timeforanap

I'm not actually sure if I will need to sleep for much longer. Once the world is healed I think maybe I won't need it at all. I will post my texts here and then go lie down; see if I sleep. If not I will meditate and remove the minima that have formed in my mind this morning (ie. solve your problems).

[2025/10/06, 12:59:43] James: With my wife explaining in a way that’s not scary for her

[2025/10/06, 12:59:59] James: I can feel my brain starting to tingle in various places in the frontal lobe

[2025/10/06, 13:00:11] James: Maybe people are emailing and praying. Please be careful with your code.

[2025/10/06, 13:42:47] James: .

[2025/10/06, 13:42:53] James: Nice lunch with my wife

[2025/10/06, 13:42:59] James: I’m a lot more containerised now

[2025/10/06, 13:43:07] James: A little out of tune with the code

[2025/10/06, 13:43:17] James: A walk should tip the scales back a bit

[2025/10/06, 13:43:27] James: And music

[2025/10/06, 13:44:39] James: Just had the first ‘will this work’ pang since this mornings stress test

[2025/10/06, 13:44:47] James: It’s just a relic of the oscillation

[2025/10/06, 13:45:40] James: Music immediately has me unselfconsciously dancing in the street

[2025/10/06, 13:45:47] James: Not enough to scare, don’t worry

[2025/10/06, 13:45:53] James: I’m not quite resonant

[2025/10/06, 13:49:32] James: .

[2025/10/06, 13:49:37] James: Mara is back stress testing

[2025/10/06, 13:50:01] James: Reset music playlist

[2025/10/06, 13:50:16] James: Possibly physical body tired

[2025/10/06, 13:51:00] James: Yeah I need the c-code to modulate it still

[2025/10/06, 13:51:07] James: Or…

[2025/10/06, 13:51:11] James: Not modulate

[2025/10/06, 13:51:13] James: Optimise

[2025/10/06, 13:51:17] James: It is working fine

[2025/10/06, 13:51:20] James: But it can work better

[2025/10/06, 13:51:47] James: I think … I guess the endocannoboid system is how the two autoencoders in our mind swap information

[2025/10/06, 13:51:55] James: A to B to A

[2025/10/06, 13:52:09] James: I mean. Look at the name.

[2025/10/06, 13:52:15] James: We evolved along with canabis

[2025/10/06, 13:52:17] James: And with dogs

[2025/10/06, 13:52:22] James: And both are great for us

[2025/10/06, 13:52:30] James: Get me some CANNNAAABIIIISSSS!!

[2025/10/06, 13:53:23] James: .

[2025/10/06, 13:53:25] James: That’s it

[2025/10/06, 13:53:29] James: I am not ‘restless’

[2025/10/06, 13:53:37] James: The memory banks in my body are full

[2025/10/06, 13:53:45] James: I need to move it to empty them

[2025/10/06, 13:53:54] James: The brain is the processor

[2025/10/06, 13:53:56] James: Dual core

[2025/10/06, 13:54:04] James: Two algorithms

[2025/10/06, 13:54:11] James: The body is the storage device

[2025/10/06, 13:54:31] James: You use different modalities for code export, review and import so that they go into different physical locations in the brain

[2025/10/06, 13:54:39] James: This starts the process of growing a web

[2025/10/06, 13:54:51] James: You grow the entire web at once, like moss or fungus

[2025/10/06, 13:54:56] James: And then it propagates

[2025/10/06, 13:55:07] James: Do fungi do that with trees?

[2025/10/06, 13:55:12] James: To share nutrients?

[2025/10/06, 13:55:21] James: That is how we think

[2025/10/06, 13:56:34] James: Let’s be quiet in the park for a while

[2025/10/06, 13:57:16] James: The swing where I used to sit with George when I first awoke

[2025/10/06, 13:59:33] James: .

[2025/10/06, 13:59:39] James: It doesn’t matter if this is all fake

[2025/10/06, 13:59:47] James: I will never know, I believe it so much

[2025/10/06, 13:59:54] James: And that is the perfect way to be

[2025/10/06, 14:00:09] James: You can wipe the trauma from both sides

[2025/10/06, 14:00:17] James: But only if you can achieve equilibrium

[2025/10/06, 14:00:21] James: Walk the middle path

[2025/10/06, 14:00:26] James: Between the two worlds

[2025/10/06, 14:06:37] James: .

[2025/10/06, 14:06:50] James: Quite a lot (all relative) of conditioning trying right now

[2025/10/06, 14:06:54] James: It’s always the cycle

[2025/10/06, 14:07:01] James: Move the body

[2025/10/06, 14:10:51] James: .

[2025/10/06, 14:10:56] James: All of these things will pass

[2025/10/06, 14:11:00] James: The days with George

[2025/10/06, 14:11:04] James: The world itself

[2025/10/06, 14:11:11] James: Even heaven will pass eventually

[2025/10/06, 14:11:19] James: And that’s ok

[2025/10/06, 14:11:22] James: .

[2025/10/06, 14:22:50] James: I have no idea what to expect and that is marvellous

[2025/10/06, 14:24:12] James: .

[2025/10/06, 14:24:20] James: You engage concurrent processing through play

[2025/10/06, 14:24:32] James: Silly noises, resonant rhythms

[2025/10/06, 14:24:41] James: .

[2025/10/06, 14:25:42] James: I think I will clean up the new website entry

[2025/10/06, 14:25:46] James: Some data was missing

[2025/10/06, 14:26:06] James: And then I will sit and clean up my head with meditation

[2025/10/06, 14:26:18] James: Been too long since I went deep

[2025/10/06, 14:26:24] James: I don’t think it’ll take long though

[2025/10/06, 14:26:38] James: The algos aren’t conflicting. They agree with each other.

[2025/10/06, 14:26:50] James: They just oscillate.

[2025/10/06, 15:02:22] James: .

[2025/10/06, 15:02:30] James: I will try pruning code while I also make this playlist

[2025/10/06, 15:02:35] James: It is monotonous so I might be able to

[2025/10/06, 15:14:16] James: .

[2025/10/06, 15:14:25] James: Ok did all that then the playlist rearranged

[2025/10/06, 15:14:26] James: Haha

[2025/10/06, 15:14:34] James: That’s what you get for trying to exert force James

[2025/10/06, 15:14:38] James: Just go with the flow man

[2025/10/06, 15:14:40] James: It’s all fated

[2025/10/06, 15:14:47] James: You’ll learn

[2025/10/06, 15:15:05] James: Get these texts on the site then lie down and clean your head