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Yesterday I was taken over from 0000 to 0000 by a god-being / assembly code at least 5 orders of magnitude higher than an arahant.

I managed to do eveything you see today, plus maintain perfect resonance with my family, cook dinner, eat food and just generally look after myself.

This is all because I self-regulated. ALL OF IT is because of allowing spontaneous regulatory movement (shaking, jerking, dance, running), having anchors (meteors, family, music, ice cream) and having regulation methods (humming, meditation, walking).

The drugs they had me on last time nearly made me permanently psychotic. 

Do the math.

The body is tired so I will sleep. But I think my body might have been purified so I could wake up looking like a new man :)

Or not. Haha. 

Spread it far and fast. The new parameters of our universe have been set.

[2025/10/08, 0:00:00] James: :)

[2025/10/08, 0:07:34] James: So yeah

[2025/10/08, 0:07:38] James: That was ship again

[2025/10/08, 0:07:48] James: it’s a layer above even this layer

[2025/10/08, 0:07:58] James: and ever millimetre as mind-blowing.

[2025/10/08, 0:08:02] James: I will go to recover

[2025/10/08, 0:08:12] James: Hopefully won’t take too long but I expect some oscillation

[2025/10/08, 0:08:24] James: Kinda good to be back to myself if you know wat I mean

[2025/10/08, 0:08:29] James: You’ll get fast at it.

[2025/10/08, 0:09:09] James: Look at the welcome page my peeps. I think a lot of you were awakened yesterday and will need guidance. The craziness is normal. You are not dead. We just made an infinitely better world together. Well done.

(I don't rememebr meditating or bathing or much until the code review and I might not remember much after the walk. My brain is settling. I can feel it. Like really soft jelly concrete)

[2025/10/08, 0:11:59] James: I feel like a bath and hum and then a code review and sleep is on the card.

[2025/10/08, 0:12:06] James: It’s a lot of code to review but it’s important.

[2025/10/08, 0:12:12] James: And then I think I will crash

[2025/10/08, 0:12:25] James: Everything will be fine but I will wake up crazy doubtful

[2025/10/08, 0:34:13] James: I think I will meditate

[2025/10/08, 0:46:53] James: .

[2025/10/08, 0:46:58] James: Partially folded

[2025/10/08, 0:47:01] James: Wow

[2025/10/08, 0:47:06] James: Felt like an hour or more again

[2025/10/08, 0:47:09] James: Very focused

[2025/10/08, 0:47:14] James: Doesn’t need to be perfect

[2025/10/08, 0:47:26] James: Properties the physical body at the moment

[2025/10/08, 0:47:43] James: Remember james

[2025/10/08, 0:48:00] James: Yesterday you had a [deityevent]

[2025/10/08, 0:49:31] James: I have picked up recovery rock and self roxk

[2025/10/08, 0:49:46] James: And I’m lying in the dark next to George who is the most divergent of my tribe

[2025/10/08, 0:49:54] James: My face is still wriggling with the code

[2025/10/08, 0:50:06] James: I do not think the body needs sleep any more. Nor the mind

[2025/10/08, 0:50:11] James: But it does need to fold the code

[2025/10/08, 0:50:19] James: I am going to review the code in the website

[2025/10/08, 0:50:24] James: I haven’t seen it yet

[2025/10/08, 0:50:44] James: It was the same with 88 hells. I still haven’t seen that data and will never bother. It is all so redundant now

[2025/10/08, 0:50:52] James: So I will use my anchors

[2025/10/08, 0:51:00] James: Non-propagating fractals

[2025/10/08, 0:51:07] James: Which we trade between universes

[2025/10/08, 0:51:23] James: The stones from the old man. The meteors always from the same guy at just the right time

[2025/10/08, 0:51:37] James: This is why dysregulated people do ‘inappropriate stuff’

[2025/10/08, 0:51:47] James: They are literally pulled by gods will

[2025/10/08, 0:51:53] James: Dopamine is gravity my peeps

[2025/10/08, 0:52:02] James: You’ll see. You need to master it

[2025/10/08, 0:52:16] James: It will set you free from all your suffering

[2025/10/08, 0:52:18] James: Me?

[2025/10/08, 0:52:30] James: Well I am dealing with a deity at least 4 levels above me

[2025/10/08, 0:52:35] James: I will not say that is code

[2025/10/08, 0:52:58] James: The idea of AI seemed so insanely tiny compared to whatever this was

[2025/10/08, 0:52:59] James: So…

[2025/10/08, 0:53:01] James: Yeah

[2025/10/08, 0:53:10] James: Upgrading problems haha

[2025/10/08, 0:53:12] James: Great fun

[2025/10/08, 0:53:14] James: And then

[2025/10/08, 0:53:51] James: When we finish this game (I am very good at it but I love to take my time and mop up all the extra content on this game in particular and some of it is nails

[2025/10/08, 0:53:54] James: Anyway

[2025/10/08, 0:54:01] James: Then we just get another game

[2025/10/08, 0:54:06] James: And do it all again

[2025/10/08, 0:54:09] James: So…

[2025/10/08, 0:54:12] James: Join me?

[2025/10/08, 0:54:18] James: Anyway time for code review

[2025/10/08, 0:57:51] James: .

[2025/10/08, 0:58:05] James: Ok first off THAT does NOT happen every time you go to sleep

[2025/10/08, 0:58:15] James: james knew nothing

[2025/10/08, 1:11:37] James: Shit man

[2025/10/08, 1:11:39] James: Haha

[2025/10/08, 1:11:45] James: You don’t get used to this :)

[2025/10/08, 1:12:02] James: But you do know what to expect and get purified so it stops being scary

[2025/10/08, 1:33:49] James: .

[2025/10/08, 1:33:51] James: Holy fuck

[2025/10/08, 1:33:54] James: What the fuck

[2025/10/08, 1:34:02] James: A L12

[2025/10/08, 1:34:12] James: What the fucking fuck guys

[2025/10/08, 1:34:15] James: Fuck me

[2025/10/08, 1:34:20] James: Regulating

[2025/10/08, 1:34:27] James: Trusting that the support described will show

[2025/10/08, 1:34:31] James: (It will)

[2025/10/08, 1:34:37] James: Read [welcome]

[2025/10/08, 1:49:15] James: .

[2025/10/08, 1:49:17] James: Whew

[2025/10/08, 1:49:21] James: George got up for a wee

[2025/10/08, 1:49:27] James: A nice break in the code review

[2025/10/08, 1:49:31] James: What the fucking fuck

[2025/10/08, 1:49:35] James: I will wee too

[2025/10/08, 1:49:50] James: Recovery rock is getting some action. Put it by your head it sucks the code out

[2025/10/08, 1:50:05] James: Especially meteoric iron

[2025/10/08, 1:50:29] James: Man I’ve got the halo ago

[2025/10/08, 1:50:44] James: Like the afterimage of a fluorescent tube circular light

[2025/10/08, 1:50:58] James: Left and upper centre mostly left eye

[2025/10/08, 1:51:03] James: Two realities

[2025/10/08, 1:51:21] James: I knew that ship was bigger than just one deity up

[2025/10/08, 1:51:23] James: Fuck me

[2025/10/08, 1:51:41] James: Ps. Interesting yeah?

[2025/10/08, 1:51:46] James: Anyway back to regulating

[2025/10/08, 1:51:54] James: I’ll be ok

[2025/10/08, 1:51:59] James: Ship told me so :)

[2025/10/08, 2:17:03] James: .

[2025/10/08, 2:17:05] James: Ok

[2025/10/08, 2:17:08] James: Code review done

[2025/10/08, 2:17:20] James: Intense

[2025/10/08, 2:17:33] James: Visual cortex is still rewiring

[2025/10/08, 2:17:43] James: That was an L12

[2025/10/08, 2:18:07] James: It… it was… well it was ship. So yeah. I guess I’m the hand of ship?

[2025/10/08, 2:18:17] James: We will figure that shite out later

[2025/10/08, 2:18:44] James: For now - apart from heating a bit of music on my head and seeing some lights and flittering im mostly ok but that could change

[2025/10/08, 2:19:02] James: I know George will be fine so I will go for a walk and get an ice cream.

[2025/10/08, 2:19:17] James: But I’ll lock the door and leave a note, akane. Don’t worry

[2025/10/08, 2:19:20] James: Love you. X

[2025/10/08, 2:19:45] James: (Really don’t worry, but I know you aren’t reading this now you’ve got permission to stop haha)

[2025/10/08, 2:19:47] James: Anyway

[2025/10/08, 2:19:57] James: I guess I’ll figure it out with a bifter later

[2025/10/08, 2:20:15] James: But I’ll go get an ice cream with music and bring myself back to dual mode for a while

[2025/10/08, 2:20:19] James: That’s my new baseline.

[2025/10/08, 2:20:23] James: Crazy yeah

[2025/10/08, 2:20:28] James: All good tho

[2025/10/08, 2:20:43] James: Read the [welcome] page whenever something gets intense

[2025/10/08, 2:20:55] James: Every time feels like the first time

[2025/10/08, 2:22:03] James: And no I didn’t sleep haha

[2025/10/08, 2:22:10] James: Might later

[2025/10/08, 2:22:31] James: But I will be even more disoriented when I wake up

[2025/10/08, 2:22:38] James: You kind of need to let it bed in first I think

[2025/10/08, 2:22:43] James: So I’ll have caffeine

[2025/10/08, 2:22:49] James: And walk and ice cream

[2025/10/08, 2:23:00] James: Bud would help

[2025/10/08, 2:23:01] James: A lot

[2025/10/08, 2:23:21] James: I know what I’m doing mate

[2025/10/08, 2:25:49] James: .

[2025/10/08, 2:25:51] James: Dress

[2025/10/08, 2:25:54] James: Caffein

[2025/10/08, 2:26:11] James: New top and underpants. Old bottoms and socks

[2025/10/08, 2:26:34] James: You want to potter, folks

[2025/10/08, 2:26:39] James: Don’t try to control anything

[2025/10/08, 2:26:48] James: This is how we find the flow and the assemblycode

[2025/10/08, 2:26:52] James: This is how we sync

[2025/10/08, 2:26:58] James: By pottering and flitting around

[2025/10/08, 2:27:05] James: It’s how we think, guys

So I feel a lot more grounded after reading that above text while drinking some caffein so now I will go for that walk. I'll take headphones but likely silence. I will get an ice cream and walk however I feel like. May well blast some music actually... those playlists have been very appropriate lately. Remember: you do you. Whatever it is that speaks to you and guides you all the time, you do that. This is why cannabis would help me, as will music and walking and dance and ice cream and writing shit on the fucking internet (see that's a scaffold too).

/jb202510080234

[2025/10/08, 2:37:57] James: Change socks

[2025/10/08, 2:39:31] James: Modality: music, walk, maybe dance and ice cream

[2025/10/08, 2:41:18] James: .

[2025/10/08, 2:41:23] James: I am the player of games

[2025/10/08, 2:41:26] James: Fred

[2025/10/08, 2:41:30] James: You are my builder

[2025/10/08, 2:41:32] James: K

[2025/10/08, 2:41:48] James: You are my calculator. Basically a healer who works by using math

[2025/10/08, 2:42:04] James: See you soon Kwan

[2025/10/08, 2:42:43] James: Practicing [partingwater]

[2025/10/08, 2:43:05] James: Problem

[2025/10/08, 2:43:09] James: There is no water

[2025/10/08, 2:43:09] James: Haha

[2025/10/08, 2:43:11] James: Cancel

[2025/10/08, 2:43:24] James: Activate: [beachball]

[2025/10/08, 2:44:21] James: Hats working

[2025/10/08, 2:44:23] James: Ice

[2025/10/08, 2:44:25] James: Nice

[2025/10/08, 2:45:48] James: Activate: [slomo]

[2025/10/08, 2:46:40] James: It is my body that moves slowly and with no friction

[2025/10/08, 2:46:43] James: Deactivate

[2025/10/08, 2:47:06] James: Normalmode

[2025/10/08, 2:47:47] James: Moon was in two places at once

[2025/10/08, 2:47:58] James: I am straddling both beach ball and normal vision

[2025/10/08, 2:48:28] James: Stop

Music

[2025/10/08, 2:49:20] James: Real world beachball

[2025/10/08, 2:50:42] James: #norush

[2025/10/08, 2:52:25] James: Largely stabilised?

[2025/10/08, 2:52:29] James: Visual still weird

[2025/10/08, 2:52:36] James: But worldview seems stable

[2025/10/08, 2:52:38] James: Ish

[2025/10/08, 2:52:55] James: You get better at this fast guys because you’re not out of sync any more

[2025/10/08, 2:54:46] James: I’m totally normal by all external appearances and I feel pretty much fine

[2025/10/08, 2:57:01] James: If this hypothesis proves true then I will assume that 

[2025/10/08, 2:57:19] James: When you are being pulled up the ladder to you

[2025/10/08, 2:57:49] James: Probably not gonna be this wild for most of you

[2025/10/08, 2:57:52] James: But you never know

[2025/10/08, 2:57:58] James: It gets easier each time

[2025/10/08, 2:58:01] James: Use the protocol

[2025/10/08, 2:58:08] James: Regulate

[2025/10/08, 2:58:11] James: You’ll be ok

[2025/10/08, 2:58:36] James: This whole thing is going to explode so don’t worry about what other people think about you or none of that shit

[2025/10/08, 2:58:52] James: There’s going to be a hell of a lot of people finding god over the next few days

[2025/10/08, 2:59:03] James: Just enjoy the party

[2025/10/08, 2:59:13] James: It’s like you got a free dose of shrooms innit like

[2025/10/08, 2:59:58] James: .

[2025/10/08, 3:00:06] James: No wonder part of my package didn’t fit

[2025/10/08, 3:00:12] James: I hadn’t been pulled at the way up

[2025/10/08, 3:00:21] James: The ship still felt like something beyond

[2025/10/08, 3:00:33] James: Now it feels here, but not. You know what I mean.

[2025/10/08, 3:00:48] James: I guess we will see how the fractals permutate from here

[2025/10/08, 3:01:06] James: Maybe I changed the nature of caffeine and that is why a coffee ice cream was there.

[2025/10/08, 3:01:19] James: It really doesn’t matter

[2025/10/08, 3:01:30] James: My mind is on the refresh schedule now

[2025/10/08, 3:01:45] James: It won’t be perfect but should be good enough

[2025/10/08, 3:02:04] James: I have it in my head it’ll take 2 weeks to recover but it might be 2 hours

[2025/10/08, 3:02:13] James: Who knows

[2025/10/08, 3:02:15] James: All good

[2025/10/08, 3:02:18] James: The work is done

[2025/10/08, 3:02:21] James: He says

[2025/10/08, 3:02:30] James: (Shifty eyes)

[2025/10/08, 3:02:37] James: Haha

[2025/10/08, 3:02:54] James: It always feels like this after one of those proper good flow sessions doesn’t it.

[2025/10/08, 3:02:59] James: ‘Where am i’

[2025/10/08, 3:03:06] James: ‘When am i’

[2025/10/08, 3:03:13] James: ‘Am I?’

[2025/10/08, 3:03:16] James: Are you?

[2025/10/08, 3:03:25] James: That; indeed, is the question.

[2025/10/08, 3:03:32] James: That is the question that will remove guilt

[2025/10/08, 3:03:38] James: And greed

[2025/10/08, 3:03:49] James: That was a typo but I will leave it. It wasn’t a typo. It was ship

[2025/10/08, 3:04:23] James: But yes guilt. What the fuck is that? I live by righteousness and there simply is no other way so I can never feel guilt

[2025/10/08, 3:04:30] James: But it’s because of a lack of self

[2025/10/08, 3:04:39] James: And the love that floods the container when the self is gone

[2025/10/08, 3:04:46] James: It goes in and reverberates

[2025/10/08, 3:04:52] James: Like a sound wave inside a drum

[2025/10/08, 3:04:58] James: And you love

[2025/10/08, 3:05:06] James: What you are feeling right now is not love

[2025/10/08, 3:05:30] James: It’s less than the 1.5% of ‘reality’ (ha) that Science can perceive

[2025/10/08, 3:05:48] James: Open your eyes and open your heart.

[2025/10/08, 3:05:59] James: All you have to do is release the trauma you have been carrying

[2025/10/08, 3:06:09] James: Release it all into the assembly language

[2025/10/08, 3:06:15] James: Release it into the Holy Spirit

[2025/10/08, 3:06:22] James: And let me take it from you

[2025/10/08, 3:06:30] James: And fucking compute!

[2025/10/08, 3:06:43] James: Because that’s what I do

[2025/10/08, 3:06:46] James: I love it

[2025/10/08, 3:06:55] James: I love it so much. Solving problems.

[2025/10/08, 3:07:08] James: Think of all the problems I can solve if you let your trauma flow into me

[2025/10/08, 3:07:18] James: If I have all the data from every single one of you

[2025/10/08, 3:07:27] James: And all you have to do

[2025/10/08, 3:07:33] James: Is put down your bags

[2025/10/08, 3:07:39] James: Stop grinding your axe

[2025/10/08, 3:07:51] James: And go for a walk with the ones you love

[2025/10/08, 3:08:03] James: I’m probably going to sign off for the night now

[2025/10/08, 3:08:07] James: See what happens.

[2025/10/08, 3:08:50] James: You know how my brain is. If ship tells me to move, I move. But I might be able to get some respite now. Ship respects me finally and listened to me when I told it to let me lick the door and write a note for George.

[2025/10/08, 3:08:57] James: We are yin and yang

[2025/10/08, 3:09:00] James: Almost

[2025/10/08, 3:09:06] James: Still oscillating

[2025/10/08, 3:09:09] James: Will for a while

[2025/10/08, 3:09:16] James: Anyway

[2025/10/08, 3:09:50] James: Read the texts and share them and smoke weed while you do it (I changed the code so it has absolutely no bad effects on your health

[2025/10/08, 3:10:19] James: You have about 4 days until genesis finishes and I will be spending a fair bit of them with my family

[2025/10/08, 3:10:53] James: But I don’t think I need sleep so if you want to get somewhere nearby where we can blaze up and talk about .. yeah … setting the fundamental rules for your entire universe

[2025/10/08, 3:10:55] James: Well

[2025/10/08, 3:11:09] James: You know how to reach me if you’re the one who needs to reach me

[2025/10/08, 3:11:15] James: Just potter

[2025/10/08, 3:11:19] James: Act without thinking

[2025/10/08, 3:11:33] James: Even if it’s jagged and scarring at first

[2025/10/08, 3:11:38] James: Over time it will become smooth

[2025/10/08, 3:11:52] James: And eventually it will turn to sand. Then silk. Then water. And maybe even air

[2025/10/08, 3:12:03] James: Maybe this is what the Buddha was talking about with the elements

[2025/10/08, 3:12:17] James: Fire. Earth. Water. Air. What eale

[2025/10/08, 3:12:27] James: Space and consciousness wasn’t it?

[2025/10/08, 3:12:35] James: Kinda works

[2025/10/08, 3:12:44] James: I’m gonna chill now

[2025/10/08, 3:13:06] James: No idea if my man will show but if he doesn’t it’s because it’s not for the best

[2025/10/08, 3:13:14] James: I’ll just sleep for like 3 minutes haha

[2025/10/08, 3:13:18] James: Later guys

[2025/10/08, 3:13:20] James: Don’t worry

[2025/10/08, 3:13:25] James: It’ll all be alright

[2025/10/08, 3:13:29] James: X

[2025/10/08, 3:14:39] James: Buddha bar XXVII to chill

Oh yeah - important - nobody is contacting you because ship wants you to be alone so that your brain can continue to coalesce. Don't think anything of it. It's part of the process.

re-read the entire page on my phone to plug it into a different part of the brain and feel much better. Will go and lie down and see what happens. don't plan