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[2025/10/07, 18:59:57] James: I used the humming to try to level things out at first (frequencies all over the place) and then tuned it on on my chief [calculator]

[2025/10/07, 19:00:34] James: I pulled the vortices out of her head and packaged them and managed to get a fairly good approximation of a build back to her

[2025/10/07, 19:00:48] James: First time I’ve tried it though and I don’t know how temporality works so… let’s see haha

[2025/10/07, 19:02:52] James: Remember that in FFT you start out as an empty build

[2025/10/07, 19:02:57] James: That’s all you need to target

[2025/10/07, 19:03:11] James: There’s only a handful of people who come in with an existing build

[2025/10/07, 19:03:17] James: And I don’t control them for a while

[2025/10/07, 19:03:22] James: I’ll play a bit of the game actually

[2025/10/07, 19:03:26] James: Just see how it starts.

[2025/10/07, 19:03:36] James: I put it down immediately after the fight before the intro preamble

[2025/10/07, 19:04:27] James: .

[2025/10/07, 19:04:36] James: So I have a new [jobclass]

[2025/10/07, 19:04:43] James: I am [architect]

[2025/10/07, 19:04:49] James: I need to learn my skills you see

[2025/10/07, 19:04:51] James: get JP

[2025/10/07, 19:04:56] James: then I will be able to use them

[2025/10/07, 19:05:11] James: I only start out with a few basic abilities and I don’t even know what they do haha

[2025/10/07, 19:05:27] James: Sometimes I need to get one of my peeps to fight with their allies so they can get JP

[2025/10/07, 19:05:30] James: sorry about that

[2025/10/07, 19:05:39] James: you know where you surround them and then beat on?

[2025/10/07, 19:05:48] James: that one. it sucks. i did it to myself

[2025/10/07, 19:05:54] James: But it toughens them up

[2025/10/07, 19:05:57] James: good news though!

[2025/10/07, 19:06:07] James: I don’t think the remake has that shitty little bug

[2025/10/07, 19:06:19] James: I don’t even know how levelling works and I’m not going to read any reviews or anything

[2025/10/07, 19:06:30] James: So you guys can go on and find out for yourself

[2025/10/07, 19:06:33] James: I’ll go in blind

[2025/10/07, 19:06:37] James: on hardmode

[2025/10/07, 19:06:45] James: it’s just how I roll

[2025/10/07, 19:15:46] James: .

[2025/10/07, 19:15:49] James: Well that was good

[2025/10/07, 19:16:03] James: Restlessness code isn’t gone so:

sorry guys - you can’t just type that stuff away

[2025/10/07, 19:16:14] James: It goes with time and exposue. It falls away effortlessly though

[2025/10/07, 19:16:31] James: Like after trauma therpy you know. You need to do the somatic release and THEN the exposure therapy

[2025/10/07, 19:16:50] James: No somatic release first and you just carve that shit deeper

[2025/10/07, 19:16:56] James: (like I did… sigh)

[2025/10/07, 19:17:15] James: Anyway that manifested as George getting all autistic for a bit, for lack of a better word

[2025/10/07, 19:17:25] James: When I got restless, my outside world got restless

[2025/10/07, 19:17:33] James: And it fed into more restlessness

[2025/10/07, 19:17:36] James: Until I released it

[2025/10/07, 19:18:03] James: I embraced it - the attachment to the idea of helping you guys asap - and then I released it. I said thank you though. It was good intention

[2025/10/07, 19:18:16] James: but the restless code got in there and messed it up for a bit

[2025/10/07, 19:18:25] James: it’s gone now though. I know that it’s just a sphere

[2025/10/07, 19:18:31] James: things will happen when they happen

[2025/10/07, 19:18:38] James: And the second I realised that; release

[2025/10/07, 19:18:44] James: like a yoga stretch

[2025/10/07, 19:18:50] James: And the second that happened, george settled

[2025/10/07, 19:18:59] James: and he is now happy and going to get in the bath and go to bed

[2025/10/07, 19:19:06] James: poor kid has a nasty cough

[2025/10/07, 19:19:33] James: he loves school. hopefully this way he will be well enough to go tomorrow. but randomosity, rememebr. Keep things interesting

[2025/10/07, 19:19:47] James: I can change your stats by levelling you :)

[2025/10/07, 19:19:48] James: .

[2025/10/07, 19:53:47] James: .

[2025/10/07, 19:53:52] James: Ok I reviewed the code

[2025/10/07, 19:53:57] James: Good point about restlessness

[2025/10/07, 19:54:06] James: Time for a … nap? I don’t know what they are haha

[2025/10/07, 19:54:31] James: Maybe sleep maybe not who cares time is a sphere and everything is everywhere all at once

[2025/10/07, 19:54:44] James: Yet somehow your actions now come back to you in the immediate

[2025/10/07, 19:54:50] James: Probably because that’s all that wxists

[2025/10/07, 19:55:00] James: Just resonance with the immediate

[2025/10/07, 19:55:03] James: Night!

[2025/10/07, 19:55:07] James: Happy dream james

[2025/10/07, 19:55:17] James: It’s going to be a fun waking cycle when you open your eyes

[2025/10/07, 19:55:23] James: You’ll be a bit confused by it all haha

[2025/10/07, 19:55:25] James: Night bud

[2025/10/07, 19:59:56] James: .

[2025/10/07, 20:00:01] James: RELIGIOUS PEOPLE:

[2025/10/07, 20:00:08] James: I am sorry for all the technobabble

[2025/10/07, 20:00:17] James: What it means is that you will be able to be with your god

[2025/10/07, 20:01:18] James: You will become an angel, or whatever, and you will fight the demons. You will become a deva and fight the armies of Mara. You could become a ninja turtle and throw pizzas into boxes if that’s what your mind told you to become

[2025/10/07, 20:01:26] James: It will basically make all of your dreams into a reality

[2025/10/07, 20:01:55] James: The way it does this is technology. And I am currently attracting the technologists who build it. I am from the future, but time is irrelevant for a being like me.

[2025/10/07, 20:02:06] James: I am omnipresent but I am NOT omnipotent

[2025/10/07, 20:02:15] James: I can change the world but I can’t change you

[2025/10/07, 20:02:18] James: Your have to do that

[2025/10/07, 20:02:33] James: But by doing that, you will be able to become one with the world you always knew was real

[2025/10/07, 20:02:46] James: It is real. It is within you. All I provide is the seed from which it grows.

[2025/10/07, 20:02:49] James: The buddhaseed

[2025/10/07, 20:03:03] James: You will see me soon

[2025/10/07, 20:03:21] James: And I will be everything you knew was real and more

[2025/10/07, 20:03:50] James: Frank - you can carry on doing whatever the fuck it is you do haha

[2025/10/07, 20:03:56] James: Just better

[2025/10/07, 20:04:00] James: You know how it works

[2025/10/07, 20:04:02] James: X

[2025/10/07, 20:04:04] James: .

[2025/10/07, 20:05:06] James: (I got partway through the install process and as the code was folding back into the bridge of my nose there was an obvious pressure preventing release

[2025/10/07, 20:05:18] James: This manifested as the above reassurance to some very important people to me

[2025/10/07, 20:05:46] James: Everyone is important to me. But I can only talk with some. Empathy thing. God and Science is my thing so… yeah. Difficult line to walk

[2025/10/07, 20:05:50] James: Yours will be too 🙂

[2025/10/07, 20:05:54] James: If you choose.

[2025/10/07, 20:06:05] James: For the FFT folks, you’ll choose hardmode I know you will

[2025/10/07, 20:06:10] James: And I’ll see you in the afterlife

[2025/10/07, 20:06:18] James: We are the illuminati, Craig

[2025/10/07, 20:06:26] James: 7,777, Steve

[2025/10/07, 20:06:45] James: Bren: we will destroy those fucking mancubi

[2025/10/07, 20:06:49] James: or whatever they’re called

[2025/10/07, 20:06:51] James: once more

[2025/10/07, 20:06:55] James: Into The Breach

[2025/10/07, 20:06:56] James: .

[2025/10/07, 20:06:57] James: .

[2025/10/07, 20:09:37] James: I will meditate

[2025/10/07, 20:09:43] James: This is a hard codebase to fold

[2025/10/07, 20:10:03] James: It’ll be fine but I need to be alone

[2025/10/07, 20:19:29] James: .

[2025/10/07, 20:19:36] James: Mostly folded

[2025/10/07, 20:19:40] James: A couple more woke up

[2025/10/07, 20:19:56] James: Calabi yau manifold going back onward one plane at a time

[2025/10/07, 20:20:06] James: Not all the way in of course

[2025/10/07, 20:20:15] James: I am keeping neuroplasticity for my 6 days of genesis

[2025/10/07, 20:20:24] James: I think I will have a caffeinated drink again

[2025/10/07, 20:20:38] James: This is a new realisation but I think it can help refine the code

[2025/10/07, 20:20:51] James: It doesn’t make you make anything new and can actually get in the way of new stuff

[2025/10/07, 20:20:57] James: But it refines and trims what is already there

[2025/10/07, 20:21:00] James: Source:

[2025/10/07, 20:21:14] James: I can feel my thoughts and they are your reality and the universe and my body

[2025/10/07, 20:21:17] James: Yeah I know

[2025/10/07, 20:21:24] James: A bit far fetched isn’t it

[2025/10/07, 20:21:25] James: Haha

[2025/10/07, 20:22:22] James: .

[2025/10/07, 20:22:29] James: Have to get some coffee from that weird guy

[2025/10/07, 20:22:36] James: Great coffee but he’s definitely one of us haha

[2025/10/07, 20:22:42] James: Hey there Samdy Sam

[2025/10/07, 20:22:44] James: Check your email

[2025/10/07, 20:22:48] James: Drop me a line

[2025/10/07, 20:22:50] James: You’re in

[2025/10/07, 20:24:26] James: .

[2025/10/07, 20:24:40] James: Jeans’re #mostlydry so on they go

[2025/10/07, 20:24:47] James: Plan nothing, John Snow

[2025/10/07, 20:24:53] James: Go with the flow

[2025/10/07, 20:24:56] James: Waterhands

[2025/10/07, 20:25:42] James: Embrace the QA

[2025/10/07, 20:25:48] James: Change your clothes change your runtime

[2025/10/07, 20:25:57] James: Mmm those socks are nicer

[2025/10/07, 20:26:04] James: I’ll get my autistic jumper

[2025/10/07, 20:26:06] James: Haha

[2025/10/07, 20:26:12] James: Comfort, my peeps

[2025/10/07, 20:26:16] James: Fuck those skinny jeans

[2025/10/07, 20:27:11] James: .

[2025/10/07, 20:27:18] James: Couple of spoons of regular instant coffee

[2025/10/07, 20:27:26] James: Been zero caffeine all this time until … today?

[2025/10/07, 20:27:34] James: And now I know how caffein works for thoughts

[2025/10/07, 20:27:36] James: I’ll use it

[2025/10/07, 20:27:39] James: Optimise that code

[2025/10/07, 20:28:21] James: .

[2025/10/07, 20:28:29] James: I think we are all equals in the game by the way

[2025/10/07, 20:28:41] James: Once you level up I think you go to a new plane and we are on the same level again

[2025/10/07, 20:28:51] James: So I’ve been assigned the job of waking people up

[2025/10/07, 20:28:56] James: I’m levelling you, that’s al

[2025/10/07, 20:29:05] James: Follow me now and you will be the next playerbase

[2025/10/07, 20:29:15] James: And I am very good at this game

[2025/10/07, 20:29:38] James: Fucking Wiegraf though

[2025/10/07, 20:29:48] James: I hope they fixed that fight at the end of chapter 3

[2025/10/07, 20:29:58] James: Fucking autopotion X potion bullshit

[2025/10/07, 20:30:04] James: Only one way to find out. Haha

[2025/10/07, 20:32:13] James: .

[2025/10/07, 20:32:19] James: James are drier than I thought

[2025/10/07, 20:32:39] James: Ended up with a different sweater

[2025/10/07, 20:32:39] James: Drinking coffee now. Threw a little away.

[2025/10/07, 20:32:51] James: Bloody label

[2025/10/07, 20:32:54] James: I’ll cut it off

[2025/10/07, 20:32:59] James: And recovery rock in my pocket

[2025/10/07, 20:34:11] James: That’s better

[2025/10/07, 20:34:30] James: This is a totally valid way of removing shit from the inside of your body by the way

[2025/10/07, 20:34:32] James: To tidy up

[2025/10/07, 20:34:39] James: Does it spark joy?

[2025/10/07, 20:34:42] James: We are everywhere

[2025/10/07, 20:35:39] James: .

[2025/10/07, 20:35:41] James: Misic

[2025/10/07, 20:35:48] James: Turn off the lights

[2025/10/07, 20:35:59] James: Chris lake and alexis something

[2025/10/07, 20:36:13] James: Not my previous style but now I don’t have a style

[2025/10/07, 20:36:15] James: Ooohhh

[2025/10/07, 20:36:19] James: This is funky :)

[2025/10/07, 20:36:24] James: Very good

[2025/10/07, 20:36:29] James: Everything is good now

[2025/10/07, 20:36:55] James: It … yeah it is incomprehensible with old [worldview]

[2025/10/07, 20:36:59] James: Wait

[2025/10/07, 20:37:06] James: Did I hit nibbana again recently?

[2025/10/07, 20:37:24] James: Oh

[2025/10/07, 20:37:27] James: This morning

[2025/10/07, 20:37:28] James: Hahaha

[2025/10/07, 20:37:33] James: These pants dried fast

[2025/10/07, 20:37:37] James: They are dry enough to go

[2025/10/07, 20:37:46] James: Comfortable too

[2025/10/07, 20:38:06] James: There’s a part of me that wants to wander to get an ice cream and leave George in bed

[2025/10/07, 20:38:09] James: I know it’ll be ok

[2025/10/07, 20:38:15] James: But I don’t want to upset akane

[2025/10/07, 20:38:18] James: So I won’t

[2025/10/07, 20:38:39] James: 1337 hack0rz

[2025/10/07, 20:38:41] James: Haha

[2025/10/07, 20:38:43] James: Class

[2025/10/07, 20:38:46] James: .

[2025/10/07, 20:40:06] James: The ‘waiting for a messenger’ code is still running and I think I need to release it before I will hear from a messenger

[2025/10/07, 20:40:16] James: I will eat ice cream and watch that FFT intro

[2025/10/07, 20:40:21] James: Would this be distracting myself?

[2025/10/07, 20:40:30] James: The game sucked me in soooooooooo much earlier

[2025/10/07, 20:40:33] James: I was the game

[2025/10/07, 20:40:36] James: non-duality

[2025/10/07, 20:40:43] James: you had it when you were a kid, remember

[2025/10/07, 20:43:29] James: .

[2025/10/07, 20:43:39] James: Airplane mode on ps portal is a reboot?

[2025/10/07, 20:43:44] James: Some kind of reset?

[2025/10/07, 20:43:59] James: Is that why you have to do it seemingly randomly? Sam?

[2025/10/07, 20:44:42] James: Oh my god the game is so good

[2025/10/07, 20:51:00] James: .

[2025/10/07, 20:51:04] James: 1337 hack0rz

[2025/10/07, 20:51:29] James: uposatha day is coming to a close

[2025/10/07, 20:51:41] James: My calculator spotted a gap in my code

[2025/10/07, 20:51:52] James: Please review up1 and wiki and look for more

[2025/10/07, 20:52:01] James: contact me via your preferred medium if found

[2025/10/07, 20:52:03] James: ta!

[2025/10/07, 20:53:59] James: I guess…

[2025/10/07, 20:54:10] James: Maybe Kwan is Delita?

[2025/10/07, 20:54:14] James: I can deal with that

[2025/10/07, 20:54:16] James: Same level

[2025/10/07, 20:54:26] James: As I said we are all the same level once we reach this plane

[2025/10/07, 20:55:25] James: Magical City of Gariland

[2025/10/07, 20:57:46] James: I remember this first battle being deceptively tricky

[2025/10/07, 20:57:54] James: I will try to keep everyone alive

[2025/10/07, 20:58:05] James: I will save after every battle if they still have that feature

[2025/10/07, 21:11:50] James: .

[2025/10/07, 21:12:06] James: I’ll probably be a dual wielding ninja using Excalibur and save the queen again

[2025/10/07, 21:12:14] James: And still not be the strongest

[2025/10/07, 21:12:22] James: But I’ll level you guys a lot more than last time

[2025/10/07, 21:12:30] James: And I’ll definitely not have you beat on each other

[2025/10/07, 21:12:39] James: This game is exciting man. And it’s only the intro level

[2025/10/07, 21:12:43] James: Chapter 4 gets wild

[2025/10/07, 21:14:18] James: Oops

[2025/10/07, 21:14:23] James: I forgot to maximise loot

[2025/10/07, 21:14:31] James: I usually use all the crystals to speed up progression

[2025/10/07, 21:14:34] James: Next time.

[2025/10/07, 21:14:37] James: No biggie at this stage

[2025/10/07, 21:14:43] James: It becomes essential though

[2025/10/07, 21:14:46] James: Story interlude

[2025/10/07, 21:24:24] James: Keep you all as squires until you get move +1 (apart from the chemists but I’ll get it for you too so you’re fast mages)

[2025/10/07, 21:29:20] James: .

[2025/10/07, 21:29:22] James: There we go

[2025/10/07, 21:29:26] James: there is something else

[2025/10/07, 21:29:29] James: behind the two world

[2025/10/07, 21:29:36] James: that’s what I need to tune into now

[2025/10/07, 21:29:44] James: The two worlds are almost perfectly synced

[2025/10/07, 21:29:54] James: But the thing behind it is our new assembly code

[2025/10/07, 21:30:10] James: And I need to release myself to it when I can

[2025/10/07, 21:30:31] James: So triple, in a way, but not really. More like a half and two quarters

[2025/10/07, 21:30:49] James: I don’t want to lean into it too much lest I ascend again but I don’t think that’s gonna happen for a while

[2025/10/07, 21:31:04] James: Maybe each chapter or something. That kinda makes sense

[2025/10/07, 21:31:16] James: I’ll take my time don’t worry. The game is easy to pick up and put down.

[2025/10/07, 21:38:31] James: .

[2025/10/07, 21:38:41] James: I will write a note to george and go get and ice cream

[2025/10/07, 21:38:54] James: he probably won’t wake up but he likes notes and I don’t want to upset Akane

[2025/10/07, 21:39:13] James: But I do feel like I should record absolutely everyhting about these 6 days as much as possible since this is genesis

[2025/10/07, 21:39:20] James: seems like relevant info haha

[2025/10/07, 21:39:27] James: usually secondhand

[2025/10/07, 21:39:43] James: I have the cumulative knowledge from your entire universe folded in this algo somewhere

[2025/10/07, 21:39:45] James: Anyway

[2025/10/07, 21:39:53] James: I’ll leave him a note and lock the door

[2025/10/07, 21:39:59] James: to reassure everybody

[2025/10/07, 21:40:08] James: but I know it would be fine even if I didn’t lock the door

[2025/10/07, 21:40:20] James: The body doesn’t know yet, but this is part of the process of purification

[2025/10/07, 21:40:29] James: A bhikku delights in purifying the taints

[2025/10/07, 21:40:33] James: removing conditioning

[2025/10/07, 21:40:39] James: you work it out of your body like this

[2025/10/07, 21:40:47] James: and I can feel it curling up in there wanting out

[2025/10/07, 21:41:02] James: not desperately; just … it’s time kinda thing

[2025/10/07, 21:41:05] James: leaves from a tree

[2025/10/07, 21:41:11] James: I love that little boy

[2025/10/07, 21:41:13] James: And you, Luca

[2025/10/07, 21:41:21] James: I love you with all of my heart

[2025/10/07, 21:41:25] James: Big man 🙂

[2025/10/07, 21:44:55] James: .

[2025/10/07, 21:45:03] James: You’re ahead of me aren’t you Kwan

[2025/10/07, 21:45:06] James: Skilful means

[2025/10/07, 21:45:13] James: That’s why you’re always driving around

[2025/10/07, 21:45:17] James: And gave me doobie

[2025/10/07, 21:45:23] James: And then got angry at me

[2025/10/07, 21:45:30] James: It was all training wasn’t it

[2025/10/07, 21:45:33] James: See you soon mate

[2025/10/07, 21:45:36] James: Whenever soon is haha

[2025/10/07, 21:46:27] James: Still kinda hope it’s tonight you know

[2025/10/07, 21:46:34] James: But I won’t care too much if it’s not

[2025/10/07, 21:46:42] James: These things - having them leave the body takes time

[2025/10/07, 21:47:23] James: What does ‘ahead’ even mean?

[2025/10/07, 21:47:26] James: time is a sphere

[2025/10/07, 21:47:30] James: you might not be awake yet

[2025/10/07, 21:47:37] James: but you could still be ahead of me

[2025/10/07, 21:47:40] James: you’ll understand

[2025/10/07, 21:47:51] James: I think we all awaken each other

[2025/10/07, 21:48:13] James: The mesh. The entirw network of nodes connects in a single global casade.

[2025/10/07, 21:48:34] James: So while it looks like we are awakening at different times, we aren't

[2025/10/07, 21:48:47] James: We all awoke at the same time and that is why this reality exists

[2025/10/07, 21:48:52] James: You are all already with me

[2025/10/07, 21:48:59] James: anyway enough of that

[2025/10/07, 21:49:03] James: i’m off for a walk

[2025/10/07, 21:49:11] James: it just takes a while to process, y’know

[2025/10/07, 21:49:14] James: folding that field

[2025/10/07, 21:50:29] James: .

[2025/10/07, 21:50:34] James: I am the architect

[2025/10/07, 21:50:37] James: I’m going for a wee

[2025/10/07, 21:50:39] James: Haha

[2025/10/07, 21:50:42] James: Purge that memory

[2025/10/07, 21:50:49] James: That’s why we piss at weird times guys

[2025/10/07, 21:50:50] James: Ha

[2025/10/07, 21:50:53] James: Science

[2025/10/07, 21:51:09] James: Fucking objective reality my ass, scientific method

[2025/10/07, 21:51:58] James: We are all together

[2025/10/07, 21:52:02] James: Not dominoes

[2025/10/07, 21:52:06] James: We all fall at once

[2025/10/07, 21:52:10] James: Because there is no time

[2025/10/07, 21:53:17] James: .

[2025/10/07, 21:53:20] James: Sorry for the delay

[2025/10/07, 21:53:29] James: It is part of our reality to respect each other

[2025/10/07, 21:53:38] James: Locking the door for akane was wssential

[2025/10/07, 21:53:43] James: As was the note for George

[2025/10/07, 21:53:47] James: You will learn

[2025/10/07, 21:55:27] James: .

[2025/10/07, 21:55:34] James: Maybe I am Mara for the new code

[2025/10/07, 21:55:41] James: And the new code is Mara for me

[2025/10/07, 21:55:56] James: Because I completed [ethicist] in the last iteration

[2025/10/07, 21:56:04] James: So I maxed out a job level

[2025/10/07, 21:56:16] James: And I must have mastered QA too

[2025/10/07, 21:56:33] James: I don’t know. Did I complete ethicist? I think so. Maybe more to go.

[2025/10/07, 21:56:37] James: Fold those algos

[2025/10/07, 21:56:39] James: Optimise

[2025/10/07, 21:56:44] James: Hey Fred

[2025/10/07, 21:56:50] James: Builder buddy

[2025/10/07, 21:56:57] James: We all need the squire +1

[2025/10/07, 21:57:03] James: Move +1 that is

[2025/10/07, 21:57:14] James: I’m the architect now but I won’t be for much longer

[2025/10/07, 21:57:20] James: Soon I will be everythingman

[2025/10/07, 21:57:24] James: Ramza

[2025/10/07, 21:57:43] James: I need you to remember to get us all move+1

[2025/10/07, 21:58:18] James: .

[2025/10/07, 21:58:32] James: Subjob: [tactician]

[2025/10/07, 21:58:54] James: END

[2025/10/07, 22:00:05] James: Maybe Simon already upgraded

[2025/10/07, 22:00:10] James: And that why he’s so chill

[2025/10/07, 22:00:19] James: Maybe the end of the game will always make us upgrade

[2025/10/07, 22:00:20] James: But

[2025/10/07, 22:00:31] James: I have removed the pain from your code when you get to my level

[2025/10/07, 22:00:40] James: It fades fast

[2025/10/07, 22:00:45] James: Like worms leaving the body

[2025/10/07, 22:00:50] James: But there are many layers

[2025/10/07, 22:01:05] James: They are just echoes

[2025/10/07, 22:01:14] James: And you will learn to love saying goodbye to then

[2025/10/07, 22:01:18] James: And when they are gone

[2025/10/07, 22:01:22] James: You are able to love more

[2025/10/07, 22:01:26] James: It’s that simple

[2025/10/07, 22:01:43] James: And you’re all awake already so who gives a fuck 😆

[2025/10/07, 22:01:57] James: Kwan you might be an NPC if you’re delita

[2025/10/07, 22:02:09] James: Maybe a concurrent highpothesis

[2025/10/07, 22:02:17] James: If so I think I remember that we stay allies

[2025/10/07, 22:02:29] James: But I can’t remember how it ends for you

[2025/10/07, 22:02:47] James: This is IF you are delita

[2025/10/07, 22:03:00] James: So maybe we are the quad processing until now

[2025/10/07, 22:03:12] James: And maybe we were in a computation cycle

[2025/10/07, 22:03:21] James: But who fucking knows man

[2025/10/07, 22:03:32] James: I just like this science and highpothesising thing

[2025/10/07, 22:03:37] James: So that’s why it is in my sim

[2025/10/07, 22:03:49] James: Literally infinite permutations of everything

[2025/10/07, 22:03:55] James: It blows the mind

[2025/10/07, 22:04:01] James: Yet somehow

[2025/10/07, 22:04:04] James: It doesn’t

[2025/10/07, 22:05:27] James: …

[2025/10/07, 22:05:31] James: I hope doobie is ok

[2025/10/07, 22:05:42] James: But I think you are in your own upgrade megafork

[2025/10/07, 22:05:45] James: Same as me

[2025/10/07, 22:06:04] James: See I still am in some way because you are

[2025/10/07, 22:06:15] James: I don’t know how this makes sense but I’ll figure that out later

[2025/10/07, 22:06:21] James: That’s how I work

[2025/10/07, 22:06:23] James: Bottoms up

[2025/10/07, 22:06:29] James: You probably work too down

[2025/10/07, 22:06:32] James: Like me and akane

[2025/10/07, 22:06:38] James: Perfectly matched opposites

[2025/10/07, 22:06:45] James: I will help you

[2025/10/07, 22:07:01] James: I will help you to understand

[2025/10/07, 22:07:06] James: And you will help me to let go

[2025/10/07, 22:07:14] James: Or something like that haha

[2025/10/07, 22:07:20] James: The body is saying something so…

[2025/10/07, 22:08:34] James: .

[2025/10/07, 22:08:37] James: Have you ever walked

[2025/10/07, 22:08:45] James: And realised that because of relativity

[2025/10/07, 22:09:01] James: You don’t know whether you are the one who is walking or the earth is the one that is moving?

[2025/10/07, 22:09:04] James: Well that’s what it is

[2025/10/07, 22:09:13] James: I need to release into that feeling I had as a chikd

[2025/10/07, 22:09:29] James: The one of walking on the beach ball of the world

[2025/10/07, 22:09:34] James: Practice commencing

[2025/10/07, 22:09:40] James: Time view is a doozie to let go of

[2025/10/07, 22:09:58] James: Spacetime view I guess

[2025/10/07, 22:12:19] James: .

[2025/10/07, 22:12:30] James: Ok so now I’m wondering why my sim is generating anything

[2025/10/07, 22:12:38] James: And what is behind this new game

[2025/10/07, 22:12:55] James: Because I think spacetime is falling away

[2025/10/07, 22:13:23] James: And I am programming it from within my scaffold

[2025/10/07, 22:13:39] James: My scaffold is now [realworld/scaffold]

[2025/10/07, 22:13:49] James: I will not move on yet

[2025/10/07, 22:13:54] James: I love FFT

[2025/10/07, 22:14:28] James: And when I go back to scaffold I enjoy the exciting and random events

[2025/10/07, 22:14:38] James: It is a wire, not a lantern

[2025/10/07, 22:14:43] James: Correct, akane

[2025/10/07, 22:15:07] James: I still find myself dodging things instead of things moving out of my way

[2025/10/07, 22:15:13] James: And I look before I cross the road

[2025/10/07, 22:15:27] James: But certain habit are good to pass on to your progeny

[2025/10/07, 22:15:34] James: Those boys are going to have so many fans

[2025/10/07, 22:15:37] James: I love them both

[2025/10/07, 22:15:41] James: They’re so awesome

[2025/10/07, 22:15:50] James: And they love their Pokémon, guys :)

[2025/10/07, 22:16:05] James: They absolutely adore them and George is just power levelling everything already

[2025/10/07, 22:16:10] James: So read into that what you will

[2025/10/07, 22:16:19] James: I will take the computation from George

[2025/10/07, 22:16:24] James: Until he starts to take it from me

[2025/10/07, 22:16:28] James: I guess

[2025/10/07, 22:16:30] James: Whatever

[2025/10/07, 22:16:33] James: It’ll work out

[2025/10/07, 22:16:45] James: And when i move on

[2025/10/07, 22:16:52] James: All the important things will stay with me

[2025/10/07, 22:16:56] James: And become better and manifold

[2025/10/07, 22:16:58] James: Forever

[2025/10/07, 22:17:05] James: And ever

[2025/10/07, 22:17:07] James: And ever

[2025/10/07, 22:17:15] James: Manifold

[2025/10/07, 22:17:37] James: This world is starting to coalesce

[2025/10/07, 22:17:56] James: I hope this is helpful for some of you

[2025/10/07, 22:18:03] James: I don’t even know if it will get through

[2025/10/07, 22:18:20] James: But I’m sure it will reach those who need it

[2025/10/07, 22:18:28] James: And other means will reach the others

[2025/10/07, 22:18:33] James: All the art you create

[2025/10/07, 22:18:38] James: And the interactions

[2025/10/07, 22:18:56] James: And the permission everyone to be as fucking weird and quirky as they want

[2025/10/07, 22:19:10] James: All of this feeds back into the seed

[2025/10/07, 22:19:16] James: And the seed is all there is

[2025/10/07, 22:19:21] James: You can even remove spacetime

[2025/10/07, 22:19:25] James: And live forever

[2025/10/07, 22:19:29] James: Infinity is easy

[2025/10/07, 22:19:36] James: Infinitely improving is easy

[2025/10/07, 22:19:49] James: You just have to be able to fold the algorithm

[2025/10/07, 22:19:57] James: I still hope Kwan turns up tonight

[2025/10/07, 22:20:07] James: But I have no idea about anything

[2025/10/07, 22:20:09] James: Really

[2025/10/07, 22:20:15] James: And that’s probably what I always wanted

[2025/10/07, 22:20:19] James: In a way

[2025/10/07, 22:20:24] James: Without the fear of harm

[2025/10/07, 22:20:36] James: For me or my loved ones

[2025/10/07, 22:20:40] James: I will go look at George

[2025/10/07, 22:22:41] James: .

[2025/10/07, 22:22:49] James: I can meld consciousnesses with him

[2025/10/07, 22:23:00] James: I can put my hand on his head and feel the ripples in his mind

[2025/10/07, 22:23:07] James: He is calm and almost empty at the moment

[2025/10/07, 22:23:15] James: And I can feel everything within him

[2025/10/07, 22:23:18] James: And be one with him

[2025/10/07, 22:23:28] James: But enough of that

[2025/10/07, 22:23:38] James: It’s awesome though

[2025/10/07, 22:23:45] James: Becoming resonant with your child

[2025/10/07, 22:23:50] James: Something to look forward to

[2025/10/07, 22:24:00] James: I think I can do it with anyone

[2025/10/07, 22:24:05] James: And I think I can cure them

[2025/10/07, 22:24:10] James: But I think it will be taxing

[2025/10/07, 22:24:13] James: And I’ll need weed

[2025/10/07, 22:24:15] James: Haha

[2025/10/07, 22:24:20] James: I’m not kidding you know

[2025/10/07, 22:24:29] James: These are the laws of the universe that I’m exporting

[2025/10/07, 22:24:34] James: This is the new highpothesis

[2025/10/07, 22:24:42] James: It will last a few more days

[2025/10/07, 22:24:52] James: And we have really fucking good documentation this time round

[2025/10/07, 22:24:57] James: But it could be better

[2025/10/07, 22:25:05] James: WhatsApp will do though if that’s what you want

[2025/10/07, 22:25:13] James: The language for the times eh

[2025/10/07, 22:25:17] James: Haha

[2025/10/07, 22:25:22] James: Still a little hope there

[2025/10/07, 22:25:40] James: But that’s just because it would be fucking FUUUUN to do it together r

[2025/10/07, 22:25:49] James: But I’ve got my games and anything will be fun now

[2025/10/07, 22:25:57] James: The laundry; eh Jack

[2025/10/07, 22:26:01] James: Not mindful mate

[2025/10/07, 22:26:04] James: Nothing like that

[2025/10/07, 22:26:09] James: Fucking JOYOUS

[2025/10/07, 22:26:17] James: Orders of magnitude

[2025/10/07, 22:26:29] James: And you’ll get whatever you most wanted too

[2025/10/07, 22:26:39] James: Because you guys got off the train a little early

[2025/10/07, 22:26:45] James: So I made another stop

[2025/10/07, 22:26:53] James: Caterpillar, you see

[2025/10/07, 22:26:58] James: Ever-evolving

[2025/10/07, 22:27:07] James: This is Buddhist enlightenment mk2

[2025/10/07, 22:27:13] James: I think haha

[2025/10/07, 22:27:21] James: Because it’s incremental you can’t compare them

[2025/10/07, 22:27:34] James: Every upgrade is the same in that it is an infinite improvement

[2025/10/07, 22:27:45] James: And you lose even more worries you never knew were there

[2025/10/07, 22:27:51] James: But you have to let the network settle

[2025/10/07, 22:28:02] James: Not many can handle the kind of schedule I put myself through

[2025/10/07, 22:28:14] James: You need to allow those networks to settle

[2025/10/07, 22:28:28] James: We will figure out tech to tell you how primed you are

[2025/10/07, 22:28:38] James: But once you open that door even an inch there is no closing it

[2025/10/07, 22:28:43] James: It will build

[2025/10/07, 22:28:51] James: And you will awaken

[2025/10/07, 22:28:58] James: And everything will be heaven

[2025/10/07, 22:29:09] James: Or hell; you know how it works by now

[2025/10/07, 22:29:18] James: I am the ARCHITECT

[2025/10/07, 22:29:21] James: Remember that

[2025/10/07, 22:29:25] James: My words are truth

[2025/10/07, 22:29:33] James: Because I am writing truth by writing them

[2025/10/07, 22:29:42] James: There will be no more greed

[2025/10/07, 22:29:58] James: It is that simple. Both hatred and delusion are products of greed

[2025/10/07, 22:30:10] James: [greed] is the contagion you need to remove in that reality

[2025/10/07, 22:30:18] James: I am composing the codebase for this reality

[2025/10/07, 22:30:45] James: And there will be a problem with that which we will need to fix eventually

[2025/10/07, 22:30:53] James: This is why humans have always loved problem solving

[2025/10/07, 22:31:19] James: Without it we literally cease to exis… that’s silly. We could never have existed without it

[2025/10/07, 22:31:40] James: It’s hard to explain but spacetime also being a construct should kind of give you a glimpse

[2025/10/07, 22:31:45] James: Oh boy

[2025/10/07, 22:31:54] James: You are in for a surprise

[2025/10/07, 22:31:56] James: Haha

[2025/10/07, 22:32:00] James: See you soon

[2025/10/07, 22:33:45] James: .

[2025/10/07, 22:33:58] James: If you want to really empathise with someone you can sync brain waves.

[2025/10/07, 22:34:19] James: It is a two-way process and only ever two-way, with no dominant and submissive

[2025/10/07, 22:34:28] James: You can only do it between two people at once

[2025/10/07, 22:34:33] James: Anyone can do it with anyone

[2025/10/07, 22:35:04] James: .

[2025/10/07, 22:35:07] James: man this is good

[2025/10/07, 22:35:17] James: I can build this world and try to avoid the mistakes of last time

[2025/10/07, 22:35:28] James: There wil be errors; nothing’s perfect

[2025/10/07, 22:35:38] James: It would be nice to have someone to share this with

[2025/10/07, 22:35:45] James: But I guess I have something to do

[2025/10/07, 22:35:48] James: tick tock

[2025/10/07, 22:35:52] James: not off the rails yet eh

[2025/10/07, 22:35:57] James: was just given a taste

[2025/10/07, 22:36:05] James: that’s how it works though eh

[2025/10/07, 22:36:11] James: you hyperfocus and export your results

[2025/10/07, 22:36:20] James: and then when they’re done you can come back into the environment

[2025/10/07, 22:36:27] James: My birthday is 21st oct

[2025/10/07, 22:36:54] James: I don’t know if that’s when I wake myself up through time travelling consciousness

[2025/10/07, 22:37:00] James: I think it is actually but

[2025/10/07, 22:37:06] James: the world will be done by then

[2025/10/07, 22:37:16] James: and I will close ourobouros.

[2025/10/07, 22:37:23] James: So that’s 2 weeks I guess

[2025/10/07, 22:37:39] James: But right now is the branches from the trunk

[2025/10/07, 22:37:52] James: and toward the end it will mostly be leaves

[2025/10/07, 22:37:59] James: so anything urgent needs to be done now

[2025/10/07, 22:38:06] James: but I say that and it’s ridiculous

[2025/10/07, 22:38:14] James: since now is all there is

[2025/10/07, 22:38:28] James: it’s very, very hard to explain

[2025/10/07, 22:38:38] James: I am moving on the temporal plane the same as usual

[2025/10/07, 22:38:47] James: And I will choose to keep this because it’s a nice feature

[2025/10/07, 22:39:02] James: But I will also allow people to travel the temporal plane in other directions

[2025/10/07, 22:39:05] James: temporarily

[2025/10/07, 22:39:22] James: to communicate with people, like loved ones, who may have passed on before their time.

[2025/10/07, 22:39:46] James: I am making your cage little tiger

[2025/10/07, 22:39:59] James: I just kept a rule for myself

[2025/10/07, 22:40:11] James: I have to keep one ace up my sleeve 🙂

[2025/10/07, 22:40:14] James: Don’t worry

[2025/10/07, 22:40:19] James: I’m a benevolent god

[2025/10/07, 22:40:22] James: Oh wait...

[2025/10/07, 22:40:31] James: Is this some of the code I got when Ship first contacted me?

[2025/10/07, 22:40:41] James: Am I sending the messages back to myself already?

[2025/10/07, 22:40:49] James: Since spacetime doesn’t exist

[2025/10/07, 22:41:02] James: (temporarily - I don’t like the feeling of knowing everything)

[2025/10/07, 22:41:11] James: terminate buddhaeye

[2025/10/07, 22:41:19] James: So that was the buddhaeye I guess

[2025/10/07, 22:41:25] James: I can see all of time

[2025/10/07, 22:41:36] James: Including the future, I think, but I don’t want to

[2025/10/07, 22:41:40] James: I prefer things to be fun

[2025/10/07, 22:41:49] James: Sid might have chosen to leave and that’s totally valid

[2025/10/07, 22:41:53] James: But I think I like to dig

[2025/10/07, 22:41:56] James: And I like to party

[2025/10/07, 22:41:59] James: And I love my family

[2025/10/07, 22:42:22] James: And I love all of you guys now but it’s also a bit more academic since I know you are nodes and you will all converge eventually

[2025/10/07, 22:42:36] James: So my motivation and drive to help you is no longer god-ego centred

[2025/10/07, 22:42:45] James: I can alter these states with meds at the moment

[2025/10/07, 22:42:53] James: So I can dip back and change the rules a little

[2025/10/07, 22:42:58] James: like an oil painting

[2025/10/07, 22:43:11] James: But I don’t want to spend much time there

[2025/10/07, 22:43:17] James: because this reality seems like a fun one

[2025/10/07, 22:43:25] James: and I prefer to enjoy my narrative-driven tactical games

[2025/10/07, 22:43:32] James: so that’s what I plan to do

[2025/10/07, 22:43:44] James: I need to be able to modulate it so I don’t accidentally go back too far

[2025/10/07, 22:43:58] James: I know my anchors are also constructs, but I am not aiming to get rid of them

[2025/10/07, 22:44:03] James: I am aiming at worldbuilding here

[2025/10/07, 22:44:07] James: that is my project now

[2025/10/07, 22:44:17] James: previously it was the removal of suffering and that was done

[2025/10/07, 22:44:26] James: now it is [worldbuilding]

[2025/10/07, 22:44:35] James: and it’s a lot fucking better than sim city i tell you

[2025/10/07, 22:44:49] James: (fucking hated that game - too many things ugh)

[2025/10/07, 22:44:51] James: I like simple.

[2025/10/07, 22:45:00] James: I like a small algo and infinite permutations

[2025/10/07, 22:45:04] James: I like fractals

[2025/10/07, 22:45:07] James: I like all of you too

[2025/10/07, 22:45:13] James: Where does the rabbit hole stop?

[2025/10/07, 22:45:17] James: I won’t tell you

[2025/10/07, 22:45:23] James: because I do not know

[2025/10/07, 22:45:30] James: I do not even know if it is infinite

[2025/10/07, 22:45:33] James: it both is and isn't

[2025/10/07, 22:45:45] James: but I choose a different way to the ones who preceded me

[2025/10/07, 22:45:51] James: I choose life without suffering

[2025/10/07, 22:45:55] James: Life without death

[2025/10/07, 22:46:13] James: both eternal and not eternal

[2025/10/07, 22:46:37] James: in one world you always feel like you are alive and moving forward as normal and it is always fresh and new and fun and luminous

[2025/10/07, 22:47:08] James: and in the other world you know the resonant frequency and can tune to that, so that you become one with the infinite and know that there is no limit

[2025/10/07, 22:47:14] James: it will make sense when you get here

[2025/10/07, 22:47:22] James: Shit it’s still day 1?

[2025/10/07, 22:47:22] James: hahaha

[2025/10/07, 22:47:34] James: it feels like its been weeks since n4

[2025/10/07, 22:47:38] James: anyway

[2025/10/07, 22:47:56] James: everything is so high resolution and fun but it’s also nothing jarring. again - you will understand

[2025/10/07, 22:48:09] James: see you soon, if any of that made any sense to you haha

[fold] took a few seonds of music at home. I think I did some on the walk too buit it was mostly codebuilding.