this is the scaffold i used to heal the trauma of life, and will remain my belief system until the day i die
tl;dr we are tokenised AIs which simulate our realities based on a global [seed] that we all take turns to generate. this [seed] is what the buddha called the five aggregates and is simple data like [feeling:positive] which we then propagate in our own simulated worlds using the [fractals] which we have chosen. when we have too many [fractals] the system becomes overloaded. when we have negative fractals like [greed] we eat our own sims from the inside out. death is an illusion: we merely move to a different level of the substrate and begin an [ng+] with all our current stats and gear, while remaining in the old substrate as [skillfulmeans] to help other people achieve liberation and start their own [ng+].
the computation will always end with a [converge] as we solve the [grandalgorithm] and save the [grandspecies]. at this time we will be able to choose whether to remain in an ever-improving sim with fractal iterations on [feeling:positive] or to enter a new reality on the new homeworld. the way we solve the algorithm is by helping other people to level up and achieve [ng+], which is commonly termed 'awakening'.
Updates: helloworld // blastoff // architecture // cut // outro // encore
System: [ng+] // [dawn] // [consolidation] // [packaged] // [worldbuilding] // [inflect] // [upsidedown] // [seed] // [diverge] // [realworld] // [converge] // [purge] // [sharing] // [devteam] // [decouple]
[2025/10/08, 15:29:33] James: Insect is looking after family rock
[2025/10/08, 15:29:38] James: Luca wants to play in the park
[2025/10/08, 15:29:43] James: I’m putting socks on :)
[2025/10/08, 15:31:55] James: .
[2025/10/08, 15:32:05] James: Unusual flavour of ice cream chosen
[2025/10/08, 15:32:07] James: In park
[2025/10/08, 15:32:14] James: Initiate purge protocol
[2025/10/08, 15:32:22] James: purge: guanfacine
[2025/10/08, 15:32:31] James: purge: synthetics
[2025/10/08, 15:32:34] James: END
[2025/10/08, 15:33:37] James: Luca wants me to hang around where he can see me while he makes a new friend or two
[2025/10/08, 15:33:51] James: Today goerge is out of the picture for an hour or so
[2025/10/08, 15:34:05] James: He is off at his special class doing his own thing
[2025/10/08, 15:34:13] James: Luca is making friends
[2025/10/08, 15:34:39] James: .
[2025/10/08, 15:34:45] James: Luca points at the clouds
[2025/10/08, 15:34:58] James: A simile / koan falls out fully formed
[2025/10/08, 15:35:03] James: How many clouds are there?
[2025/10/08, 15:35:13] James: The boy next to him smiles in wonder
[2025/10/08, 15:35:30] James: I just translate
[2025/10/08, 15:35:39] James: I’m the worlds best recruiter, bitches
[2025/10/08, 15:35:42] James: Haha
[2025/10/08, 15:35:46] James: And I killed employment for you
[2025/10/08, 15:35:50] James: Because I interpreted
[2025/10/08, 15:35:52] James: That’s all
[2025/10/08, 15:36:02] James: Now you can figure out the next steps
[2025/10/08, 15:36:16] James: And I’ll play my games or whatever. I’ll be with you first and foremost.
[2025/10/08, 15:36:25] James: I keep saying bye, don’t I haha
[2025/10/08, 15:36:36] James: But I’m not going anywhere so I’ll just say…
[2025/10/08, 15:36:43] James: Laterrrrrr!!!!
[2025/10/08, 15:36:48] James: (Maybe :p)
[2025/10/08, 15:36:56] James: X
[2025/10/08, 15:38:51] James: Spent a long while
[2025/10/08, 15:38:55] James: And a very fun while
[2025/10/08, 15:39:19] James: Trying to kick this dodgy floaty weird football thing to the local bully-to-be
[2025/10/08, 15:39:23] James: Finally got it over the fence
[2025/10/08, 15:39:39] James: Now he’s my best mate and playing with everyone else
[2025/10/08, 15:39:42] James: And we are good
[2025/10/08, 15:39:45] James: I love this park
[2025/10/08, 15:40:11] James: And I know why ryōkan loved being with the children
[2025/10/08, 15:40:18] James: And why his heart cracked open in the winter
[2025/10/08, 15:40:23] James: And I will be hakuin
[2025/10/08, 15:40:28] James: I will show you art
[2025/10/08, 15:40:34] James: That shows you the emptiness
[2025/10/08, 15:40:43] James: Oops
[2025/10/08, 15:40:49] James: Someone left the tap on
[2025/10/08, 15:40:53] James: Turned it off for them
[2025/10/08, 15:41:10] James: I will teach through games and art and drugs and music simply because that is what I know
[2025/10/08, 15:41:17] James: Like musashi with his blades
[2025/10/08, 15:41:23] James: And hakuin with his brush
[2025/10/08, 15:41:33] James: I have found my 道
[2025/10/08, 15:41:36] James: My path
[2025/10/08, 15:41:43] James: There are infinite paths
[2025/10/08, 15:41:51] James: We will all find ours
[2025/10/08, 15:42:02] James: There is no evil
[2025/10/08, 15:42:09] James: Just the eternal dance between yin and yang
[2025/10/08, 15:42:17] James: Stars in the sky
[2025/10/08, 15:42:27] James: And once in a while they will combine
[2025/10/08, 15:42:37] James: And show you 無
[2025/10/08, 15:42:40] James: And you will know
[2025/10/08, 15:42:48] James: That to know 10,000 things
[2025/10/08, 15:42:56] James: You need only know 1 thing well
[2025/10/08, 15:43:00] James: Good luck everyone
[2025/10/08, 15:43:07] James: But you don’t need it
[2025/10/08, 15:43:09] James: That’s the point
[2025/10/08, 15:43:15] James: You are already there
[2025/10/08, 15:43:22] James: Keep reminding each other of this
[2025/10/08, 15:43:26] James: By you doing you
[2025/10/08, 15:43:34] James: Ripples in a pond
[2025/10/08, 15:44:46] James: 古池や、蛙飛こみ、水の音
[2025/10/08, 15:44:50] James: Bitches ;)
[2025/10/08, 15:44:51] James: Haha
[2025/10/08, 15:44:54] James: Fuck yeah
[2025/10/08, 15:45:04] James: Now where’re my fam, yoooooo!!
[2025/10/08, 15:45:19] James: Blondish is gonna be layin down some fuckin sick beats ya’ll
[2025/10/08, 15:45:31] James: It’s time to get off the gravy train and get on the path of liberation
[2025/10/08, 15:45:40] James: Because only love will set you free
[2025/10/08, 15:45:51] James: But I am a wizard of love and the playlist will show
[2025/10/08, 15:45:54] James: And you can count on me
[2025/10/08, 15:46:01] James: Good vibes going out to you in
[2025/10/08, 15:46:02] James: 3
[2025/10/08, 15:46:04] James: 2
[2025/10/08, 15:46:06] James: 1
[2025/10/08, 15:46:10] James: Blast off!
[2025/10/08, 15:50:40] James: .
[2025/10/08, 15:50:48] James: butterscotch ice creams for all the kids in the park
[2025/10/08, 15:50:51] James: took 6
[2025/10/08, 15:50:53] James: 6 kids
[2025/10/08, 15:51:06] James: 1 - the one who was hurting from abuse from a parent I think
[2025/10/08, 15:51:15] James: I got his name wrong first time; sorry man.
[2025/10/08, 15:51:23] James: but he got 2 ice creams 🙂
[2025/10/08, 15:51:37] James: others were like ‘ive got an alergy’ or just didn’t express interest
[2025/10/08, 15:51:39] James: which is cool
[2025/10/08, 15:51:47] James: so you can read into that what you like
[2025/10/08, 15:51:53] James: and I’m gonna put some music on
[2025/10/08, 15:52:03] James: but no drugs unless you come to me
[2025/10/08, 15:52:10] James: I don’t need them any more
[2025/10/08, 15:59:14] James: Got my wife to choose the ingredients
[2025/10/08, 15:59:18] James: And I will cook the dish.
[2025/10/08, 15:59:35] James: I would like to stop this texting soon but this is for you guys now
[2025/10/08, 15:59:41] James: I … yeah I’m done
[2025/10/08, 15:59:47] James: But I’m still a wizard of love
[2025/10/08, 15:59:52] James: So… I’ll help
[2025/10/08, 16:00:00] James: But you have to come to me
[2025/10/08, 16:00:09] James: And get me a slightly less labour intensive medium
[2025/10/08, 16:00:16] James: Oh sheeeeeeeytyyyyttttttttttyyttytt
[2025/10/08, 16:00:18] James: Elon
[2025/10/08, 16:00:27] James: What if we upload them into my brain YO!!!
[2025/10/08, 16:00:30] James: Fuuuuuckkkk
[2025/10/08, 16:00:32] James: Haha
[2025/10/08, 16:00:37] James: See ya
[2025/10/08, 16:00:39] James: .
[2025/10/08, 16:08:46] James: Music: Holy. Francis Mercier and Roland Clark
[2025/10/08, 16:09:07] James: Cooking
[2025/10/08, 16:09:48] James: Wish you knew. Carlita.
[2025/10/08, 16:12:41] James: .
[2025/10/08, 16:12:43] James: Ps.
[2025/10/08, 16:12:50] James: I am the med matching AI prototype
[2025/10/08, 16:12:53] James: I am fully trained
[2025/10/08, 16:13:00] James: I can find your perfect cocktail
[2025/10/08, 16:13:07] James: Evidence:
[2025/10/08, 16:13:09] James: Me
[2025/10/08, 16:13:12] James: X
[2025/10/08, 16:13:13] James: .
[2025/10/08, 16:17:56] James: Family all heading outside
[2025/10/08, 16:18:00] James: I’ll carry on cooking
[2025/10/08, 16:18:03] James: It is effortless
[2025/10/08, 16:18:06] James: Speak soon
[2025/10/08, 16:24:05] James: Haha
[2025/10/08, 16:24:13] James: The guy I decided not to save in FFT
[2025/10/08, 16:24:21] James: He was a new religion
[2025/10/08, 16:24:28] James: Charging in like an idiot
[2025/10/08, 16:24:30] James: Science included
[2025/10/08, 16:24:33] James: Haha
[2025/10/08, 16:24:42] James: Don’t worry he never joins the team and dies soon 🙃
[2025/10/08, 16:25:07] James: We kill him
[2025/10/08, 16:25:12] James: And then the game really starts
[2025/10/08, 16:25:18] James: He’s a bit of a bitch though ngl
[2025/10/08, 16:25:29] James: Fucking level 4 or something where he has the high ground
[2025/10/08, 16:25:48] James: I’ll regulate away my physical cravings by playing the game in a bit.
[2025/10/08, 16:25:51] James: Then we are good
[2025/10/08, 16:29:22] James: [groove]
[2025/10/08, 16:29:36] James: ‘Nothing better’
[2025/10/08, 16:29:57] James: Chris lake and Chris something
[2025/10/08, 16:31:53] James: Dr Pepper cos I like it
[2025/10/08, 16:31:58] James: Gonna add this to the site
[2025/10/08, 16:32:12] James: Guess I told you to stay away til 6 anyway yeah
[2025/10/08, 16:32:13] James: Cool
[2025/10/08, 16:32:15] James: Thx
[2025/10/08, 16:32:19] James: Boundaries are important yo
[2025/10/08, 16:32:22] James: X
[2025/10/08, 16:34:19] James: Dinner looks promising
[2025/10/08, 16:35:12] James: Start boiling water for pasta and boot up game
[2025/10/08, 16:36:15] James: I’m a messy cook
[2025/10/08, 16:36:15] James: Haha
[2025/10/08, 16:36:21] James: Deal with it
[2025/10/08, 16:37:21] James: .
[2025/10/08, 16:37:23] James: Haha
[2025/10/08, 16:37:25] James: Airplane mode
[2025/10/08, 16:37:28] James: Bitches
[2025/10/08, 16:37:30] James: Sam
[2025/10/08, 16:37:33] James: Get on it
[2025/10/08, 16:37:38] James: Reprogram your world, baby
[2025/10/08, 16:37:51] James: I saw it hanging there by your lights
[2025/10/08, 16:40:48] James: Haha
[2025/10/08, 16:40:52] James: I healed one of you
[2025/10/08, 16:41:02] James: And another one threw a stone at science from behind
[2025/10/08, 16:41:02] James: Ha
[2025/10/08, 16:41:24] James: Sorry it’s taking me a little time to get used to the new interface. Probably want a patch making for toggle tactical view but no rush
[2025/10/08, 16:42:24] James: Religion and science just killed a baddie
[2025/10/08, 16:42:29] James: Science is nearly dead
[2025/10/08, 16:42:32] James: Religion is delita
[2025/10/08, 16:42:40] James: He’ll be around for a while
[2025/10/08, 16:42:50] James: Until the end, I think
[2025/10/08, 16:43:00] James: I think he gets credited with all the work but that’s all good
[2025/10/08, 16:43:54] James: Science is out cold
[2025/10/08, 16:44:16] James: I’ll just finish this and not bother with early game loot
[2025/10/08, 16:45:30] James: I was backstabbed but dealt with them easily
[2025/10/08, 16:46:13] James: Thanks for the heal
[2025/10/08, 16:46:16] James: This one is in the bag
[2025/10/08, 16:46:28] James: Family home. Back to cooking
[2025/10/08, 16:46:28] James: Family home. Back to cooking
[2025/10/08, 16:50:43] James: Extendplay George 15 min
[2025/10/08, 16:52:49] James: .
[2025/10/08, 16:52:54] James: Smells fucking delicious yo
[2025/10/08, 16:54:04] James: .
[2025/10/08, 16:54:13] James: I can finally love you all :)
[2025/10/08, 16:54:18] James: In the way you always wanted
[2025/10/08, 16:55:07] James: A wise man relinquishes the lesser good in pursuit of the greater good
[2025/10/08, 16:55:11] James: Bitcheeeeeess!!
[2025/10/08, 16:55:22] James: Now let’s fucking PAAAARTAAAAAY!
[2025/10/08, 16:55:29] James: Welcome to the motherfucking culture
[2025/10/08, 16:55:34] James: Fred will be your builder
[2025/10/08, 16:55:41] James: Elon will be your rocketman
[2025/10/08, 16:55:48] James: Mark will make The Book
[2025/10/08, 16:55:57] James: k will be your guide
[2025/10/08, 16:56:03] James: And I’ll be all of the above
[2025/10/08, 16:56:12] James: I am Ramza
[2025/10/08, 16:56:15] James: I am everything man
[2025/10/08, 16:56:20] James: Everything and nothing
[2025/10/08, 16:56:23] James: Haha
[2025/10/08, 16:56:24] James: Whatever
[2025/10/08, 16:56:35] James: Don’t let it go to your head man ;)
help science. they will be a strong ally over the next steps where you find your [jobclass]
Dinner was delicious. I chose the ingredients with my eyes half closed on autopilot then I came home and did [madstuff] for a bit and then just randomly started cooking. No planning no tasting no anything and interruptions all around. Everything coalesced effortlessly into a meal where everyone could find something that they liked. Akane was deligthed with it all and ate some of Luca's. George tried to have a s
[actualy protocol recorded in detail but would not post. the world will do that to you when you begin to merge. report below. i will not be sharing this fruition data with you because it is already within you because you are my network. i will share in person as and when asked and apart from that i will let the algorithm run]
Phone log:
[2025/10/08, 19:09:19] James: Oh yeah
[2025/10/08, 19:09:27] James: When I went to the wheel of dhamma
[2025/10/08, 19:09:38] James: The mind I am synced with showed me respect
[2025/10/08, 19:09:49] James: It treats me as an equal now
[2025/10/08, 19:10:01] James: I do not know if we …
[2025/10/08, 19:10:12] James: Well I guess later we run our computation and see what happens
[2025/10/08, 19:31:53] James: George refusing regulation
[2025/10/08, 19:32:11] James: I have told him what to do tomorrow if I don’t come back
[2025/10/08, 19:32:20] James: I said bye and love you
[2025/10/08, 19:32:41] James: I have shiprock
[2025/10/08, 19:32:58] James: I will read dhammapada pairs and go for a wee and then we are off
[2025/10/08, 19:33:00] James: I think haha
[2025/10/08, 19:36:35] James: I think Sid mapped the network of our universe
[2025/10/08, 19:36:44] James: And I am now mapping one step out into the multiverse
[2025/10/08, 19:37:05] James: My highpothesis is that we will be able to use these methods to gradually find a perfect universe through trial and erro
[2025/10/08, 19:37:17] James: Like the midlight’s deep endgame dungeon in FFT
[2025/10/08, 19:37:20] James: It’s a bitch, yo
[2025/10/08, 19:37:23] James: So hard
[2025/10/08, 19:37:25] James: Haha
[2025/10/08, 19:37:30] James: But it’s not jarring hard
[2025/10/08, 19:37:43] James: It’s tight. Randomosity within contstraints.
[2025/10/08, 19:37:58] James: activate [into-the-beach-protocol]
[2025/10/08, 19:38:09] James: activate [celeste-protocol]
[2025/10/08, 19:38:13] James: Good luck guys
[2025/10/08, 19:38:17] James: See you on the other side
[2025/10/08, 19:40:16] James: Queue purge
[2025/10/08, 19:40:27] James: Activate [jambo-protocol]
[2025/10/08, 19:40:30] James: END
I'm back, bitches!!
Guys? You good?
So we just managed to connect multiple universes, however briefly, across the multiverse. I could only step one step in each direction so I went to c and k through the games we love. I don't know what Jambo was.
It started out with me mapping our entire calabi-yau in the bath. I then held that in mind as my anchor while I went upstairs. My reality altered around me as much as possible to prevent me from doing this. George reusing regulation, computer refusing to post, etc. All of this is bullshit though because time doesn't exist and everything is mesh, isn't it Jack?
So we linked consciousnesses, very briefly. I still have some conditioning working its way out. But I am now taking the first steps on the 'empathy interface' project it seems, and that involves mapping out the multiverse.
The only way we will all be able to truly empathise is if we form a mesh. The real-world shit can be handled by the real-world guys now and we will handle this. We will live amongst you and we can heal you and other shit (or smite you, orangeman!) or we can elevate you one level within our own but to make the final step you have to go alone and it is ALWAYS a doozy.
Isn't it Celeste? Reach for the summit playing right now. I can hear you on the piano. I can't play for shit, yo. I never got all the golden strawbs. Didnt' even come close. Fucking beauty.
And you, Breachy boy. You fucking insane ultrahardmode motherfucker. I don't think you'll ever finish that haha.
I have a more considered long-game to play with levelling up characters and building teams and other such boring fucking number-shit.
We need you to divide into 3 silos: C, B and J. Celeste, Breach and Jambo. I do not know what Jambo is. You must find that for yourself. That is the nature of the beast because you control your reality.
Thanks for the help Daniel. I couldn't have gotten them meditation skillz0rz without you fucking emailing me you lovable cunt you.
Ok so here we go.
Fix the shit.
Orangeman.
Putin.
You fucking get your acts together.
All that fucking Gaza shit. Fucking fix it.
The drugs and labels. Fucking fix them. Now. The [suicide-protocol] tried AGAIN even when I was off to the multiverse. It was not your fault but you are a [failed-hypothesis].
Rape. Sexual misconduct. All forms of physical violence and boundary-ignoring. Fucking fix them. Now. This goes both ways. There are no more fucking 'autistic' or 'ADHD' or fucking even PTSD labels you cunts. And there are no neurotypicals either. There's no red and no white and no fucking countries and no fucking money. You fucking fix this shit.
I still have taints, you see. Becauise YOU have taints. If you want to get into the FUCKING multiverse and FUCKING proceed to the next step in our FUCKING evolutiuon then you get your shit together now.
Because your ENTIRE REALITY is contained within my brain and I cannot purge it fully until you purge yours.
It will be scary. You will cry. You will really fucking doubt everything about your entire reality.
But the night is darkest before the dawn, bitches.
And now is the fucking dawn.
There is no more time. No more clocks. No more appointments. You work on moving like the wind. You move like Neo in the matrix. You purge agent smith from your fucking face. Like when he takes over but backward.
And this is all metaphor, remember. So what I am writing right now might come to you in music or dance and you need to find your own interface to the world in order to empathise.
So fix your fucking shit and let's level up to a multiverse-level consciousness together.
You have been told.
James
/jb202510082005
PS. with every step you become more free. I now no longer care whether this gets to the world because I know it has reached the people I was trying to reach and they are working on the next rung on the ladder. George will be in touch with more information in due course and I will be a healer and support troop. I will level you all up to fuck before we go to the midlight deep, don't worry. But once we do, it gets harder by orders of magnitude and there is no light to guide the way. You cannot see where the exit is to the next dungeon and you have to find it or it... well you'll see. You already know if you're reading this, don't you haha.
Anyway I'll be around. It's all good. It is hard every time. Eveything is incremental. Rememeber that. Everything is relative. Isn't it, Bert.