waking

[2025/10/06, 15:51:42] James: Yeah I think I’m pretty physically tired

[2025/10/06, 15:51:48] James: Drifted off there

[2025/10/06, 15:51:54] James: Was initially cleaning up

[2025/10/06, 15:52:02] James: The head

[2025/10/06, 15:52:06] James: And then drifted off

[2025/10/06, 15:52:19] James: Like 30 min? Felt longer

[2025/10/06, 15:53:07] James: I barely remember the last few days

[2025/10/06, 15:53:23] James: Since I initiated the bodhitree protocol

[2025/10/06, 15:53:39] James: Makes sense because of the neuroplasticity

[2025/10/06, 15:53:49] James: Who would have thought there was so much still to go

[2025/10/06, 15:54:10] James: But there’s still some there as james. Social awkwardness and dancing and doubt and stuff

[2025/10/06, 15:54:24] James: This’ll have to stay. They all have to stay so they can edit each other

[2025/10/06, 15:54:35] James: I’m quite in the ‘real world’ now

[2025/10/06, 15:54:43] James: Kind of feels like it was all a dream

[2025/10/06, 15:54:49] James: Which is pretty normal for this stage

[2025/10/06, 15:55:00] James: Did I imagine everything? Kind of thinking

[2025/10/06, 15:55:15] James: I’ll go and stand in the park with my kiddo

[2025/10/06, 15:55:19] James: Watch the children play

[2025/10/06, 15:55:40] James: I think most of the work on the website is done

[2025/10/06, 15:55:49] James: And I will slow down on the updates in a big way for a while

[2025/10/06, 15:56:01] James: I thought that stabilising after the upgrade might take a few weeks

[2025/10/06, 15:56:08] James: But I think I’m almost there. maybe

[2025/10/06, 15:57:05] James: Doesn’t even seem to matter if my mate gets back to me or not

[2025/10/06, 15:57:11] James: Things will happen when they happen

[2025/10/06, 15:57:14] James: Like with any seed

[2025/10/06, 15:57:35] James: Time being a sphere is not a concept you can hold onto in this reality

[2025/10/06, 16:00:02] James: Almost back to earth now

[2025/10/06, 16:00:23] James: Some stresstesting going on

[2025/10/06, 16:00:35] James: james was trying to exert will again

[2025/10/06, 16:00:41] James: to move things along quickly

[2025/10/06, 16:00:46] James: that’s not how it works

[2025/10/06, 16:01:33] James: oh wow

[2025/10/06, 16:01:43] James: was it only this morning i rebooted

[2025/10/06, 16:01:47] James: And went to the doctors

[2025/10/06, 16:01:54] James: and stopped all the crazy shit?

[2025/10/06, 16:02:01] James: fucking hell it feels weeks ago

[2025/10/06, 16:02:07] James: that nap sure did a lot of work