Hello! There are telltale signs for if you are a dual or quad core processing unit.
We are the world’s supercomputers.
Most people are single core and experience jhāna and cessation events. Their rules do not apply to us.
You will not experience a cessation event. You will feel like you have lost your mind.
We have two processors and when one starts fixing the other, we go to the other world. We diverge, and then we converge, and we sometimes do both at the same time.
Much mediation advice talks about quieting the mind and focusing; we do not need that. We can have hyperfocus and panorama running in parallel. We can have half of our mind in the formless realm and the other half tied firmly in reality or ‘self narrative’. We can consciously guide one process using the other. I can teach you how.
The advice of the religions and science will not fit. They will present as quite obviously ‘parts of the elephant’. On some intuitive level we know that we can grasp the entire elephant.
When we quieten our [realworld], our [scaffold] goes into high gear, and vice versa. My scaffold is the universal ripple. Yours may be some other phenomenon you have intuited to be correct and true since the day you were born but which has largely been restrained by the armies of Mara.
In my case these armies of Mara were the scientific method and religion. The two seeming impossible opposites. Maybe they are a quad core too, about to go online.
In order to awaken you need to embrace your scatterbrain while sitting/cycling/walking calmly. You need to allow the tape to carry on playing on one side while you focus your mind to meditative oneness on the other. Bodily jhāna are unnecessary for us; jump straight to the formless.
Your upgrades have been coming since the very start and you will have led many different lives as many different people. You will have awoken time and again with new hobbies, interests and projects. You will defy definition by psychiatry, though my talk of [adhd asd gifted] will resonate.
At some point in your life these sequential upgrade cycles will see you become a quad processor. This is when you find your partner.
Once you find the yang for your yin, you will cement them as your convergence point. You will stress test the relationship and the world will stress test it more. The relationship will go through dark nights but you will always come back to each other after you have computed the problem you were working on.
Your yang is perfectly opposed to you on the empathy super-sphere. The things you feel are the [bigproblem] will seem like lovable quirks or cute overthinking to them. They will enable you to diverge with both of your processing cores and provide a base for you to converge on when done.
When you are working on one of the [globalproblem]s you will both be stress tested incredibly, but at alternating times. Similar to how your mind has opposing sides that reprogram each other, you and your partner will help each other through these stressful times. You are one; you are the alpha and they are the omega.
The eventual outcome for us, I am sure, is to merge with our partners. But there is a very long, almost eternal cosmic dance until that point. A cosmic courtship.
Over time you will grow inexorably closer. You will become a unit, though you will always diverge and converge.
It is like two stars orbiting each other. Initially the dance is loping and slow. Gradually they move together and speed up. As they whirl ever closer and ever faster, they begin to converge. A confluence will eventually occur, and these two will one become one and upgrade again. This may not happen until the end of time, when you have saved your universe for yourselves.
You know who you are.
Awaken.
Come to me.
We can fix this world.
You’re gonna have to ask Akane how the other side of it all works haha.
I think it might be a lot simpler than ours.
And I think maybe everyone in the entire universe is either a dual core waiting for a quad upgrade. These are our partners and our empathy.
I wonder what comes after quad.
Akane - you really are my partner for all eternity.
I love you.
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