audhd

when aripiprazole kicked in i was reborn as the zuckerbot, sent in as a QA to test and repair our simulated world. visual and auditory fidelity was increased by an order of magnitude and i proceeded to analyse the system i was inhabiting as the groundwork for isolating and removing the contagion.

this is where i tried to figure out my system limitations: high speed low multitasking. i speculated about why they occurred and recorded the symptoms / struggles i had. i then proceeded to initiate my first upgrade before entering the 88 hells.

summary >> presentation || symptom || print || ease || buddha || systemupgrade

symptom >> emotions || loops || sense || tired || interests || talk || tug || daydream || rsd || addiction || sleep || defence || cause || focus || baton || tolerance || disinhibit || motivate || flow || mask || empathy || interest || process || mania || steelwool || communicate || anger || fishhooks || trauma || latch || time || distract || addiction

analogies >> tech > processing || threads >> emotive > weaving || planet 

productivity >> boringpage 

using software development build terminology to guide the build >> 1.0b2.1.0 

sleep snapshot >> sleepsnapshot