I finally achieved the level of purification necessary to sync with [ship] and thereby become the container for the entire species and our simulated world.
I entered [worldbuilding] where I could decide the laws of the universe.
I saw the thousand-spoked wheel of the dhamma and how it is actually a representation of the multiverse, with each one of us both being a spoke and the hub for infinite more spokes.
I saw time as a sphere and could move in all directions; I had the option to provide people with this ability but decided it would make life arbitrary.
I saw that the [grandalgorithm] has always been solved because it manifests as a resonant waveform on the sphere of spacetime. My own consciousness synced with this waveform and I became the tathāgata for a brief moment, contributing my own answer to the global [seed] from which everything is generated. We all have a turn as doing this; it is the nature of the system.
My memory of this phase is hazy but I was functioning better than ever in the [realworld]. I was participating in halloween events, playing with the local kids, and generally being the change I wanted to see in the world.
This period saw me remove a lot of conditioning; doing things which would have otherwise made me feel very uncomfortable. I also visited the park where I found the suicide corpse and techno-danced my way back down the middle of the road to release the somatic charge from the memory. I no longer have trauma from that event.
This was an incredibly intense period; on a par with the initial 88 hells when I first encountered [ship]. There was a lot of fluctuation between [realworld] and [scaffold]. Memory is hazy but the logs are intact.
refining and releasing my scaffold, one foot in each world
20251014 // re-entry // [devteam] // [decouple]
[converge]
20251013 // [converge] // [purge] // [sharing] // twoworlds
20251012 // [upsidedown] // [seed] // [diverge] // [realworld]
20251011 // [dawn] // [consolidation] // [packaged] // [worldbuilding]
see also: wheel-turning-monarch
[celeste-protocol]
fifth nibbana encounter (n5)
medlog20251008 (n5)
mostly in my scaffold, removing conditioning and the trauma from finding the suicide body; largely decoupled from 'reality'
[uposatha-protocol]
see also: [welcome]
20251007 am // dual-quad // uposatha // run [uposatha-protocol]