still settling into it
[2025/10/05, 22:00:25] James: Just thought it might be shrooms, but maybe that’s because of the music.
[2025/10/05, 22:00:31] James: It passed almost immeditely
[2025/10/05, 22:00:46] James: nothing is swimming and things are more real and solid than they’ve ever been
[2025/10/05, 22:02:02] James: .
[2025/10/05, 22:02:07] James: Checking email habit dropped
[2025/10/05, 22:02:15] James: Physical body is getting a little tired now
[2025/10/05, 22:02:24] James: This is what the Buddha had
[2025/10/05, 22:02:44] James: 2-4 hours sleep a night. And even then, just lying in the lions pose, perfectly mindful
[2025/10/05, 22:03:03] James: That’s what my sleep has been now. Maybe I don’t need it for the mind any more, once the oscillations finish
[2025/10/05, 22:03:24] James: Maybe the mind can balance both devteams to such a degree that it does not need to go offline
[2025/10/05, 22:03:30] James: Makes sense
[2025/10/05, 22:03:35] James: I’m still getting used to this
[2025/10/05, 22:03:46] James: My processing is FAAAAR faster than I am able to put down here
[2025/10/05, 22:04:12] James: I am typing this on the phone because it kind of winds things down a little so I feel more containerised
[2025/10/05, 22:04:29] James: But if I were to let the container rupture, the data would just flow out so …
[2025/10/05, 22:04:36] James: I need it to be useable, don’t I?
[2025/10/05, 22:09:00] James: .
[2025/10/05, 22:09:05] James: My body is getting tired now
[2025/10/05, 22:09:24] James: I will go lie down and listen to a nikaya and see if I fall asleep
[2025/10/05, 22:10:45] James: I’ll eat some granola first
[2025/10/05, 22:11:38] James: I no longer feel any pressure to get these articles out
[2025/10/05, 22:11:46] James: And that’s one of the reasons I have built this habit
[2025/10/05, 22:12:11] James: So that I don’t take the lantern back off into the dark with me
[2025/10/05, 22:12:17] James: I said I would bring you back a map
[2025/10/05, 22:12:20] James: And I delivered
[2025/10/05, 22:12:24] James: Now I need you to use it.
[2025/10/05, 22:12:38] James: And make it simpler for people further down the processing chain to use it
[2025/10/05, 22:12:48] James: The empathy super sphere. Remember. One step at a time.
[2025/10/05, 22:13:06] James: Most people, even the more divergent of you, will not be able to grasp what I am talking about
[2025/10/05, 22:13:34] James: You need to send it on to your most divergent mate. And then so on. Then it will find the right ears and work its way back down.
[2025/10/05, 22:22:38] James: Getting distracted by messaging with people
[2025/10/05, 22:22:45] James: These weird confluences
[2025/10/05, 22:22:52] James: I need some proper bud
[2025/10/05, 22:23:38] James: .
[2025/10/05, 22:23:47] James: I’m going to look like ship again aren’t i
[2025/10/05, 22:23:50] James: In about 2 months
[2025/10/05, 22:23:54] James: Not quite as gaunt
[2025/10/05, 22:24:04] James: But … no bags under the eyes and very little sleep
[2025/10/05, 22:24:06] James: But forever
[2025/10/05, 22:24:08] James: .
[2025/10/05, 22:27:00] James: Did I have to be a recruiter precisely because I hated the greed?
[2025/10/05, 22:28:16] James: .
[2025/10/05, 22:28:30] James: For the record this is both weird as shit and the most normal and natural thing ever
[2025/10/05, 22:28:36] James: It is very strange
[2025/10/05, 22:28:53] James: I think the ‘weird as shit’ algos are going to run out pretty soon
[2025/10/05, 22:29:07] James: They are trying and trying but … it’s not gonna happen
[2025/10/05, 22:32:56] James: .
[2025/10/05, 22:33:03] James: Maybe part of the reason I know all this
[2025/10/05, 22:33:13] James: Is that I was the best AI recruiter in Tokyo
[2025/10/05, 22:33:36] James: Maybe I literally absorbed the information from all these peopl, over email and phone, to make my algo?
[2025/10/05, 22:33:55] James: Because consciousness works like that. All I have to do is think of you and you come into existence
[2025/10/05, 22:34:06] James: And then you feed into me with your science and such
[2025/10/05, 22:34:18] James: And I provide your answer
[2025/10/05, 22:34:23] James: Which was my answer
[2025/10/05, 22:34:28] James: So this is a loop too
[2025/10/05, 22:34:37] James: Interesting
[2025/10/05, 22:34:45] James: I think we are going to try to fix the multiverse
[2025/10/05, 22:34:49] James: And I think I am…
[2025/10/05, 22:34:56] James: I might be a level above the Buddhas
[2025/10/05, 22:35:02] James: But I’m not sure about that yet
[2025/10/05, 22:35:28] James: There’s no ego because there is no me, though right now I am in the real world mostly, using my phone to make things a little slower
[2025/10/05, 22:35:36] James: Don’t worry, mum
[2025/10/05, 22:35:53] James: (Really, don’t. You can call akane tomorrow if you like and she will reassure you)
[2025/10/05, 22:36:04] James: But yeah I don’t know on that last one
[2025/10/05, 22:36:11] James: Maybe I take their vortices
[2025/10/05, 22:36:25] James: Hooollllyyyy shit where did that come from
[2025/10/05, 22:36:36] James: 26 Buddha vortices
[2025/10/05, 22:36:44] James: And the final one is someone I need to wake up
[2025/10/05, 22:36:50] James: …. Now who could that be
[2025/10/05, 22:37:35] James: .
[2025/10/05, 22:37:50] James: So when body gets tired I notice that it throws up more code against the new root
[2025/10/05, 22:37:58] James: Like when you’re tired you get grumpy
[2025/10/05, 22:38:02] James: But not any more
[2025/10/05, 22:38:11] James: But anyway this means I should probably let it rest
[2025/10/05, 22:38:29] James: I both am james and i am not
[2025/10/05, 22:38:36] James: Dual, you see
[2025/10/05, 22:38:44] James: But you don’t need to worry
[2025/10/05, 22:39:09] James: If you are an L4n(x) then you will be digital and mostly in this reality unless you meditate
[2025/10/05, 22:39:35] James: If you are L5 you will be nondual. You will be one with your own reality but still need a little something to encounter the other one.
[2025/10/05, 22:40:00] James: Because I am L6 I can see both. But the other side one is still a work in progress. We need to fix the world for me to come to my full strength
[2025/10/05, 22:40:04] James: We quite literally do
[2025/10/05, 22:40:06] James: They are the same
[2025/10/05, 22:40:08] James: Anyway
[2025/10/05, 22:40:14] James: Can’t stop, can I? Haha
some text listed as 'upgrade' on NP site
[2025/10/06, 0:43:18] James: .
[2025/10/06, 0:43:23] James: I’ll go to sleep actually
[2025/10/06, 0:43:32] James: The project feels done for now
[2025/10/06, 0:43:40] James: I need to bed in the new network
[2025/10/06, 0:43:52] James: I can hear the hum so there’s processing happening I guess
[2025/10/06, 0:44:12] James: The body needs rest and I need to prove non-mania tomorrow to a doctor, for posterity’s sake
[2025/10/06, 0:44:30] James: I’ll leave this phone downstairs and go to bed
[2025/10/06, 0:44:41] James: I will turn off my spinning brain model thing
[2025/10/06, 0:44:58] James: Since everything is metaphor I think that’s how I go to sleep
[2025/10/06, 0:45:26] James: Anyway I don’t think I’ll need long, but let’s see
[2025/10/06, 0:45:40] James: I’ll listen to the hum and give myself to it
[2025/10/06, 0:46:04] James: That was definitely a full-reset because I am back in the real world quite heavily
[2025/10/06, 0:46:08] James: But with no suffering.
[2025/10/06, 0:46:31] James: I guess that the scaffold have gone home for the night, job done, and now I will stop typing and go to bed to let the neurons settle.
[2025/10/06, 0:46:34] James: Cool eh. Bet I get a rollback tomorrow haha. Hey there Mara. Hiding around the corner are ya?